Radclyffe - Wild Shores

Gem gave her a thin smile. “Maybe we’ll be lucky and the storm will change course.” And she could get back to her life without the unsettling presence of Austin Germaine and her own treacherous desires.

“I hope you’re right.” Claudia rose, saying to Austin, “I’ll call you with an update as soon as I get to the rig.”

“Thanks. Be careful.”

“Of course.” Claudia nodded to Gem and disappeared.

Gem took the seat Claudia had just vacated, edging the chair back a few inches from Austin, who was far too close. So close Gem could smell the spice and sandalwood, the same scent that clung to her pillow. Her throat ached even as her pulse quickened. Annoyed, aroused, she asked sharply, “What is it you need from me?”

Austin couldn’t begin to answer that, not when Gem looked at her as if they’d never touched. So she’d start at the beginning, where she should have before she’d let her heart lead her head. “Since you and I will be the primary coordinators, I wanted to give you some perspective on my role.”

“I thought you already did that,” Gem said.

“The briefing was mostly a sit rep to establish the task force.”

“What else is there?”

“I hope there’s more.”

“A little late for introductions,” Gem said without a flicker of a lash, “but go ahead.”

Austin tamped down a rejoinder. Gem wasn’t going to make it easy for her. Fair enough. “You already know that I’m the point man for GOP in the developing situation out at the rig.”

“How long have you been doing it?” Gem hadn’t planned on asking any personal questions, but she couldn’t help herself. She wanted to know more about Austin. She wanted to know something about her that she could believe—facts, not feelings.

“About five years,” Austin said. “I started out as an engineering consultant, but it turns out I’m pretty good at interfacing with the media too.”

“So you’re not just a good-looking mouthpiece.”

Austin let out a sigh. “I’d say thanks but I don’t think there’s a compliment in there. No, I’m not a PR person—in cases like this the media want to talk to the people on the ground, the ones with oil on their hands. I fit that bill.”

Gem pounced. “So why are you here if there’s no spill?”

“Are you also an attorney along with your other degrees?” Austin thought she saw a fleeting smile.

“No, that’s my brother,” Gem said.

“We don’t have a spill, but we do have a leak.”

“Fine distinction.”

“An important one.” Austin took her through the early response actions Tatum and Reddy had instituted.

“And Spencer?”

“The rig is a big float, more or less. They don’t tip if carefully balanced and adjusted for dynamic ocean conditions—with the storm surge, the best information will come from assessing the situation right at sea level,” Austin said. “Plus Claudia will liaise with the federal and state scientific support teams, when and if we get to that point.”

“How bad is the leak?”

“Manageable, possibly containable under other circumstances, but as I told you and the others earlier, I don’t think we can get out of this without some tangible spill.”

“I don’t have much experience with this stage of things,” Gem said. “I was in the Gulf after Deepwater Horizon, but only during the rescue phase.” Even now she could remember the bone-weary hours and mind-numbing devastation. The weeks she’d spent attempting to save the hundreds of birds trapped in the oil spills had been heartbreaking work. So many they hadn’t been able to save. “There was oil everywhere.”

“We’re not going to let that happen here,” Austin said determinedly. “We’re ahead of things now, because with Deepwater, they didn’t have any warning and they couldn’t get booms and floats in place fast enough. We can.”

Gem had seen the huge lines of floats and the skimmers vacuuming oil from the surface of the water, and she’d seen the coastline drenched in oil that drowned the sea life, starved the waterfowl, and ravaged the ecosystem for decades to come. “What if it gets past the booms? Can we keep it offshore?”

Austin felt Gem’s probing gaze, knew Gem was looking for truth, and she had to convince her she was capable of it, for more reasons than the job. “We’re hoping it won’t even get that far. The booms are backup. Our first choice is to burn it right on the surface when it emerges.”

“Isn’t it dangerous—burning so close to your rig?”

“We’ve had plenty of experience with it.”

Gem knew it couldn’t be that simple. “How likely are you to be able to do all this with the hurricane coming?”

“The burn may be enough. Even the storm isn’t likely to extinguish it.”

The edge of Gem’s anger and resentment dulled as she envisioned Austin and the others on a floating platform miles out in the ocean, corralling a burning oil slick with the hurricane bearing down on them. “That sounds insane.”

Austin grinned thinly. “The whole idea of sinking a twelve-inch drill shaft miles down into the surface of the earth from a floating platform is pretty crazy too. But believe it or not, the safety record is pretty damn good. The crews are the best.”

Of course Austin was going to say that, but Gem couldn’t help imagining the risk. A frisson of fear skittered down her spine. “I suppose you have to be out there during all of this.”

Austin lifted a shoulder. “As you said, I’m not just a mouthpiece.”

Gem pressed her fingers to her eyes. “I’m sorry, that was uncalled for. I’m a little off balance. Things have been moving so quickly.”

“I know,” Austin murmured, aching to touch her, aching even more to know she wasn’t welcome. “In more ways than one. Gem, I’m sorry you found all this out this way.”

Gem leaned back in her chair and let out a long breath. Austin didn’t deserve her bitterness, not when a big part of her anger was directed at herself. She’d gone willingly into Austin’s arms, and looking at her now, so close, so damn electrifying, she wanted to again. “Why don’t we agree to set our personal issues aside. I don’t want you out there thinking about anything except what you’re doing. And Lord knows, I’m going to have enough to think about here.”

“I’d agree with you,” Austin said, “but I don’t really think I can do that. I haven’t stopped thinking about you since the minute we met.”

“Don’t,” Gem said softly.

“Don’t what? Tell you the truth? Isn’t that why you’re angry, because you think I didn’t?”

“Partly,” Gem admitted. “But only partly. I’m just as angry at myself for falling into something for completely irrational reasons.”

“Don’t you mean falling into bed with me?”

“Not just falling into bed,” Gem murmured, afraid to admit and unable to deny her feelings were much more than just sexual attraction. She couldn’t use chemistry as an excuse. Her attraction to Austin had always been more than physical, and time didn’t seem to be of any consequence. Their connection had been deep and terribly, wonderfully personal from the beginning. Heaven help her, she’d been falling in love with her since the minute she’d met her. “This isn’t the time for this.”

“It’s never been time—it’s just been right,” Austin said, finally taking a chance. She slid her hand across the table and rested her fingertips on the top of Gem’s balled fist. “I know you’re angry and you don’t trust me. But just believe this one thing—when I touched you, when you touched me, it was real. Everything you felt and you sensed from me was real.”

“I can’t think about that right now,” Gem whispered.