Radclyffe - Sheltering Dunes

“Just pretend to like me a little bit.” Mitch leaned over and caught her hand, tugged her against the bar, and kissed her.

She hadn’t expected it, and because she knew him, she hadn’t been on guard. His mouth was soft and warm and for an instant, she compared the kiss to Flynn’s. When Flynn kissed her, even the very first time, she felt a connection that she didn’t feel now. Flynn’s lips had been electric against hers. For the sake of the show they were supposed to be putting on, she forced herself not to jerk away, but let him slide his mouth over hers for another minute. When the backs of his fingers glanced over the outer curve of her breast, she figured they’d given everyone enough of a look. She bit his lip and he pulled back, laughing.

“Hey,” he complained, loud enough for everyone to know he liked it.

“Save it until later, baby,” she said, also making sure she was heard.

He dropped back on his stool, looking pleased. “I’ve got plenty left for later.”

She snorted and spun away. She took one step and stopped, her heart rocketing into her throat.

Flynn stood at the end of the bar, her mouth set in a tight angry line. Mica was so used to Flynn being calm and cool no matter what was happening, the flare of anger in her eyes was as exciting as it was ominous.

“We might have a problem,” Mica said softly.

Mitch swiveled and followed her gaze. “I take it that’s your girl?”

“Was. Was my girl.”

“I don’t think she agrees with you.”

Chapter Twenty-eight

Flynn’s skin flashed hot and cold in dizzying waves. She didn’t know the guy who was manhandling Mica, and she didn’t care who he was. All she wanted was for him to stop touching her. When Mica kissed him, there was something off in the way she held her body, in the way she kept her hands away from him, even though his were all over her. Mica didn’t want to kiss him, and Flynn didn’t want her to either. When they broke apart and Mica turned from the stranger, the expression on her face was not one of pleasure. Maybe anyone else who happened to be watching would have thought so, but Flynn knew better. She knew what Mica looked like when she wanted to be touched, when she wanted to be kissed. Right now, Mica’s mouth was smiling, but her eyes were hard with suppressed wrath.

Flynn strode toward the dark-haired stranger, who watched her warily without the slightest hint of uneasiness. He was cocky. He didn’t look like one of Hector’s guys, but then how would she know? Anyone could be one of Hector’s guys. It didn’t matter. She didn’t care. She’d had enough. Time to put a stop to this.

Mica came around the bar so quickly, Flynn had barely made it halfway before Mica blocked her way.

“Flynn,” Mica said, intercepting her, “you need to get out of here.”

“Who is that?” Flynn didn’t recognize her own voice. Low and cold and hard. She wasn’t sure she recognized herself. The day had been too long and filled with too many hard memories and too much pain. Too much sorrow. Her existence, her core, was built on forgiveness, on the belief that any wrong could be set right, any soul redeemed, but she didn’t feel forgiving right now. She didn’t care about understanding. She hurt inside and she had no clue as to how to erase the pain.

Mica grasped her arm, bare skin to bare skin, and the heat of Mica’s flesh washed through her. A wave of hope followed, as if redemption were at hand. Flynn looked down at Mica’s fingers curled around her forearm, smaller and more fragile seeming than her own, but strong. Mica was trembling, only she was so good at hiding her fear Flynn doubted anyone else would know.

“Who is he?”

“It doesn’t matter,” Mica said, her voice tight and urgent. “You need to go.”

“No.”

Mica’s grip tightened, and she dragged Flynn away from the bar into the shadows next to the ice machine. She pushed Flynn against the wall and planted both palms against Flynn’s shoulders, pinning her there. “You listen to me,” Mica said, fury riding every word. “If I’d wanted you here, I would have asked you to come. You’re going to get your stupid self killed, and if that happens, you’re going to kill me. You understand? If you care at all about me, you’ll go away.”

Flynn grasped Mica’s wrists and raised both hands to her mouth. She kissed Mica’s palms and folded Mica’s hands inside her own. “I’m not leaving you. I love you.”

Mica went as still as a statue, her eyes widening. “Oh my God, Flynn. No. You’re crazy.”

“I’m not.” Flynn smiled as calm suffused her. The terrible unrest and uncertainty that had been eating away at her dissolved. “I’m totally sane. I love you. And I don’t want that guy touching you.”

Mica leaned against her, fitting into all the waiting places in Flynn’s soul. “He’s a cop. I’m not in any danger, but you are. Please. I don’t want you hurt.”

“Why was he kissing you?”

Mica growled and shook her head as if Flynn’s head were made of stone. “Are you not hearing me? It doesn’t matter. It’s not real.”

“What are you doing with him, then? Are you waiting for them to come? Is that it?” Flynn cupped Mica’s chin and searched her eyes. Mica didn’t lie to her, and the truth was plain to see. “I’m not letting you do this.”

“Keep your voice down,” Mica said.

“Mica—”

“Damn it!” As if she’d totally lost patience, Mica plastered her mouth to Flynn’s.

Flynn’s anger fractured like mist in the sunlight. Mica’s kiss was the softest, warmest, most exciting sensation Flynn had ever known. She wrapped her arms around Mica’s waist and pulled her in tight. She needed Mica everywhere, over her and inside her—filling her up. She opened her mouth and drew Mica’s kiss inside, making a silent plea for her to stay.

Mica pulled back first. “Now I want you to pretend you’re really pissed off at me and storm out of here. And stay out of sight until this is over.”

“What will you be doing?”

“Acting normally, if you’d ever let me. Mitch will—”

“Mitch—that’s his name?”

“Will you forget about him?” Mica hissed.

“Do you promise you won’t disappear?”

Mica tugged at her lower lip with her teeth. She wouldn’t lie and she didn’t answer.

“If you don’t promise me,” Flynn said reasonably, thinking it only fair to be open about her intentions, “I’m going to plant my ass on one of those bar stools and stay here until you leave. Mitch or no Mitch.”

“All right, all right, I promise. I’ll call you. Now go away.”

Flynn feathered her fingers through Mica’s hair and kissed her, softly, imprinting her spicy taste and the tangy scent of her. She cupped her face. “I don’t know if I can pretend to be angry at you.”

“Think about Mitch kissing me again—more than once. Does that work for you?”

“I swear,” Flynn said dangerously, “if he does that again while I’m watching, I’m going to—”

Mica smiled. “Baby, I love it when you’re jealous, but you’re no match for him. And he’s no competition for you.” Mica backed away and said, loudly, “I’m over your attitude, Flynn. I’ll date anybody I want.”

“Then I’m done. I don’t share.” Flynn spun around and strode directly to the door and didn’t slow until she was outside. If she looked back even once, she wasn’t going to be able to leave her. Mica was playing a dangerous game, and the police were taking advantage of her need to be free, even if it was Mica’s choice. Mica’s choice. Wasn’t that what she and Matthew had talked about just that afternoon? The only true freedom was the freedom to choose, and she had to accept that. Accept that she could make a difference, but ultimately, she was not responsible for the choices of others, even those she loved.