Джозеф Файндер - Judgment

Above all, you had to live your life with probity. Juliana never broke the speed limit. She never broke the law. And that requirement extended to her family as well. She couldn’t have a son arrested for marijuana possession, and at his age he could be arrested. He had to get rid of the pot. Yes, he would resent it, and yes, he’d be oppositional, but tough luck. Judges’ kids had to be better behaved than other kids. That was the deal.

You also weren’t supposed to let your mind wander during a hearing, but it was happening this morning anyway. She found herself listening to the defense attorney in a medical malpractice case, trying to focus, when she decided there was just no way around it: I have to recuse myself in the Wheelz case .

Otherwise, she was trapped. If she stayed on, she had to rule in favor of Wheelz or else that blackmail video would go public. But she couldn’t permit herself to be blackmailed. She wasn’t going to be anyone’s puppet. She couldn’t live with herself that way.

Recusal — that was the solution. It was the only way. She had to get out.

Superior Court judges in Massachusetts rotate every six months between criminal and civil cases; they also move to other counties in the state. Her last rotation had been spent way out in Lowell, thirty miles away, working in the run-down Lowell Courthouse, in its Greek-temple magnificence, the great front steps cheaply patched with concrete, the limestone stained with rust from a century of auto exhaust.

Now she was presiding in the historic, only slightly less run-down Suffolk County Courthouse in Boston. Because judges move so often, they have no permanent office. You don’t really decorate your office, because you leave it every six months.

Juliana’s lobby was sparsely decorated with a few plants that didn’t require much sunlight and a framed certificate from the Attorney General of the United States appointing her an Assistant United States Attorney for the District of Massachusetts. On the wall was also a colorful hand-painted sign, a gift from the previous occupant who’d left it there, that read PEACE in large letters and underneath:

It does not mean to be in a place where

there is no noise, trouble, or hard work.

It means to be in the midst of those things

and still be calm in your heart.

On her desk were two computer monitors, a gold Tiffany clock, a jar of hand cream, a phone, a printer, a couple of neat stacks of papers fastened with binder clips, and a collection of brass clips in the shape of miniature hands.

Her father had kept one on his desk, which she used to play with when she was a kid; after he died, she took it for herself, knowing that he would have wanted her to have it. She then went on eBay and found another couple of brass hands, from an antique store in the UK, to keep Dad’s hand company.

Her father, George, had been an admired, if unloved, English teacher at a renowned private school for Boston’s 1 percent, where she’d gone too. George Brody’s students at the Carlyle School in Boston were the offspring of some of the richest people in America. Whereas at home, Juliana and her brother and their parents ate Salisbury steak, purchased on special at the Star Market. With coupons.

She was raised in frugality and still lived that way. Usually she brought lunch from home, a sandwich. Once in a while she’d send her clerk downstairs to grab a chicken Caesar salad or a tuna sandwich from one of the places near the courthouse, or bánh mì from the pho truck. She’d eat at her desk while writing an opinion or revising her jury instructions, almost always working through lunch. That was when she was able to get some reading done. There was always plenty to read.

Her lobby was crowded with tall stacks of paper. Every day a packet of motions would come in, and her clerk would line them up for the week. Medical malpractice motions. A motion ordering a hospital to release a guy’s medical records. You’d think in the age of the Internet and the cloud that you wouldn’t need so much paper, but the piles kept growing.

Today, instead of lunch, she took the elevator up to the thirteenth floor of the courthouse building. Up here it was hushed and still. There was a floral arrangement on the marble table at the center of the elevator lobby, a pretty spray of lilies and roses. This floor wasn’t open to the public. The Superior Court’s administrative offices were up here, including the office of the chief justice, a woman she knew only slightly.

But the chief wasn’t in her office, so Juliana moved on to plan B and stopped by the office of the deputy court administrator, a few doors down the corridor. If she couldn’t talk with the chief, she could sound out her administrator.

“Justice Brody,” Sam Giannopoulos said, looking up from his crowded desk. He was a small, gaunt bald man with heavy tortoiseshell glasses, around sixty. “What brings you up here?” Giannopoulos’s shoulders were stooped. He was an affable introvert, always pleasant to deal with, probably something of a clock-puncher. He was there to serve out his time until retirement.

“A scheduling thing. I have a question about the calendar.” She sat down in the chair next to his desk.

He gave a nervous smile. In front of him was a half-eaten sandwich, which he was slowly pushing away.

“Okay. What’s the question?”

“I’m considering recusing myself from Wheelz . And I’m wondering if it’s going to be a problem to assign it to another judge.”

She expected little more than a shrug. Judges recused themselves fairly often. Another judge would be assigned. It happened.

Instead, Giannopoulos looked wary and tense. His brows furrowed, and his mouth jutted open. “But is — is there a problem? Something I should know about?”

She was surprised at his response. Giannopoulos took care of the court’s calendar, but he didn’t normally get involved in judges’ decisions on whether to step away from a case.

“A possible conflict with a member of the defense team.” She didn’t want to say much more than that, and she’d already told him more than she was required to.

But others would ask, other judges on the circuit. And what could she tell them? That she’d once had a drink with one of the lawyers on the case? How could she possibly justify her decision if she was pressed for details? It was something she’d have to figure out after she recused herself.

She was surprised by his reply. “Everyone else has crowded schedules,” Giannopoulos said, taking off his glasses and polishing them with his tie. “This wouldn’t be easy for another judge to take over after — how many months?”

“Two or three.”

“Three months. Wow. That’s a lot of water under the bridge. I’m not— I’m not so sure it’s a good idea. You should think seriously about this.”

“Which is exactly what I’ve done.” Something about his response seemed a little off. He was normally so deferential, so accommodating.

Giannopoulos seemed to study his desktop for a moment. “For a number of reasons, I think it would be better if you made no changes to your schedule.”

“I understand that,” she said. “But there are also strong reasons to recuse.” She said it as much for herself as for Giannopoulos’s benefit. She didn’t have to give a reason if she decided to withdraw from a case and pass it on to another judge. She could just do it.

A long silence passed.

Finally Giannopoulos spoke again, his voice hardening. “I think you’d be well advised to see this through,” he said. He quickly looked away, glancing down at his keyboard.

Juliana felt ice freeze in her abdomen.

See it through .