Dorsai - Full Circle

"I understand, Dan", she replied.

I hugged her briefly, then went on "What you're doing here is exploring. It's someplace that I've been before, so I know what can be done and where we can go. I'll let you know those things, but where and what we do is up to you – I'm only here to help you find out the things that you want to know – no more, and no less. Okay?"

She wrapped her arms around me for a bit before releasing me and stepping back. Surprised at the latter, and curious as to why, I listened carefully as she looked into my eyes and told me "I've been thinking about this for a long time, and there's something that I've wanted to do, but I've been too afraid to do it. But I know that I can trust you, so I wanted to be with you first so that you could do something for me."

Hearing that, I had a pretty darn good idea of what it was she wanted, but I still had to ask "What's that?"

She took a deep – if shaky – breath and answered "I want you to be the one I give my virginity to." I could plainly see on her face the mix of emotions and thoughts running through her: fear of being rejected, certainty about what she wanted, nervousness at actually having it happen, and all the rest.

"Why me, and why now?" I asked.

"Now because until tonight, I've been afraid of actually doing it with somebody. I've been afraid that I wouldn't be able to get excited enough; and I've been afraid that because I didn't know anything whoever I chose wouldn't be patient while I learned; and afraid that it would hurt too much; and afraid that whoever it was, they would think that I'm a bad person for wanting to do it. I want it to be you because you've shown me that I don't have to be afraid like I was. When I was on your lap, I got SO excited when you were touching me, and the way that you and Kelly and the others have talked to us, I know that I don't have to be afraid that you're going to think I'm a bad person. Kelly and Jan and the others have all told us that when you made love with them the first time, you were so patient and understanding with them, and that you were so gentle about it. All of them said that they had orgasms while they were making love with you the first time; I've heard some of the girls at school talking about their first times, and they all said that it hurt, and they really didn't enjoy it. So if you can help the others have orgasms their first time, then I know that you'll be just as good with me. I know that it still might hurt, but I also know that I can trust you to make it hurt as little as possible. Dan, I've really wanted this for a long time, but I've been afraid – until now. With you, I know that I don't have to worry."

"You know that once you're not a virgin any more, you can't go back? That it's a forever thing?"

Mildly exasperated, she answered "Of course I know that! That's why I waited: so that when I did give myself to someone, it would be the right person, and that everything else would be as good as it could be. I want it to be now and here and with you because this is the right time and place and way for it, and because I think you're the best person I could ever find to do it for me."

She seemed to have given the matter the careful thought and consideration it deserved, and there wasn't any doubt in my mind that she was serious about what she wanted. That she was as confident as she was about it being me and then told me that it was right for her, then and there and with me.

I stepped forward and took her into my arms again and felt her wrap her arms around my waist as I told her "Sheri, it sounds to me like you've made all the choices and decisions that are right for you. If you want me to be your first, then I'll do the best I can to make it as good for you as possible."

I could feel the tension drain out of her body as she told me "Thank you, Dan. I already know I'll be happy with you."

We stayed like that for a couple of minutes, until she released me to step back again. With a smile, and only a trace of nervousness, she told me "Now, I want to learn about this making love business!"

Taking her hand, I lifted it up and kissed it before leading her over to the bed. There, she didn't hesitate to lay down on it and watch as I moved to join her. Lying next to her, I rested my hand on her belly and softly caressed it as I told her "I am not knowingly going to do anything to hurt you or make you uncomfortable or that you don't like. If I do start to do anything like that, I expect you to let me know so that I can stop. Okay?"

She smiled at me and said "I know you won't do anything to hurt me, Dan. But if you do, yes, I'll tell you."

I smiled back and replied "What I am going to do is try and make you feel as good as possible. If you can tell me when you like something I do, it will help me to learn about YOU. I'll probably figure it out, anyway; but if you can let me know, its just easier and better for both of us."

She nodded her understanding, and I slowly moved my hand up to cup one of her breasts – feeling it's nipple hardening into my palm, while watching it's mate respond in kind. Sheri's eyes closed, and from the slight change in her breathing, I knew that she was enjoying the feel of my hand on her body.

I lowered my head to kiss her, and her lips parted, the tip of her tongue brushing my lips in invitation for more. I followed her example; it wasn't but a few moments before our tongues were introducing themselves to each other as she moaned deep in her throat. As our kiss deepened, I switched my hand back and forth between her breasts, carefully mapping them with my fingertips; feeling them tighten under my touch as her areolas peaked and crinkled, and her nipples got longer and harder.

When I lifted my head again, I could see that her face and shoulders were starting to darken with the blush of her arousal. Her eyes were hooded in her excitement, and the expression on her face made it more than clear that she was eagerly waiting to see what was next.

I started to move myself over her, and she readily spread her legs to make room for mine between them. Holding myself over her on my elbows, I lowered my head again – and surprised her by kissing her softly on the tip of her nose. Then it was on to kiss each of her eyes, her forehead, and each of her cheeks. A soft kiss to the lips again, and then the hollow of her throat. Back and up to kiss her ear, and gently "nibble" it with my lips to elicit a soft moan from her. Down to her shoulder, then a trail of kisses out to it's point; reverse direction back to her neck; follow the line of her jaw to the other side, and up to give the other ear the same treatment as the first, with the same results. Out to the point of the other shoulder and back again; a series of soft lip-bites scattered across her throat until I was able to kiss her lips again.

When I raised my head that time, her aroused blush had darkened and spread. I kissed her lips again, and that time, she wasn't so eager for it to deepen – she'd learned from what I'd done that patience and gentleness could be as stimulating and arousing as anything else. I continued to kiss her, letting each one last a little longer and become a little more passionate until I finally parted my lips. Hers moved with mine, and our tongues got reintroduced to each other. We continued kissing like that until I heard her start panting softly; when that happened, I gently pulled away from her slightly so I could again kiss the corner of her jaw, then blaze a trail of soft kisses down her neck to the hollow of her throat – and then beyond, ending in the valley between her breasts. First one, then the other, was explored by my lips, my investigation of each ending with my taking the ends of her breasts in my mouth and sucking on them as the tip of my tongue mapped the surfaces of her areolas and nipples.