Harlan Coben - Play Dead

‘But why didn’t you tell anybody?’ she asked.

Stan shrugged. ‘Good question. I don’t know really. At first, I was in shock. And then I was so scared.’

‘Scared?’

‘Of the killer. I was afraid the killer was going to come after me, too. And one other thing.’

‘Yes?’

‘I think the police knew my father hadn’t committed suicide.’

‘But why -?’

‘Because of pressures from the college board. You see, my father taught at Brinlen College – ’

‘Brinlen? That’s near where we lived in Chicago.’

‘It’s in the Chicago suburbs,’ Stan agreed. ‘Anyway, Brinlen was one of those elite schools for the preppie upper class. A suicide would be a bad enough scandal for the school, but a murder? That would have been devastating to the college’s haughty image.’

Gloria sat back. ‘I don’t know what to say.’

‘Don’t say anything,’ he replied. ‘And please don’t tell another soul.’

‘Never,’ she promised. ‘Stan, can I ask one more question?’

‘Sure,’ he said softly.

She moved her fingers across his hair in long, soothing strokes. ‘Did you recognize the killer? I mean, was it somebody you knew?’

‘No,’ he replied, ‘but I still remember the face.’ Stan closed his eyes. Oh yes, he remembered the face, that twisted expression of pain that still haunted his dreams. He was sure he would never see that face again.

He was wrong.

‘Let me get this straight,’ the taller of the two police officers who had responded to Laura’s call began. He was ultra-thin, almost emaciated, with a bobbing Adam’s apple. He strongly resembled Ichabod Crane. ‘You were out of town for a couple of days, correct?’

‘Yes,’ Laura replied.

‘You flew back home and took a taxi to your apartment. You headed up the elevator, got out, walked to your door – was the door locked?’

‘Yes.’

‘Okay, door locked,’ he repeated, writing in a small pad. ‘Where were you coming from, Mrs Baskin?’

‘What difference does that make?’

‘Well, its – ’

A voice interrupted him. ‘I’ll handle this, Sleepy.’ The tall officer nicknamed Sleepy (short for Sleepy Hollow) spun toward the voice. ‘Hey, T.C.! How’s it going?’

‘Not bad, Sleepy,’ T.C. answered. ‘What’s going on here?’

‘Break-in,’ Sleepy said.

‘You mind if I take over?’

Sleepy shrugged. ‘All yours. Joe’s in the other room. We checked around. No fingerprints. It’s kinda weird, T.C. Some guy breaks in, turns on the VCR – ’

‘Thanks, Sleepy. I’ll take it from here.’ T.C. glanced quickly at Laura. She was staring back with fury in her eyes.

‘Suit yourself,’ Sleepy said. ‘Joe,’ he shouted, ‘let’s go.’

‘Huh?’ Joe called back.

‘T.C.’s here. He feels like taking over.’

Joe came out from the bedroom and greeted T.C. He and Sleepy quickly left, closing the door behind them and leaving Laura and T.C. alone in the apartment. Neither spoke. T.C. stood and stared at the closed door; Laura kept her eyes on him. After some time had passed, T.C. swung his line of vision toward her.

‘You don’t trust me anymore, do you, Laura?’

Laura tried to hide her panic. ‘Should I?’

‘I wish you had, Laura,’ he said. ‘I wish you did.’ He took a cigar out of his shirt pocket. ‘Do you mind?’

She shook her head.

He lit the stogie and puffed. ‘What happened here?’

‘My house was broken into.’

‘And?’

‘And that’s all.’

T.C. shook his head. ‘Laura, I’m going to find out anyway. Wouldn’t it be easier if you just told me?’

She continued to study his face. Did you kill my husband, T.C? Were you somehow involved in his death? How could you, you who he trusted and loved so? ‘I was away for a few days. When I came home, the VCR was playing the last game David played in.’

‘The tape was still on?’

‘Yes.’

‘Then whoever broke in timed the whole thing. He knew when you were coming home.’

‘Sounds logical,’ Laura agreed.

‘Who knew your schedule?’

‘Nobody.’

‘Are you sure?’

‘Just Serita.’

‘Well, we can rule out her. Where were you anyhow?’

‘On business.’

T.C. looked at her for a long moment. ‘You really don’t trust me, do you, Laura?’

‘I don’t know what to think.’

‘Do you honestly believe I would do something to hurt David?’

Laura hesitated, her mind tugging her thoughts from one extreme to the other. No, I don’t think that. In a million years, David would never believe you would do anything to harm him. He would prefer death to your betrayal. But could you have done it, T.C? Is it even a possibility? If I look at the facts coldly, you have to be my major suspect. But when I look at your face, when I remember the times you and David shared… ‘No, I don’t think you could hurt him.’

T.C. released a long breath. The relief on his face was visible. ‘So where were you?’

‘I was in Australia.’

‘I know.’

‘You know? How could you have – ’

‘I have my sources,’ he explained.

‘T.C.,’ she said slowly, ‘do you think David was murdered?’

His simple answer tore a hole through her heart. ‘Yes.’

She felt his words dry up her throat. ‘Did you kill my husband?’

‘No.’

‘Who did?’

T.C. shrugged. He crossed the room and glanced out the window. ‘I don’t know. Yet.’

‘Yet? You mean you’re close to finding out?’

‘I was a lot closer before you started stumbling around Australia.’

‘How did you know about that?’ Laura asked again.

‘Come on, Laura,’ he began. ‘Open your eyes and take a look around. You’re playing in the big leagues now. Do you think I’m the only one who knew about your trip? Do you think that whoever broke into your place was an amateur?’

‘So how did you find out?’ she insisted.

‘Believe me,’ he said, ‘it was no problem for me and more important, it was no problem for them. You’re out of your league here, Laura. Stop playing games and tell me what you learned over there.’

Laura stared at him for a brief moment and then everything spilled out all at once. She did not hold anything back. If T.C. had killed David, then she did not care what else happened. Et tu, Brute. But he had not killed David. She was sure of it. He had loved David. No one was that good of an actor. Laura may have been burned by Stan, but she had known T.C. for years, had seen him interact with David under all kinds of circumstances. No, there was no way he could hurt David. His strange behavior was clearly a case of him trying to protect her from something – not because he was trying to cover up a murder plot.

And God, it felt good to trust him again. It felt good to let it all out, to share her secrets and fears, to once again be able to lean ever so slightly on him.

When she finished speaking, Laura handed T.C. the ring she found under the pillow.

‘Did you show this to Sleepy or Joe?’ T.C. asked.

She shook her head. ‘I was going to, but I wasn’t sure I should. What does it mean, T.C.? What’s going on here?’

T.C. stubbed out his cigar, picked at the ashes with the end of a used match and sat down. He examined the ring like a jeweler pricing a diamond. ‘There are things,’ he began, ‘I didn’t want to tell you – things you’re better off not knowing.’

‘Like what?’

‘Please, Laura, just let it rest.’

‘Why didn’t you tell me David was murdered?’

‘I was just looking out for your welfare.’

‘How? By coddling me? By lying to me?’

‘By protecting you,’ he corrected. ‘Laura, look what these people have pulled off. Christ, they even timed your return to the apartment. And what good would telling you have done? You’ve already put your life in jeopardy and now you’ve chased away the killer. I wanted them to think they were in the clear. It makes them careless.’