Bentley Little: The Store

Bill had a sick, sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach. He thought he knew where this was going.

King was suddenly holding a videocassette in his hand. He tossed it to Bill. "Your last night in Dallas. It's one of our training materials." He grinned. "You might want to look at it."

Bill dropped it on the floor, crushed it beneath his boot.

King was holding another one. He laughed. "Let's look at it together, shall we?"

Next to one of the front checkout stands was a television and VCR, a display used to sell Disney video-cassettes. King walk over, popped out the _Sleeping Beauty_ tape in the machine and put in his own. He turned on the television.

The room had been pitch-black, but there was none of the red- or green tinted monochrome that characterized most film shot in the dark. Indeed, the images on the screen were dim but color-perfect, the angle straight-on. The camera had obviously been hidden behind the mirror over the dresser, and Bill watched as a nude woman entered the suite. She was looking down at the ground, hair obscuring her face, but though he could not see her features, he did see for the first time her breasts, her pubic hair, and he felt shamed and embarrassed as he thought about touching her there, as he recalled what he'd done with her.

_The best sex he'd ever had_.

He wanted to look away but couldn't, and he exhaled loudly as he realized that he'd been holding his breath. On the screen, the woman climbed onto the bed, straddled his chest, looked up at the camera.

It was Sam.

The revelation was so shocking, so totally unexpected, that for a full thirty seconds he had no reaction, no response at all. He simply stood there stupidly, continuing to watch the screen as his daughter began working on him.

Then he was flooded with emotion: humiliation, anguish, self-loathing, disgust. He was filled with a despair blacker than anything he had ever known, a horror so profound and all-consuming that he had not known he could experience anything like it. Beneath that, or on top of it, or mixed in with it, was an agonizing grief for Sam, a bone-deep sorrow for what she had done, what had happened to her, what he had _allowed_ to happen to her.

And overriding everything was a pure, hard hatred for Newman King.

He turned toward the CEO.

"She's going to be one of our best hookers," King mused.

Bill rushed him. There was no plan, no thought behind it, only a blind desire to do damage, a need to kill. He was acting on impulse, following instinct, and his feet were pumping furiously, fists railing. He threw himself at King And then he was on the floor, stunned, shaking his head. A Night Manager passed in front of him, kept walking. He wasn't sure what had happened, but the television was off, he was lying on the ground, and King was standing in the open doorway, on his way out.

The CEO smiled. "I'll be sending a copy to your wife." He paused. "Unless you fall back in line."

"This is my store!" Bill said.

"No. It's _my_ store. I let you play with it."

"Fuck you!" Bill yelled. He tried to get to his feet, was overtaken by dizziness, fell.

"I'll give you a day to think about it."

And then King was gone.

Bill lay on the floor, screaming with rage, sobbing, hating himself, wanting to kill King, wanting to kill himself, wanting some sort of violence. He tried to stand, was finally able to do so, and was a hairbreadth away from going over to the Sporting Goods department, grabbing a gun, and ending it all.

But something held him back.

He didn't know what it was, didn't know why, but he stood in the middle of the aisle as around him the Night Managers continued walking. He saw Ben, saw another face he thought he recognized but couldn't quite place.

There'd been something different about King this time, he realized. He'd seemed genuinely angry at one point, rattled by Bill's rebellion and initiative.

He'd shown, for the first time, human emotions. And that made him seem . . . Less in control.

Weaker.

Maybe he wasn't invincible.

Bill stared through the still-open doors, into the dark night outside. He suddenly understood what had happened here.

Nothing.

He hadn't been killed, he hadn't even been fired -- although King clearly possessed the power to do both. He'd been right. King was not able to break the contract. The contract gave him complete autonomy over this Store, and there was nothing King could do about it. The CEO could try to force him to quit, could try to blackmail him into leaving, but he could not be fired, and obviously he could not be harmed. The contract protected him.

He was in.

Bill felt an absurd sense of exhilaration. This was the first time, no doubt, that someone had stood up to King, the first time that the training had not taken, and it was clear that the CEO had not expected this, had not prepared for something of this nature. Bill was not something that King had planned for.

He could not be bribed and he would not be blackmailed. He would stand tall and fight, do what he knew was right. He would come clean with Ginny, he would continue with his rehabilitation of the Juniper Store, and he would go up against Newman King.

What about the managers of the other Stores? They could do the same thing.

They could stand up to King as well, run their Stores their way, do what they wanted with their towns.

King could be broken.

What would he do if all of the managers broke away? If they all defied him and started doing things the way they wanted? Would he destroy them? Or would he be so weakened by the loss of power that he would become impotent?

He would still own the corporation, of course. He would still be incredibly rich. He would still be able to hire new managers if the old ones quit or died off. But would the dissipation of his influence over day-to-day retail operations siphon off his dark power?

Bill thought of Mr. Lamb, Mr. Walker, Mr. Keyes.

Maybe he would die.

There were still tears drying on his face, still sickened horror in his heart, but there was hope there as well, an optimism that hadn't existed before.

He was still slightly woozy as he walked, but his sense of purpose overcame the lingering effects of whatever King had hit him with, and he went through the doors, locking them behind him, and out to his car.

He drove home.

Ginny and Shannon were waiting anxiously in the living room when he arrived, and he hugged them both and told them everything was all right, and sent Shannon into her bedroom so he and Ginny could talk.

He told her what happened his last night in Dallas.

He should have come clean before, but he'd been afraid. He hadn't had the guts. He'd been a moral coward, and in that sense he had still been a part of King's team. He told her everything now, though, and she grew increasingly quiet as he described his encounter. He explained that he'd been awakened, that the woman had already been on top of him, and that he'd had no choice in the matter.

He was tempted to let her think that he'd been helpless and overpowered, forced into it, but he was determined to be honest with her, and he told her that he had had an opportunity to stop it but had not. He emphasized that this was after two weeks of King's so-called training, after the deprivation and the rewards, but while he made sure she knew the context, he did not avoid his own complicity, his own responsibility for what had happened.

He did not tell her it was Sam, though. It was a lie, he knew, but it was a lie that he felt was justified. They might be able to get past an incidence of adultery, but their marriage would not survive an incidence of incest. Ginny would never be able to live with him, knowing that he had had sex with their daughter.

He would have a tough time living with that himself.