Mike Mullin - Ashen Winter

I took the hatchet and cut three long limbs with forks on their ends. By jamming each branch into the snow and interweaving the forked ends, I created a rough tripod next to our fire. I took Darla’s frozen clothing off my belt and draped it over the tripod to dry.

Darla was huddled right up against the fire, getting warm. I squatted next to her. “Let me see your hand,” I said.

She held out her right hand, and I pulled off her glove. She had two roughly parallel crescent-shaped wounds between her palm and the base of her middle finger. Benson had bitten her so hard he’d drawn blood. The bite was scabbed over, but the flesh around it was red and swollen. I got some clean snow to scrub her wound.

When I started washing it, Darla screamed. I found a mostly clean leftover piece of cottonwood and gave it to her to bite. “Sorry,” I said. “I gotta clean it.”

Darla nodded, tears rolling down her face. I kissed her cheek, tasting salt. She laid her hand back in my lap, and I resumed scrubbing while she cried.

“I think it’s getting infected,” I said as I finished.

Darla just moaned.

I put her glove back on and rooted around in my jacket for a minute. I’d kept the Cipro tablets zipped into my inner pocket with the kale seeds. I took out a tablet and handed it to Darla. “Take this.”

She spit the piece of wood out from between her teeth. “They’re for you.”

“I’ll take a half.”

“How many do you have left?”

“Five, counting that one.”

“Aren’t you supposed to take antibiotics for, like, ten days or something?”

“Doc said seven. I’ll take a half. If you take full ones today and tomorrow and then go to halves like me, we can make five tablets last three more days. By then maybe we’ll be in Worthington. Maybe we’ll be able to buy some more.”

“My mouth is too dry to swallow this damn horse pill.”

“I’ll get some clean snow.”

We had no pan to melt the snow in, so we put little balls of it in our mouths to melt. That was tolerable with the fire roaring beside us. Darla swallowed her Cipro, and I cut a tablet in half with my knife. The rough edge of the tablet caught in my throat. I had to eat a bunch more snow to choke it down and wash away the nasty taste it left in my mouth.

Then we cleared off snow from a larger area to sleep in. By the time we’d done that, we needed more firewood. So we spent at least a half hour chopping enough wood to last through the night.

I felt woolly, like I’d been awake for three days straight. My eyelids drooped, and I had to force myself to concentrate as I chopped wood lest the hatchet miss and add to our growing inventory of injuries.

But Darla looked even worse. Her eyes made a pair of black holes in her face. She was yawning almost nonstop.

“Go to sleep,” I said. “I’ll take first watch.”

“We can both sleep if we build up the fire first.”

“What if Black Lake finds us? We’d better take turns.”

Darla used a couple of small logs and one of her scarves to make a crude pillow, and then she lay down beside the fire. Within seconds her breathing slowed as sleep claimed her.

I wanted nothing more than to curl up around her and sleep, too. But I knew it wasn’t safe. I sat in the volcanic ash beside Darla and watched her chest slowly rise and fall. The firelight played in her hair. I reached out to stroke it but thought better of it and pulled my hand away-I didn’t want to wake her.

I felt suddenly morose. What was I doing, dragging Darla back into Iowa? Her parents were dead-she had no particular reason to want to find mine. Already she’d been injured. If I got Darla killed on this insane trip, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself.

I struggled to stay alert, trudging back and forth beside the fire. When I saw the first hint of dawn in the east, I shook Darla awake. “I gotta sleep,” I said. She mumbled something and pushed herself upright. I was fast asleep before my head fully settled on the log.

It seemed like no time at all had passed when Darla pushed on my shoulder, saying, “Alex, wake up.”

I startled fully awake, sat up, and looked around. “Something wrong?”

“No, everything’s okay. But we should get going.”

“What time is it?”

“I don’t know. Around noon, maybe.”

Darla was dressed in her own clothes, and my coveralls were laid out on the tripod by the fire. I slipped my toasty warm coveralls on, struggling to pull the legs over my boots.

Darla fiddled with a bundle of wood. “What’s that?” I asked.

“I worked on the fire-by-friction set while you were asleep. Made a new thunderhead out of oak, so it won’t burn through. We’ve got two extra spindles now, too. Here’s your shoelace.”

I started relacing my boot while Darla tied all the fire-by-friction stuff into a neat bundle using a drawstring she’d cannibalized from her jacket. We kicked snow over the fire, tore down the tripod, and set out.

“Which way?” I asked.

“Maybe follow this creek upstream? Easier to walk on the ice. Hopefully we’ll hit a road.”

“How far is it to Worthington?”

“I don’t know, exactly. We’re near Bellevue. It’s about thirty miles from Worthington to Dubuque, but I think Bellevue is farther. Maybe forty or forty-five miles?”

“That’s going to take forever if we have to walk through deep snow. And I’m already famished.”

“Let’s see what the roads are like. If they’re bad, maybe I can improvise some snowshoes.”

We’d walked along the creek until we reached a railroad trestle that passed about twenty feet above the ice. Beyond that, I saw the concrete pylons and steel girders of a highway bridge.

We walked under the railroad trestle and turned to fight our way up the bank between the two bridges. The bank wasn’t steep, but the snow was so deep that it was difficult to force our way upward. For every step we managed, we slid back a half step.

Finally we got to the top, only to confront an enormous berm of plowed snow alongside the road. I led the way up the berm, thrusting my hands into the snow to make tenuous grips and kicking footholds into the side of the pile. The snow here was a filthy blend of volcanic ash and ice plowed off the road.

We hid near the top of the berm, watching the road for more than an hour. Nothing moved. There was no sound but the chattering of our teeth. I was worried about patrols, but it would take too long to get to Worthington traveling cross-country.

I got down the far side of the berm to the road by sliding on my butt. We were on a two-lane plowed highway.

“You think all the roads are this good?” I said.

“I hope so.” Darla stood and dusted the snow off herself. “We’ll make good time on this. Maybe get to Worthington in two, two-and-a-half days. Before we starve, anyway.”

“I guess there is one advantage to FEMA being in Iowa now.” Last year none of the roads on this side of the river had been plowed.

“That’s the only good those ass-puppets do.”

“Yeah.” I looked up and down the highway. “Which way?”

“Right. North. Worthington is northwest of us somewhere.”

“Won’t that take us closer to the lock and Black Lake?”

“Yeah. We’ll turn west as soon as we can.”

We made great time on the packed snow of the road. We didn’t talk-I was listening for engine noises and continually glancing behind us. I hoped there wouldn’t be any Black Lake trucks, but if any trucks did come, I wanted time to try to get away, although that might be impossible-the piles of snow and ash alongside the road were so high that we were essentially trapped.

We got off the highway onto a back road at the first opportunity. Darla led us through a dizzying succession of turns, heading north and west, she said. The roads were all deserted, which was a relief but also a bit puzzling. Why bother plowing roads nobody was going to use?