Claire Adrian - Incest, A Way Of Life

"Trying to keep the excitement from showing in his voice, my daddy said, 'Uh… yes, men enjoy having their cock-their organ sucked. Practically all wives take the husband's penis into their mouths. It's part of the custom of marriage. I enjoy having your mother do it to me.'

"Very slowly, daddy began to finger-fuck me. I decided to toy with him. 'Daddy,' I said, 'do you put a rubber on your penis before mother sucks on it?'

"Daddy looked flustered. 'Uhhhhh, nooooo… I couldn't enjoy it that way. Your mother couldn't either. You see, dear, wives enjoy sucking a husband's cock-a man's penis. Some wives even like to… I mean they enjoy it especially when…'

"Pausing, daddy cleared his throat. 'I mean-a lot of wives enjoy it when the man ejaculates in their mouth.' He glanced curiously at me, then said, 'I know your mother does.'

"'You mean that wives like the taste of come, daddy?' I asked with pretended interest. By now, daddy was so excited that he literally squirmed on the bed- my poor hot-cocked daddy.

" ‘Yes! YES, they do! Most wives like the taste of semen!' he said, having more difficulty with his breathing. You'd have thought he'd just trotted around the block instead of having just finished racing his tongue around my pussy.

"I sensed he was right on the rim of asking me if I wanted to suck his peter, but somehow couldn't quite push his request over the actual edge. I knew that all I would have to say was, 'Daddy, I'd like to suck your peter,' and that he would almost have a heart attack in his speed to let me, but that was not my plan. I wanted him to ask me.

"What does semen taste like, daddy?' I asked, letting sweet innocence drip from my voice. 'Does it- taste good, daddy?'

" ‘I-I-well, it's sort of warm and salty,' daddy fumbled. ‘Your mother tells me it reminds her of mild Clorox…'

"I figured I'd shake him up a bit. ‘I don't think I'd like that taste,' I said. 'I don't think I'd like that at all. I always sort of thought that semen tasted sweet.'

"Daddy raised himself and stared at me, even forgetting to work his finger in my pussy. I knew he was worried that he would never get my mouth over his cock.

"'But you've never tasted come!' he said hurriedly. ‘I mean it's not like you think. After the first few times, most women enjoy the taste, and the earlier they begin, the sooner and the more they enjoy it. I-I've got an idea. Why don't you suck my prick-my penis, the way your mother did it on our wedding night. That way you'd have firsthand experience and could judge for yourself.'

"'Do you want me to, daddy? Do you want me to suck your peter?'

"'Yes, oh yes. I-I would love you all the more if you did/"

In Diane W- we are presented with a rather typical picture of the teenage incestuous syndrome in operation, in that the subject confines herself to a framework indigenous to the female adolescent seductress. Such a girl need not be necessarily immoral; rather, she is dominated by unconscious forces that impel her along the wide sea of sex, as helpless in her motivations as a straw being driven before a brisk wind.

There is the mechanism of ambivalence, a three-fold psychic impulse, to be considered in analyzing any girl who would seduce her own father: 1) the existence of contradictory attitudes or emotions, such as love and hate, in the same individual; 2) rapidly shifting or alternating emotions and/or alternating attitudes toward another; 3) the condition of being impelled or drawn toward two mutually antagonistic goals at the same time. Any of the three can be an important element to a girl's sexual encounter with a mature man (or a boy's with a mature woman). Ambivalence,' the high or low of a girl's emotions at a particular time, is present in most teenaged girls, teetering them from one pole to another, from positive to negative feelings about almost everything in the world, and particularly about sex.

There is curiosity to be considered, which seems to be the main motivational factor at work in Diane W-: curiosity about the penis of the adult male, curiosity as to how the penis of the adult male might feel in her hand, her mouth, her vagina?

We recall that Diane had experienced sex before: "Why tell him (her father) I had lost my cherry at thirteen and had been fucked a dozen times since then? It was none of his business."

What of the fathers and mothers who cooperate sexually with their incestuous-minded children? What can we say of them?

Psychiatrist Daniel E. Schneider, author of Psychoanalyst and the Artist, has quite a bit to say. "The strange sexual neurosis called pedophilia-incest is now generally believed to be associated with, or to be a variation of, paranoia. The persecution complex- paranoia's outstanding syndrome-is neurotically ameliorated through sexual regression. Its etiology seems largely environmental; it only rarely springs from bio-chemical or physiological imbalance. The man or woman so afflicted becomes obsessed with the sexually incomplete or immature because they themselves are sexually partialized and incomplete."

Doctor Schneider is more wrong than right in his explanation of incest motivation in adult offenders. While it is true that an adult offender may be psychotic, it is more likely that he or she is but the victim of a perverse morality. This is particularly true of fathers who seduce their biological daughters, or are seduced by them. Such men are usually suffering from an inadequacy of the libido, more specifically, of phallic inferiority.

There is also a gigantic difference between the adult pedophile, who constantly searches for children he would use as sex partners, and the adult incest offender who uses only his own offspring, the main difference between the two being that while the full-blown pedophile seldom has sexual contact with a mature person of the opposite sex (assuming he or she is a heterosexual pedophile), the average incest offender prefers sexual contact with opposite sex adults, incest serving only as an incidental pleasure or a periodic diversion from normal adult contacts.

Curiosity also plays a somewhat prominent role in adults who permit themselves to be receptive and responsive to the sexual overtures of a teenager. Intuitively girls and boys realize this-a girl in particular, whose entire body is sexualized, in contrast to a boy, whose sexuality lies principally in his genitals.

Curiosity motivation is perhaps the prime factor in brother and sister incestuous relationships.

Nevertheless, the parent who would seduce a child, and/or a father who would allow himself to be seduced by his child, is a parent who does have two notable and unique problems. He is desirous of sexual contact outside his marriage; yet he is afraid to make these demands, either because he lacks the opportunity or the technique. Thus it can be said that if the committer of incest had been a "successful adulterer," he would not have been interested in a less sexually stimulating partner such as a child.

Few people know it, and to our knowledge there have been no studies made of the relationship between incest and the loss of virginity. There are those authorities who feel that the blood kinsmen is most often the one to first taste the sexual fruits of the young: a daughter, a stepdaughter, a cousin, a niece-and brother/sister incest is very, very common.

It is impossible to make any kind of reasonable estimate regarding the frequency of these virginity-loss incest cases. As anyone knows, incest is always very carefully hidden; but in the office of the psychiatrist, psychologist, and clergyman, countless tales have been related that tell of incest and the loss of virginity. In many cases, this sexual act comes as the result of a pact, either spoken or unspoken, between relatives (either by blood or by marriage, such as in the case of stepdaughters). Sometimes the seduction is forced. And in more cases than one would suspect, it is the virgin who is the aggressor-as in the case of Diane W-, although she was not a virgin when she seduced her father.