Lois Bujold - Mirror Dance

“Milady,” Illyan nodded, and drew them aside. “When you saw him this afternoon,” he said in a low voice to the Countess, “how was he?”

No need to specify who he was, in this context. The Countess glanced around, to be sure they were out of earshot of casual passers-by. “Not good, Simon. His color’s bad, he’s very edemic, and he tends to drift in and out of focus, which I find more frightening than all the rest put together. The surgeon wants to spare him the double stress of having a mechanical heart installed while they’re waiting to bring the organic one up to size, but they may not be able to wait. He could end up in surgery for that at any moment.”

“Should I see him, or not, in your estimation?”

“Not. The minute you walk in the door he’ll sit up and try to do business. And the stress of trying will be as nothing compared to the stress of failing. That would agitate the hell out of him.” She paused. “Unless you just popped in for a moment to, say, convey a bit of good news.”

Illyan shook his head in frustration. “Sorry.”

Since the Countess did not speak again immediately into the silence that followed, Mark dared to say, “I thought you were on Komarr, sir.”

“I had to come back for this. The Emperor’s Birthday Dinner is the security nightmare of the year. One bomb could take out practically the whole damned government. As you well know. I was en route when the news of Aral’s … illness, reached me. If it would have made my fast courier go any faster, I would have gotten out and pushed.”

“So … what’s happening on Komarr? Who’s supervising the, uh, search?”

“A trusted subordinate. Now that it appears we may be searching only for a body—” Illyan glanced at the Countess, and cut himself off. She frowned grayly.

They’re dropping the priority of the search. Mark took a disturbed breath. “So how many agents do you have searching Jackson’s Whole?”

“As many as can be spared. This new crisis,” a jerk of Illyan’s head indicated Count Vorkosigan’s dangerous illness, “is straining my resources. Do you have any idea how much unhealthy excitement the Prime Minister’s condition is going to create on Cetaganda alone?”

“ How many?” His voice went sharp, and too loud, but the Countess at least made no motion to quiet him. She watched with cool interest.

“Lord Mark, you are not yet in a position to request and require an audit of ImpSec’s most secret dispositions!”

Not yet? Not ever, surely. “Request only, sir. But you can’t pretend that this operation is not my business.”

Illyan gave him an ambiguous, noncommittal nod. He touched his earbug, looked abstracted for a moment, and gave the Countess a parting salute. “You must excuse me, Milady.”

“Have fun.”

“You too.” His grimace echoed the irony of her smile.

Mark found himself escorting the Countess up a wide staircase and into a long reception room lined with mirrors on one side and tall windows on the other. A major domo at the wide-flung doors announced them by title and name in an amplified voice.

Mark’s first impression was of a faceless, ominous blur of colorful forms, like a garden of carnivorous flowers. A rainbow of Vor house uniforms, heavily sprinkled with parade red-and-blues, actually outshone the splendid dresses of the ladies. Most of the people stood in small, changing groups, talking in a babble; a few sat in spindly chairs along the walls, creating their own little courts. Servants moved smoothly among them, offering trays of food and drink. Mostly servants. All those extremely physically-fit young men in the uniform of the Residence’s staff were surely ImpSec agents. The tough-looking older men in the Vorbarra livery who manned the exits were the Emperor’s personal armsmen.

It was only his paranoia, Mark decided, that made it seem as if all heads turned toward him and a wave of silence crossed the crowd at their entry; but a few heads did turn, and a few nearby conversations did stop. One was Ivan Vorpatril and his mother, Lady Alys Vorpatril; she waved Countess Vorkosigan over to them at once.

“Cordelia, dear,” Lady Vorpatril gave her a worried smile. “You must bring me up to date. People are asking.”

“Yes, well, you know the drill,” the Countess sighed.

Lady Vorpatril nodded wryly. She turned her head to direct Ivan, evidently continuing the conversation the Vorkosigan entrance had interrupted, “Do make yourself pleasant to the Vorsoisson girl this evening, if the opportunity arises. She’s Violetta Vorsoisson’s younger sister, perhaps you’ll like her better. And Cassia Vorgorov is here. This is her first time at the Emperor’s Birthday. And Irene Vortashpula, do get in at least one dance with her, later. I promised her mother. Really, Ivan, there are so many suitable girls here tonight. If only you would apply yourself a little …” The two older women linked arms to step away, effectively shedding Mark and Ivan from their private conversation. A firm nod from Countess Vorkosigan to Ivan placed him on notice that he was on guard duty again. Recalling the last time, Mark thought he might prefer the more formidable social protection of the Countess.

“What was that all about?” Mark asked Ivan. A servant passed with a tray of drinks; following Ivan’s example, Mark snagged one too. It turned out to be a dry white wine flavored with citrus, reasonably pleasant.

“The biennial cattle drive,” Ivan grimaced. “This and the Winterfair Ball are where all the high Vor heifers are trotted out for inspection.”

This was an aspect of the Emperor’s Birthday ceremonies Galen had never mentioned. Mark took a slightly larger gulp of his drink. He was beginning to damn Galen more for what he’d left out than for what and how he’d forced Mark to learn. “They won’t be looking back at me, will they?”

“Considering some of the toads they do kiss, I don’t see why not,” shrugged Ivan.

Thank you, Ivan. Standing next to Ivan’s tall red-and-blue glitter, he probably did look rather like a squat brown toad. He certainly felt like one. “I’m out of the running,” he said firmly.

“Don’t bet on it. There are only sixty Counts’ heirs, but a lot more daughters to place. Hundreds, seems like. Once it gets out what happened to poor damned Miles, anything could happen.”

“You mean … I wouldn’t have to chase women? If I just stood still, they’d come to me?” Or at any rate, to his name, position, and money. A certain glum cheer came with the thought, if that wasn’t a contradiction in terms. Better to be loved for his rank than not to be loved at all; the proud fools who proclaimed otherwise had never come so close to starving to death for a human touch as he had.

“It seemed to work that way for Miles,” said Ivan, an inexplicable tincture of envy in his voice. “I could never get him to take advantage of it. Of course, he couldn’t stand rejection. Try again, was my motto, but he’d just get all shattered and retreat into his shell for days. He wasn’t adventurous. Or maybe he just wasn’t greedy. Tended to stop at the first safe woman he came to. First Elena, and then when that fell through, Quinn. Though I suppose I can see why he might stop at Quinn.” Ivan knocked back the rest of his wine, and exchanged the glass for a full one from a passing tray.

Admiral Naismith, Mark reminded himself, was Miles’s alternate personality. Very possibly Ivan did not know everything about his cousin.

“Aw, hell,” Ivan remarked, glancing over his glass rim. “There’s one of the ones on Mamere’s short list, being aimed our way.”

“So are you chasing women, or not?” asked Mark, confused.