Dorsai - Full Circle

That Claire's father had taken the time to learn something about me didn't bother me in the slightest; in fact, it just confirmed for me that he was serious and sincere about protecting his daughter – something I could understand, having one of my own. I was a little flattered, though, to learn that he had such a high opinion of me; he'd struck me as the kind of man that didn't grant many people his trust and confidence.

She went on to tell me "When he came over here that time, it pleased him when you spoke Chinese to him, and he was impressed when you were honest enough to admit that you didn't speak much of it. Then when it turned out that you'd been to Taiwan, and thought almost the same things he did about places both of you knew – well, that was when he decided he liked you." She giggled and added "There aren't many Caucasians that my Dad really likes – he's Chinese, and you're not, and that's about as far as he goes."

She tucked her head back into my shoulder, happy and comfortable to have me holding her like that.

After a while, she asked "Dan?"

"Yes, dear?"

"Would you do something for me?"

"No, I'm not taking you out so you can get a tattoo on your butt. I like your butt just the way it is now", I teased.

She laughed and said "No, I like my butt this way, too – 'specially when its on your lap like this. I want to ask you to do something else for me."

"So ask."

"Its something I think I need to explain first, though. Will you listen to me, and not get upset?"

Curious to know what could be on her mind, I assured her "Of course I won't get upset. What is it?"

"There's something I've heard about, and I think I want to try it. The way I've heard people talk about it, though, I'm a little confused. Other people talk like itss a bad thing – except that I think it sounds… well, sexy. I want to try it, but I'm not sure what you would think about it."

"Okay, you've told me that itss something that I need to pay attention to. Because itss something you want to do, I'm going to pay even more attention that I would, anyway. You said other people say itss bad, but that you don't think it is – but you're still confused. When you ask me, I know there's a chance that I'm going to be surprised, so I promise you that I will be very careful and think about it before I say anything to you. Okay?"

Several seconds went by before she took a deep breath and asked me "Would you… would you make love to me… in my butt?"

Yup, I was surprised, all right. Damn near shocked, even. But as I'd promised, I was careful, and thought about it before I asked "Why do you want me to do that?"

I could feel her relax in my arms when I didn't respond the way she'd obviously been afraid I would. "Like I said, when I heard about making love that way, I thought it actually sounded pretty sexy, and even fun. But then I heard other people talking about it like it was a bad thing, and I wasn't sure what to think about it, then. Except that every time I thought about it actually happening, I thought it was sexy again. I can't make love with you the other way, which is okay, I guess. But if you'll make love to me that way, then I'll still be a virgin. I can show you how much I love you, and we can make love, and it won't make me lose my virginity. Really, Dan – I want to do it. Not because I think I have to, because you're right about that not being a good reason; I want to do it because I think it would be sexy, and fun, and a way for us to share our bodies with each other."

Okay, she had her head on straight about the why; did she understand the how and what of it?

"You know what I would do, don't you?" I asked.

"Of course I do. You'd be putting your penis in my butt!"

"You're not a very big girl, and I'm a full grown man. Aren't you afraid it'll hurt?"

"I know if it starts to hurt me, you'll stop. I trust you, Dan – that's why I want you to try it."

"It might be… messy."

"I know I'm already empty, inside, okay? And if it gets messy from other stuff, well, I guess that's just part of making love that way. Honestly, Dan – I want to try it. For me, and for us."

"Even if it doesn't hurt at first, you might be sore, or uncomfortable afterwards."

"No more sore or uncomfortable than if we were able to make love the other way – probably less, even; unless our biology teacher was wrong, I don't have a maidenhead in my butt!"

Well, there was that, of course. My last try: "What if you don't like it?"

Mildly exasperated by that time, she answered "Then I don't like it, and I don't have to do it again. But at least I'll know, won't I?"

I thought about it. She certainly seemed to know what she wanted, and what it would involve. She was obviously ready to accept the consequences, whatever they turned out to be. She wanted to try it because she thought it was sexy, and maybe fun. I have to admit that the idea of anal sex with her was a little bit of a turn-on – but I certainly didn't want to hurt her, either. When it got down to the bottom line (no pun intended), I decided that the suggestion had been hers: she wanted to try it, so we would.

"You're really sure you want to try that? With me?"

"I am! And yes, with you!"

"Then we can", I told her.

It took a couple of seconds for it to sink in for her that I'd just agreed to her request to try anal sex. When it did, though, she eagerly sat up in my lap and looked up at me to ask "Really? You will?"

I couldn't help smile at her eagerness, and answered "Yes, really – I will. Or I should say, we'll try. If anything isn't right about it, we stop, and that's, well, the end of it."

She caught the inadvertent pun and grinned before saying "Yes, we will stop. I don't want to be hurt any more than you want to hurt me. But I really do want to try it. I, uh, know the, uh, main part, I think – but what do we have to do before that?"

"First, I get something from the bathroom that we can use to make you slippery – we want to make this as easy and comfortable as we can."

"Yes, we do!" she agreed with a smile.

"Then we'll need to get each other ready – you know, excited."

"We can do that!" Her enthusiasm was actually kind of reassuring to me.

"When we're both ready, we apply the slippery stuff, and see what happens." At the suggestion that I'd be trying to fit my erect penis into her anus, she didn't even blink; she really was sure about what she wanted.

She didn't move, or say anything, for several seconds so I told her "I'll be right back." She just nodded excitedly, and I went into the bathroom to get the water-soluble lube that we kept around. Every so often, Kelly or one of the others would decide that she just had to have anal sex; it didn't happen all the time, of course – but it was often enough to make keeping the tube of lube around, too.

I was back on the bed with the lube, and a towel, in a minute or so – and found Claire all but vibrating in place at the idea that she was going to get to make love with me anally.

Looking at me, she asked "Um, how do we get each other ready?"

I grinned and said "If you think you can stand it for a little while, I'd like to use my mouth on you. You can use your mouth or your hand on me, if you want."

Grinning back, she said "I want to use my mouth, too!" Somehow, I wasn't surprised.

Making sure the cap was on tightly, I set the lube on the bed, then moved to lie on top of it; Claire quickly climbed on top of me in the reverse of my position. With her being shorter than me, for her to be able to get her mouth on my penis, her cute ass and other fun bits were a little farther away than usual – but it was a sacrifice I was willing to endure.

Raising my head, I found that she was pretty much within reach for what I was planning on doing to her; she'd already gotten started by taking my semi-erect penis in her hand and licking it.