Adam Baker - Impact

‘Somewhere else.’

‘That’s the one question that nags at anyone who studied this disease. Where exactly did it come from?’

Trenchman thumbed through pictures.

The same convict, strapped in the chair, the crown of his head removed, exposing brain. Electrodes sunk in his parietal cortex like a row of acupuncture needles. The convict was looking up, and to the left.

‘Eyes always point to the site of a stroke, ever hear that?’ said Trenchman, gesturing to the picture. ‘They turn towards the point of cerebral occlusion.’

‘Talking to a virus,’ said Noble, shaking his head. ‘Unbelievable.’

‘Pretty interesting project, right? What if you could interview a brain tumour? What if cancer could talk? What would it have to say?’

‘So how did they go about negotiating with a virus?’

‘They tried everything to establish a common language. They used mathematics as a universal baseline. Fired synaptic impulses, ran sequences of prime numbers, logic gates, all kinds of shit way beyond my pay grade.’

‘Did the disease ever answer back?’

‘No. The head CDC guy was the conservative type. Didn’t say much. But last time I was here he was in a bad way. Big sense of failure. He and his boys came out here looking for some kind of breakthrough. But, in the end, they achieved jack shit, so he took to his trailer with a case of Scotch. I got him talking. He reckoned the virus understood their communications well enough. Reckoned all the while Disease Control were studying the disease, it was studying them back. Some kind of hive mind. A single intelligence. Every infected bastard the world over is a facet of a vast, all-seeing eye.’

‘So I guess that’s definitive,’ said Noble. He crouched and stuffed jumbled papers into his backpack. ‘No vaccine. No cure.’

‘That’s right.’

‘And no reasoning with it.’

Trenchman sombrely nodded his head.

‘It simply wants us dead.’

The compound.

The sun was high. Heat starting to build.

‘There’s nothing left to see,’ said Trenchman. ‘I could show you dissection footage, autopsy photos, but you wouldn’t learn anything more than you already know. Even horror gets monotonous after a while. We should find shade.’

They walked through a break in the perimeter wire and headed for the mountain wall.

Trenchman sniffed the air. Stink of burning flesh carried on the breeze. Seemed to be coming from behind an outcrop to the north.

‘They burned the bodies?’ asked Noble.

‘A big pyre, behind those rocks over there.’

‘How many?’

‘A lot. You don’t want to see it, believe me.’

They climbed the crags and boulders until they reached Trenchman’s camp. Blankets, cached food and water.

They sat in shade and looked out over the battle-torn compound. They opened a couple of bean tins and ate with sporks.

‘So you’ve been waiting for us?’ asked Noble.

‘Seemed a better idea than chasing you guys round the desert. Figured you folks would head this way sooner or later. Better sit tight and wait for you to show up.’

‘So what’s the plan?’

‘Wait until sundown, then head west across the mountains. Try to find a backcountry road, see where it leads.’

‘Frost. Hancock. I can’t leave them.’

‘I came out here hoping to scoop you all up, get you to safety. Not sure it’s going to be possible. This is your only shot at survival, dude. Come with me. Tonight.’

Noble shook his head.

‘I have to go back.’

They sat a while and ate.

‘I’ll leave a stash of food and water,’ said Trenchman. ‘If you make it back here with your friends, there’ll be enough supplies for you guys to recuperate a while, then try to cross the mountains. Who knows? Maybe we’ll meet again, somewhere down the line.’

They sat looking out over the vast aridity and relished a parched desert wind. They listened to the unearthly silence.

‘Seen so many people die,’ said Trenchman. ‘Still have a hard time comprehending it will happen to me. One day the sun will rise, and I won’t be there to see it. Leaves on the trees, birds in the sky, but I won’t exist.’ He took a sip from his canteen. ‘They say you shouldn’t be scared of death. Pure nothing, same as before you were born.’

‘One last question for you,’ said Noble.

‘Go ahead.’

‘Why drop a bomb? They nuked the cities. I get it. Exterminating a termite nest. But this place? Apache? Sure, nefarious shit went down, but there’s no one left alive to give a damn.’

‘No idea. But I’d be willing to speculate. The continuity government. Bunch of politicians and generals hiding in a NORAD bunker. They signed the order for these human trials. Command responsibility. So now they are covering their tracks.’

‘Like I said. Why give a damn? It’s not like they’ll ever face trial. There’ll be no Nuremberg tribunal. And even if there were, who would blame them for trying to defeat the virus?’

‘They’re rewriting history. If the human race survives this mess, if there’s a new America, then the decisions that were made, the battles that were fought in these dark days, will be part of a new founding myth. The guys in that bunker, the generals, the cabinet officers, know they’ll be dead soon enough. Entombed deep underground, sealed behind a thirty-ton blast door. But they want to be remembered like Lincoln or Jefferson. One day, if the nation is rebuilt, the country may have a new capitol, a new Washington. The top brass expect to be commemorated. Sculpted in marble. Printed on dollars. So that’s why they want to erase this place. To sanitise the historical narrative. To make them undisputed heroes.’

‘All this death, to serve some fucker’s ego.’

Trenchman smiled.

‘Same as it ever was.’

The lower cabin.

Frost picked through ransacked gear. A nylon tool roll. Wrenches and sanitary wipes scattered on the deck plate. A parka, ripped down the back, spilling synthetic down.

Pinback had stumbled around the cabin, kicking over equipment boxes, punching open wall-mounted lockers.

Frost tried to make sense of his actions. Had there been any method to his search? What had he hoped to achieve? The ladder to the cockpit was visible enough. He could have climbed, pushed aside the trunk blocking the hatchway and attacked. Yet he seemed intent on exploring the interior of the plane rather than acquiring fresh victims.

She threw an empty chute pack aside. She pushed scattered meds back inside the trauma kit.

She studied handprints on the fuselage wall. Dust streaks where fingers raked metal.

A strand of flesh hung from a fractured spar at hip level. She leant close and inspected it.

Skin tissue dried like jerky.

The horror of infection. A living death. The parasite that colonised her fellow crewman was vibrantly alive, swelling and spreading through blood vessels and musculature, but his body was a fast-decaying hunk of meat. The creature that explored the plane the previous night, clawed metal and stumbled against the walls, was effectively a walking cadaver.

The stench of rot-gas still hung in the air.

Boot prints on dust-matted deck plate. She examined the overlapping trail, tried to reconstruct Pinback’s movements. Scuff marks centred on the rear of the cabin: the crawlspace that led to the bomb bay.

Frost shone her flashlight into the narrow passageway half expecting to find Pinback curled foetal, hibernating until nightfall.

She climbed into the steel tunnel and crawled on her hands and knees. She inspected the hatch leading to the payload bay. Palm prints and scratch marks. A crude attempt to force his way inside.