Terry Pratchett - A Hat Full Of Sky

‘In your own time, then, madam,’ she said.

Wishes, wishes, wishes, thought Tiffany, distracted, fumbling in her pockets for the bits to make a shamble. It’s not evil. It gives us what we think we want! And what do people ask for? More wishes!

You couldn’t say: A monster got into my head and made me do it. She’d wished the money was hers. The hiver just took her at her thought.

You couldn’t say: Yes, but I’d never have really taken it! The hiver used what it found—the little secret wishes, the desires, the moments of rage, all the things that real humans knew how to ignore! It didn’t let you ignore them!

Then, as she fumbled to tie the pieces together, the egg flipped out of her hands, trusted in gravity and smashed on the toe of her boot.

She stared at it, the blackness of despair darkening the noonlight. Why did I try this? I’ve never made a shamble that worked, so why did I try? Because I believed it had to work this time, that’s why. Like in a story. Suddenly it would all be… all right.

But this isn’t a story, and there are no more eggs…

There was a scream but it was high up and the sound of it took Tiffany home in the bounce of a heartbeat. It was a buzzard, in the eye of the sun, getting bigger in its plunge towards the field.

It soared up again as it passed over Tiffany’s head, fast as an arrow, and as it did so, something small let go its hold on the buzzard’s talons with a cry of ‘Crivens!’

Rob Anybody dropped like a stone, but there was a thwap! and suddenly a balloon of cloth snapped open above him. Two balloons, in fact, or to put it another way, Rob Anybody had ‘borrowed’ Hamish’s parachute.

He let go of them as soon as they’d slowed him down, and dropped neatly into the shamble.

‘Did ye think we’d leave ye?’ he shouted, holding onto the strings. ‘I’m under a geas, me! Get on wi’ it, right noo!’

‘What? I can’t!’ said Tiffany, trying to shake him off. ‘Not with you! I’ll kill you! I always crack the eggs! What goose?’

‘Dinnae argue!’ shouted Rob, bouncing up and down in the strings. ‘Do it! Or ye’re no’ the hag of the hills! An’ I know ye are!’

People were running past now. Tiffany glanced up. She thought she could see the hiver now as a moving shape in the dust.

She looked at the tangle in her hands and at Rob’s grinning face.

The moment twanged.

A witch deals with things, said her Second Thoughts. Get past the ‘I can’t.’

O-K…

Why hasn’t it ever worked before? Because there was no reason for it to work. I didn’t needit to work .

I need it to help me now. No. I need me to help me.

So think about it. Ignore the noise, ignore the hiver rolling towards her over the trodden grass…

She’d use the things she’d had, so that was right. Calm down. Slow down. Look at the shamble. Think about the moment. There were all the things from home…

No. Not all the things. Not all the things at all. This time, she felt the shape of what wasn’t there—

–and tugged at the silver horse around her neck, breaking its chain, then hanging it in the threads.

Suddenly her thoughts were as cool and clear as ice, as bright and shiny as they needed to be. Let’s see… that looks better there… and that needs to be pulled this way…

The movement jerked the silver horse into life. Then it spun gently, passing through the threads and Rob Anybody, who said, ‘Didnae hurt a bit! Keep goin’!’

Tiffany felt a tingle in her feet. The horse gleamed as it turned.

‘I dinnae want to hurry ye!’ said Rob Anybody. ‘But hurry!’

I’m far from home, thought Tiffany, in the same clear way, but I have it in my eye. Now I open my eyes. Now I open my eyes again—

Ahh…

Can I be a witch away from my hills? Of course I can. I never really leave you, Land Under Wave …

Shepherds on the Chalk felt the ground shake, like thunder under the turf. Birds scattered from the bushes. The sheep looked up.

Again, the ground trembled.

Some people said a shadow crossed the sun. Some people said they heard the sound of hooves.

And a boy trying to catch hares in the little valley of the Horse said the hillside had burst and a horse had leaped out like a wave as high as the sky, with a mane like the wave of the sea and a coat as white as chalk. He said it had galloped into the air like rising mist, and flew towards the mountains like a storm.

He got punished for telling stories, of course, but he thought it was worth it.

The shamble glowed. Silver coursed along the threads. It was coming from Tiffany’s hands, sparking like stars.

In that light, she saw the hiver reach her and spread out until it was all around her, invisibility made visible. It rippled and reflected the light oddly. In those glints and sparkles there were faces, wavering and stretching like reflections in water.

Time was going slowly. She could see, beyond the wall of hiver, witches staring at her. One had lost her hat in the commotion, but it was hanging in the air. It hadn’t had time to fall yet.

Tiffany’s fingers moved. The hiver shimmered in the air, disturbed like a pond when a pebble has been dropped into it. Tendrils of it reached towards her. She felt its panic, felt its terror as it found itself caught—

‘Welcome,’ said Tiffany.

Welcome? said the hiver in Tiffany’s own voice.

‘Yes. You are welcome in this place. You are safe here.’

No! We are never safe!

‘You are safe here,’ Tiffany repeated.

Please! said the hiver. Shelter us!

‘The wizard was nearly right about you,’ said Tiffany. ‘You hid in other creatures. But he didn’t wonder why. What are you hiding from?’

Everything , said the hiver.

‘I think I know what you mean,’ said Tiffany.

Do you? Do you know what it feels like to be aware of every star, every blade of grass? Yes. You do. You call it ‘opening your eyes again’. But you do it for a moment. We have done it for eternity. No sleep, no rest, just endless… endless experience, endless awareness. Of everything. All the time. How we envy you, envy you! Lucky humans, who can close your minds to the endless cold deeps of space! You have this thing you call… boredom? That is the rarest talent in the universe! We heard a song, it went ‘Twinkle twinkle little star…’ What power! What wondrous power! You can take a billion trillion tons of flaming matter, a furnace of unimaginable strength, and turn it into a little song for children! You build little worlds, little stories, little shells around your minds and that keeps infinity at bay and allows you to wake up in the morning without screaming!

Completely binkers! said a cheerful voice at the back of Tiffany’s memory. You just couldn’t keep Dr Bustle down.

Pity us, yes, pity us , said the voices of the hiver. No shield for us, no rest for us, no sanctuary. But you, you withstood us. We saw that in you. You have minds within minds. Hide us!

‘You want silence?’ said Tiffany.

Yes, and more than silence , said the voice of the hiver. You humans are so good at ignoring things. You are almost blind and almost deaf. You look at a tree and see… just a tree, a stiff weed. You don’t see its history, feel the pumping of the sap, hear every insect in the bark, sense the chemistry of the leaves, notice the hundred shades of green, the tiny movements to follow the sun, the subtle growth of the wood …

‘But you don’t understand us,’ said Tiffany. ‘I don’t think any human could survive you. You give us what you think we want, as soon as we want it, just like in fairy stories. And the wishes always go wrong.’