Robert Knightly - Bodies in Winter

I went back and forth in my head as I walked the fifty feet to where I’d parked my car, as I unlocked, then opened the door. For all the care I took, I might have been in my own apartment. That changed in a hurry when a rat flew from the Nissan’s interior, its naked tail whipping across my legs as it dropped to the pavement and skittered up the block.

My heart stopped in my chest at that moment, skipping several beats before reawakening with a thud against my rib cage hard enough to produce a groan. My knees wobbled and I reached out to the Nissan’s roof for support while I watched the rat disappear into a storm drain fifty feet away.

My first real thought — when I’d recovered enough to actually have a thought — was that I’d have to set the now-defiled Nissan afire and hoof it to the nearest subway. I didn’t see any way I could be in that car, with all the doors closed, and not hear the scrabble of rats’ feet every time one of the tires rolled over a pebble. In fact, how could I be sure there wasn’t a second animal inside right this minute?

‘Yo, detective, you OK?’

I turned to find Mejorana leaning out the window of her ground-floor apartment. ‘Yeah, I’m fine.’

‘I’m glad to be hearin’ that, ’cause you was always pretty white, even for a blanco. Now you’re pale as a fuckin’ ghost.’

Inspired, I finally dredged up the courage to stick my head inside the Nissan, to bang on the roof liner, then listen for the scrabble of tiny claws. I heard nothing, but still wasn’t satisfied until I’d opened all four doors, checked under the seat and popped the door on the glove compartment.

The Nissan started on the first twist of the key, as though relieved to have escaped immolation, and I pulled away from the curb, my eyes still roaming the urban landscape. Inevitably, I turned to the questions of who and how, a pure waste of time. Any street cop — inspired, perhaps, by word of my encounter with Chris Tucker — might have gotten into the un-alarmed Nissan. As for the rat, the industrial neighborhood on the far side of Flushing Avenue was rat heaven. On the way over, I’d passed a cruiser from my precinct on Metropolitan Avenue. I’d recognized the driver, a kid named Bruce Lott, and even tossed a casual wave. Lott hadn’t returned the greeting. Instead, his eyes had jumped to mine, held steady for a count of five, then casually turned away.

In my career, I’d known a female officer who’d opened her locker to find a sperm-filled condom nestled in the cup of a spare brassiere, and a black cop who’d found a stuffed monkey sitting on the front seat of his car. A rat was no less a symbol because it was alive, and no more of a threat.

Threat or not, when I finally slowed for a light and my brakes emitted a tiny squeal, I shivered like a wet puppy.

Nina Francisco was a loud woman — in her speech, in her general appearance, in her dress. She wore a flaming-red halter with a scoop neck that accentuated her cleavage, and purple jeans tight enough to constrict the circulation of her blood. Dyed to match her jeans, her short hair was heavily moussed into spikes the approximate thickness of drumsticks. Her voice was brassy enough to carry a salsa band.

‘Wha’ the fuck you want?’ she demanded once I’d forced my way inside. She was standing with her fists pressed to her hips and her head cocked to the right. All five feet and ninety pounds of her.

I closed the door behind me and walked into the living room. ‘Who else is in the apartment?’

‘The baby.’

‘Where?’

‘In the bedroom. Asleep.’

‘What about the other kids?’

‘What the fuck do you care?’

‘Where are they?’

Nina sneered, then smiled. ‘They’re on a play date, OK? Now why don’ you tell me what the fuck you’re doin’ here.’

‘I’m looking for Bucky.’

‘Never heard of him.’

I took a couple of steps to the right and picked up a photograph clearly taken at a wedding. Nina was wearing a cobalt gown that swept to her feet, while the man who held her arm, the man with the pronounced overbite, wore a white tuxedo.

‘Listen here, Nina,’ I said, holding out the photo for her inspection. ‘I want Maximo Chavez and I want him right now. And don’t lie to me any more. It’s disrespectful.’

‘I don’t see why you wan’ him so bad when you mos’ likely the one who capped him.’ Nina’s lips pursed and her green eyes flashed defiance. There, now she’d shown me. I could have kissed her.

‘Bucky’s dead?’

When she didn’t respond, I sat on one end of a long couch and leaned forward, laying my elbows on my knees so that I was looking up at her. Time for a curve ball.

‘Nina, if I was a little rough before, well, I apologize. It seems like I woke up with a headache and it’s been downhill from there.’ I flashed my shield and ID for a second time, flipping the billfold open, snapping it shut. ‘I’m not from the local precinct. I’m from internal affairs.’

The submissive posture and soothing tones caught Nina Francisco unprepared. I watched her eyes dart to the side and her weight shift from one leg to another as she processed the change of pace.

‘We have good reason to believe,’ I continued, ‘that crooked cops are operating in Bushwick. Our goal is to get them off the street before they do any more damage. I’m not asking you to make a sworn statement, but… Let’s face it, Nina, cops don’t testify against other cops. The only way to build a case is to go to the community.’

‘Funny,’ Nina finally replied, ‘you ain’t been here before now. Cause this shit’s been goin’ down, like, forever.’

I ignored the challenge in her voice and attempted to put her back on message. ‘Tell me why you thought I might have killed Bucky,’ I asked. ‘Is he dead?’

‘You already said it. The cops in Bushwick are dirty and everybody knows they’re dirty.’

‘Alright, we’re agreed on that. Cops in Bushwick are dirty. But you haven’t told me why you thought I might have killed Bucky.’

Forced, now, to make a direct response, Nina’s facade cracked just enough to reveal the worry that lay beneath. Sure, Bucky was a scumbag, but he was Nina Francisco’s scumbag. Family first, right?

‘Bucky ain’t been around,’ she said, her tone considerably more subdued. ‘He disappeared.’

‘Has he ever disappeared before?’

‘Not for no three weeks. He ain’ even callin’ his moms.’

I nodded and spread my hands, trying to reassure her. ‘OK, so we’re agreed on this, too. Bucky’s nowhere to be found and you believe he might have been killed by cops. Now I need to know why the crooked cops wanted to kill Bucky Chavez. What was their motive?’

Again, I’d forced Nina to reply directly to a question and this time her response was more direct. Bucky had told her, as he’d told Paul Rakowitz, that he’d seen a cop walking into Paco Luna’s headquarters unchallenged. What’s more, he’d recognized the cop. The bad news was that he didn’t know the cop’s name and had made no effort to find out in the intervening months. Instead, Bucky had developed the story into an anecdote: ‘Hey, bro, I ever tell you about the night I saw the cop go into Paco’s house?’

By the time I asked Nina Francisco to name one dirty cop, I was berating myself for not choosing Greg Ianuzzi. Predictably, Nina was unable to name names, much less supply times and places. Though I hadn’t been nursing unrealistic expectations, I’d hoped to come away with some tidbit I could use later on, maybe another Greenpoint Carton. The way it looked, I’d wasted the past two hours.

‘So, whatta ya think?’ Nina finally said.

‘I think I’m gonna get outta here.’

‘You don’ wanna hear no more?’