Morag Joss - Among the Missing aka Across the Bridge

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An accident can end a life.
The same accident can begin one.
Three lives collide in the wake of an unforeseeable tragedy. When a bridge collapses in the Highlands of Scotland, dozens of commuters vanish into the freezing river below, swept by the currents toward the sea, and only an amateur video and the bridge's security camera record their last moments.
A woman tourist, whose car was filmed pulling onto the bridge seconds before it fell, is assumed to be among the missing. But in desperate need of money, she had sold the car only hours before. Now she can begin life over. Her path leads her to a spartan cabin on the bank of the river where, as Annabel, she is reborn, free from her past. Here she lives with Silva, an illegal immigrant whose predicament is compounded by the disappearance of her husband and their child. She waits for them each day, clinging to hope against overwhelming evidence.
The two women are befriended by the boatman Ron, and together they create a fragile sanctuary in the shadow of the bridge that has changed their lives. They keep secrets from one another, yet also connect in ways none of them expects. Lost souls all, they struggle to survive, to trust, and to love even as the consequences of the past prove inescapable.
A masterly novel about the invisible ties that bind us to our identities, to our histories, and to one another, Among the Missing soars with the peerless voice of the author described by P. D. James as an 'exciting talent.' Morag Joss, with the psychological penetration and the finely wrought prose that are her hallmarks, spins a brilliant tale of damage and reparation, suspicion and salvation.

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There’s a cough, the bed creaks. She’s heaving the great bulk of her body around, shifting the living flesh of your child inside her. My child is dead, and this one is alive. It kicks and squirms and presses down on her; she whispers to it, she pats it, she tells it she loves it.

I stand in the kitchen and think of the times we sat by the river and spoke of the next child we would have and, God willing, the children after that. We talked of Anna being a big sister to them all, how they would go to school and squabble and play and grow up. Now this woman who stole my child lies with another in her belly. It, too, is a child stolen from me, and from you.

I remember all the other nights when Ron was here, the soft shufflings at Annabel’s door, their voices, a needle of candlelight gleaming through a split in the partition wall. They must think I am stupid. Then utter darkness and stillness within the cabin, and outside, the river under the moon running silently seaward on the ebb tide.

On Sunday Ron was on call for extra transport runs Two weeks ahead of the - фото 51

On Sunday, Ron was on call for extra transport runs. Two weeks ahead of the bridge’s completion date, more workers were being brought in to work more shifts, seven days a week. He was pleased to have a real reason not to see Annabel that day; he needed some time to think. He sent her a text message to explain why he could not come. Then he sent another saying he would no longer be able to come to the cabin every evening, but he would be there whenever he could. There was no reply. He sent another message reassuring her that he would still go off-duty the moment he was needed, to get her to hospital. She or Silva had only to call and he’d be at the cabin within minutes. Even from the farthest point on the opposite bank, it would take him less than half an hour to reach her. He ended the message with “Hope you’re ok. Don’t worry about anything.”

She didn’t reply. He called her number. Silva answered and said that Annabel was resting. An hour later, he got a text message from her.

Missed yr call sorry. If evenings busy no problem don’t come. Will call you when it’s time for the hospital. I’m fine. A.

On Monday, Silva called him. “She’s fine, but she’s got to that stage, she doesn’t really want a man around her. She doesn’t want anyone to see her, she doesn’t want to go out. It makes her feel awkward. It’s how women are, just before. She needs to be with other women. When the labor starts, that’s when she’ll need you.”

It was the natural way of things, Ron believed, that no man was capable of understanding this fully, and it would be pointless for him to try; it was important only that he accept it. This was a time for Annabel, for any woman, to be as fickle as she chose. The only proper response was to hope for nothing more than to be of service to her, on her terms, when the time came. He had never before been so close to this most female and ancient mystery, and was, in fact, a little afraid of it; the secrecy surrounding a woman soon to give birth both entranced and repelled him. He understood now, he felt, the sentimentality and awe of fertility worship. Though Annabel with her slatternly ways was unlikely goddess material, he was not really surprised to find that he was ready to do absolutely anything for her.

“I can still come,” he said to Silva, “just not so often. I’ll talk to her and see what she wants.”

“No. She said she doesn’t want to tell you herself, she doesn’t want to hurt your feelings. But she definitely just wants me around, for the last few weeks. Maybe it’s because I’m a mother.”

“Well, but what will you do for food? You’ll need to go shopping.”

“We’re fine. I can get up to the road and into Netherloch. I’ll let you know if we need anything.”

“Well, okay. I’m on call for anything, all right? Tell her that. Tell her she can call any time, just for a chat. Or text. And if she changes her mind-”

“I’ll tell her. Must go, bye,” Silva said and hung up.

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I have no shoes.

I got up late and couldn’t find them, even though I knew I’d taken them off sitting on my bed, as usual. I must have kicked them underneath, I thought, and the size I am now I couldn’t go scrabbling about hunting for them, so I went on bare feet to the cabin door, which was open. From there I smelled burning and saw Silva a little way down the shore poking at a fire in the barbecue, and I yelled at her I’d lost my shoes and would she come and help me find them. She turned away, took the tongs, and lifted one of my shoes out of the fire. She was laughing. She held it up high to show me. Flames were licking through the rope sole and canvas. Ashy shreds and melting drops of rubber were falling off it.

Even though it was really too late to save it, I had to get down there to stop her. But I couldn’t get farther than the concrete at the doorway. The stones surrounding it were sharp and cold, and slippery. I yelped and stepped back and burst into tears. “What are you doing? Those are my only shoes!”

“They don’t fit you,” Silva called. “And they stink!”

She dropped the shoe she’d been holding back in the fire and lifted the other. There was less than half of it left, only a blackened piece of the sole with a rag of burnt fabric attached.

“You’re insane! What am I supposed to wear?”

She dropped it, too, and stirred the fire around, then put down the tongs and walked calmly back. “They’re not worth crying over. They were bad for your feet. And you lie around all day, you don’t need shoes,” she said, walking past me.

“Of course I need shoes! I can’t go out without shoes!”

“Well, there might be flip-flops in Netherloch. I’ll get you some. If I go.”

That was four days ago, and she hasn’t been anywhere except to her place along the river. I’ve put my phone somewhere and I can’t find it, so I asked her to call Ron and get him to buy sneakers or something for me and bring them next time he comes. But he hasn’t come.

“Where’s Ron? When is he coming, did he say?” I ask.

Apart from anything else, my feet are cold most of the time, and I can hardly reach my toes to rub them. There were some thick socks of Ron’s around someplace, but I can’t find them now, either.

“He’s busy, he said. There’s a lot going on to get the bridge ready in time.”

“But he hasn’t been here all week. He never misses more than a day. Ask him when he’s coming.”

“He’s extra busy. He’ll come when he can.”

“I’m going to find my bloody phone and call him and see if he’s all right. It must be somewhere. Have you seen it?”

“I haven’t seen it for days.”

I look for it again all morning, but I don’t find it. These days everything’s in a muddle and things do go astray. It’s somewhere around, no doubt. But Silva’s never far away, so it’s not essential for me to have it at hand. I ask her to send Ron another message, asking him to come as soon as he can, with some shoes.

“I still can’t find my phone. And I do need shoes,” I tell her when we have lunch, which is pasta again with something out of a tin. “I have to get out. I’m supposed to walk every day! Please ask him if he can get something size 9.”

“I’ll ask him,” she tells me. “There’s no need to be upset. You’re getting yourself in a state.”

“No wonder! I haven’t been able to get farther than the door!”

“It’s quite normal to feel restless at this stage. But you should be doing less, not more.”

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