Lois Bujold - Barrayar

Kly led them on another two hours of night marching, striking out on unfamiliar trails. In deep pre—dawn dark they came to a shack, or house. It seemed to be of similar construction to Kly’s place, but more extensive, with rooms built on and other rooms built on to the additions. A light from a tiny flame, some sort of greasy homemade candle, burned in a window.

An old woman in a nightgown and jacket, her grey hair in a braid down her back, came to the door and motioned them within. Another old man—but younger than Kly—took the horse out of sight toward a shed. Kly made to go with him.

“Is it safe here?” Cordelia asked dizzily. Where is here?

Kly shrugged. “They searched here day before yesterday. Before I sent for m’ nephew-in-law. Checked it off clean.”

The old woman snorted, surly memory in her eye.

“What with the caves, and all the unchecked homesteads, and the lake, it’ll be a while before they get around to re-checking. They’re still searching the lake bottom, I hear, they’ve flown in all kinds of equipment. It’s as safe as any.” He went off after his horse.

Meaning, as unsafe as any. Bothari was already taking his boots off. His feet must be bad. Her feet were a mess, her slippers walked to flinders, and Gregor’s rag shoes utterly destroyed. She’d never felt so near the end of all endurance, bone-weary, blood-weary, though she’d done much longer hikes before. It was as if her truncated pregnancy had drained life itself out of her, to pass it on to another. She let herself be guided, fed bread and cheese and milk and put to bed in a little side room, herself on one narrow cot and drooping Gregor on another. She would believe in safety tonight the way Barrayaran children believed in Father Frost at Winterfair, true because she desperately wanted it to be.

The next day a raggedy boy of about ten appeared out of the woods, riding Kly’s sorrel horse bareback with a rope halter. Kly made Cordelia, Gregor, and Bothari hide out of sight while he paid the boy off with a few coins, and Sonia, Kly’s aged niece, packed him some sweet cakes to speed him on his way. Gregor peeked wistfully out the corner of one curtained window as the child vanished again.

“I didn’t dare go myself,” Kly explained to Cordelia. “Vordarian has three platoons of men up there now.” A wheezing chuckle escaped him at some inner vision. “But the boy knows nothing but that the old mailman was sick and needed his re-mount.”

“They didn’t fast-penta that child, did they?”

“Oh, yes.”

“They dared!”

Kly’s black-stained lips compressed in sympathy with her outrage. “If he can’t get hold of Gregor, Vordarian’s coup is likely doomed. And he knows it. There’s not much he wouldn’t dare to do, at this point.” He paused. “You can be glad fast-penta has replaced torture, eh?”

Kly’s nephew-in-law helped him saddle up the sorrel, and buckle on the mailbags. The mailman adjusted his hat, and climbed up.

“If I don’t keep my schedule, it will be near-impossible for the Gen’ral to contact me,” he explained. “Got to go, I’m late already. I’ll be back. You and the boy stay inside, out of sight, as much as you can, m’lady.” He turned his horse toward the bare-branched woods. The animal blended quickly into the red-brown native scrub.

Cordelia found Kly’s last advice all too easy to follow. She spent most of the next four days in her cot-bed. The dull silence of hours went by in a fog, a relapse into the frightening fatigue she’d experienced after the placental transfer operation and its near-lethal complications. Conversation provided no diversion. The hill-folk were as laconic as Bothari. It was the threat of fast-penta, Cordelia thought. The less you knew, the less you could tell. The old woman Sonia’s eyes probed Cordelia curiously, but she never asked anything beyond, “You hungry?” Cordelia didn’t even know her last name.

Baths. After the first one, Cordelia did not ask again. The old couple worked all afternoon to haul and heat enough water for herself and Gregor. Their simple meals were nearly as much labor. No Pull Tab To Heat Contents up here. Technology, a woman’s best friend. Unless the technology appeared in the form of a nerve disruptor in the hand of some dead-eyed soldier hunting you down carelessly as an animal.

Cordelia counted over the days since the coup, since all hell had broken loose. What was happening in the larger world? What response from the space forces, from planetary embassies, from conquered Komarr? Would Komarr seize the chaos to revolt, or had Vordarian taken them by surprise too? Aral, what are you doing out there?

Sonia, though she asked no questions, would now and then return from outings and drop bits of local news. Vordarian’s troops, headquartered in Piotr’s residence, were close to abandoning the search of the lake bottom. Hassadar was sealed, but refugees escaped in a trickle; someone’s children, smuggled out, had arrived to stay with relatives nearby. At Vorkosigan Surleau most of Piotr’s armsmen’s families had escaped except Armsman Vogti’s wife and very aged mother, who had been taken away in a groundcar, no one knew where.

“And, oh yes, very strange,” Sonia added. “They took Karla Hysopi. That hardly makes sense. She was only the widow of a retired regular Service sergeant, what use do they expect to make of her?”

Cordelia froze. “Did they take the baby, too?”

“Baby? Donnia didn’t say about a baby. Grandchild, was it?”

Bothari was sitting by the window sharpening his knife on Sonia’s kitchen whetstone. His hand paused in mid-stroke. He looked up to meet Cordelias alarmed eyes. Beyond a tightening of his jaw his face did not change expression, yet the sudden increase of tension in his body made Cordelia’s stomach knot. He looked back down at what he was doing, and took a longer, firmer stroke that hissed along the whetstone like water on coals.

“Maybe … Kly will know something more, when he comes back,” Cordelia quavered.

“Belike,” said Sonia doubtfully.

At last, on schedule, on the evening of the seventh day, Kly rode into the clearing on his sorrel horse. A few minutes later Armsman Esterhazy rode in behind him. He was dressed in hillman’s togs, and his mount was a lean and spindle-shanked hill horse, not one of Piotr’s big glossy beasts. They put their horses away and came in to a dinner Sonia had apparently fixed this night of Kly’s rounds for eighteen years.

After dinner they pulled up chairs to the stone fireplace, and Kly and Esterhazy briefed Cordelia and Bothari in low tones. Gregor sat by Cordelias feet.

“Since Vordarian has greatly widened his search area,” Esterhazy began, “Count and Lord Vorkosigan have decided that the mountains are still the best place to hide Gregor. As the search radius grows enemy forces will be spread thinner and thinner.”

“Locally, Vordarian’s forces are still hunting up and down the caves,” Kly put in. “There’s about two hundred men still up there. But as soon as they finish finding each other, I expect they’ll pull out. I hear they’ve given up on finding you in there, Milady. Tomorrow, Sire,” Kly glanced down and addressed Gregor directly, “Armsman Esterhazy will take you to a new place, a lot like this one. You’ll have a new name for a while, for pretend. And Armsman Esterhazy will pretend he’s your da. Think you can do that?”

Gregor’s hand tightened on Cordelia’s skirt. “Will Lady Vorkosigan pretend she’s my ma?”

“We’re going to take Lady Vorkosigan back to Lord Vorkosigan, at Tanery Base Shuttleport.” At Gregor’s alarmed look Kly added, “There’s a pony, where you’re going. And goats. The lady there might teach you how to milk the goats.”