Росс Макдональд - The Far Side of the Dollar

He knocked back his drink and moved towards her, lurching just a little. “I resent your saying that.”

“That’s your privilege, and your habit.”

“Tom is not a bastard. His parents were legally married.”

“It hardly matters, considering their background. Did you and your precious Dr. Weintraub have to choose the offspring of criminals?”

Her voice was cold and bitter. She seemed, after years of silence, to be speaking out and striking back at him.

“Look,” he said, “he’s back. I’m glad he’s back. You are, too. And we want him to stay with us, don’t we?”

“I want what’s best for him.”

“I know what’s best for him.” He spread his arms, swinging them a little from side to side, as if he was making Tom a gift of the house and the life that went on inside it.

“You don’t know what’s best for anybody, Ralph. Having men under you, you got into the habit of thinking you knew. But you really don’t. I’m interested in Mr. Archer’s opinion. Come and sit here beside me,” she said to me, “and tell me what you think.”

“What exactly is the subject?” I said as I sat down.

“Tom. What kind of a future should we plan for him?”

“I don’t think you can do it for him. Let him do his own planning.”

Hillman said across the room: “But all he wants to do is go away by himself.”

“I admit that isn’t such a good idea. We should be able to persuade him to tone it down. Let him live with another family for a year. Or send him to prep school. After that, he’ll be going away to college, anyway.”

“Good Lord, do you think he’ll make it to college?”

“Of course he will, Ralph.”

She turned to me. “But is he ready now for any ordinary prep school? Could he survive it?”

“He survived the last two weeks.”

“Yes. We have to thank God for that. And you.”

Hillman came and stood over me, shaking the ice in his glass. “Just what was the situation with those people? Was Tom in league with them against us? Understand me, I don’t intend to punish him or do anything at all about it. I just want to know.”

I answered him slowly and carefully. “You can hardly talk about a boy being in league with his mother and father. He was confused. He still is. He believed you had turned against him when you put him in Laguna Perdida School. You don’t have to be a psychiatrist to know that that isn’t the kind of school he needs.”

“I’m afraid you aren’t conversant with all the facts.”

“What are they?”

He shook his head. “Go on with what you were saying. Was he in cahoots with those people?”

“Not in the way you mean. But they offered him an out, physically and emotionally, and he took it. Apparently his mother was kind to him.”

“ I was always kind to him,” Elaine said. She shot a fierce upward glance at her husband. “But there was falsity in the house, undermining everything.”

I said: “There was falseness in the other house, too, at Dack’s Auto Court. There’s no doubt that Mike Harley was conning him, setting him up for the phony kidnapping. He didn’t let his paternal feelings interfere. Carol was another matter. If she was conning Tom, she was conning herself, too. Tom put it something like this: she knew Harley was up to something, but she didn’t let herself know. You get that way after twenty years of living with a man like Harley.”

Elaine nodded slightly. I think it was a comment on her own marriage. She said. “I’m worried about Tom’s heredity, with such parents.”

The blood rushed into Hillman’s face. “For God’s sake, that’s really reaching for trouble.”

“I hardly need to reach for it,” she said quietly. “It’s in my lap.”

She looked at him as if he had placed it there.

He turned and walked the length of the room, returned part way, and went into the bar. He poured more whisky over the ice in his glass, and drank it down. Elaine watched him with critical eyes, which he was aware of.

“It settles my nerves,” he said.

“I hadn’t noticed.”

He looked at his watch and paced up and down the room. He lost his balance once and had to make a side step.

“Why doesn’t Bastian come and get it over with?” he said. “It’s getting late. I was expecting Dick tonight, but I guess he found something more interesting to do.”

He burst out at his wife: “This is a dismal household, you know that?”

“I’ve been aware of it for many years. I tried to keep it together for Tom’s sake. That’s rather funny, isn’t it?”

“I don’t see anything funny about it.”

I didn’t, either. The broken edges of their marriage were rubbing together like the unset ends of a bone that had been fractured but was still living.

Bastian arrived at last. He came into the reception hall carrying a black metal evidence case, and he was dark-faced and grim. Even the news that Tom was safe at home failed to cheer him much.

“Where is he?”

“Taking a bath,” Hillman said.

“I’ve got to talk to him. I want a full statement.”

“Not tonight, Lieutenant. The boy’s been through the wringer.”

“But he’s the most important witness we have.”

“I know that. He’ll give you his full story tomorrow.”

Bastian glanced from him to me. We were just inside the front door, and Hillman seemed unwilling to let him come in any farther.

“I expected better cooperation, Mr. Hillman. You’ve had cooperation from us. But come to think of it, we haven’t had it from you at any time.”

“Don’t give me any lectures, Lieutenant. My son is home, and it wasn’t thanks to you that we got him back.”

“A lot of police work went into it,” I said. “Lieutenant Bastian and I have been working closely together. We still are, I hope.”

Hillman transferred his glare to me. He looked ready to order us both out. I said to Bastian: “You’ve got something to show us, Lieutenant, is that right?”

“Yes.”

He held up his evidence case. “You’ve already seen it, Archer. I’m not sure if Mr. Hillman has or not.”

“What is it?”

“I’ll show you. I prefer not to describe it beforehand. Could we sit down at a table?”

Hillman led us to the library and seated us at a table with a green-shaded reading lamp in the middle, which he switched on. It lit up the tablecloth brilliantly and cast the rest of the room, including our faces, into greenish shadow. Bastian opened the evidence box. It contained the hunting knife with the striped handle, which I had found stuck in Mike Harley’s ribs.

Hillman drew in his breath sharply.

“You recognize it, do you?” Bastian said.

“No. I do not.”

“Pick it up and examine it more closely. It’s quite all right to handle it. It’s already been processed for fingerprints and blood.”

Hillman didn’t move. “Blood?”

“This is the knife that was used to kill Mike Harley. We’re almost certain that it was also used to kill the other decedent, Carol Harley. Blood of her type was found on it, as well as her husband’s type. Also it fits her wound, the autopsist tells me. Pick it up, Mr. Hillman.”

In a gingerly movement Hillman reached out and took it from the box. He turned it over and read the maker’s name on the broad shining blade.

“It looks like a good knife,” he said. “But I’m afraid I don’t recognize it.”

“Would you say that under oath?”

“I’d have to. I never saw it before.”

Bastian, with the air of a parent removing a dangerous toy, lifted the knife from his hands. “I don’t want to say you’re lying, Mr. Hillman. I do have a witness who contradicts you on this. Mr. Botkin, who owns the surplus goods store on lower Main, says that he sold you this knife.”