William Bernhardt - Deadly Justice

“I rather suspect that will come later tonight,” Doug replied.

Ben suddenly became aware that Shelly was sitting opposite him. Had she been there all along, invisible as ever, or had she just mysteriously appeared? He couldn’t be sure.

“Hi, Shelly. How’s everything?”

She didn’t reply, but Ben did think he saw the corner of her upper lip twitch, which he took as a sign of encouragement.

“Where’s your baby girl this weekend?”

She looked at him strangely, as if startled to find someone actually noticing she was present. “Angie is at a twenty-four-hour day-care center,” Shelly said quietly. Her voice was almost as fragile as she was. “Costs a fortune, but Crichton insists we attend these retreats.”

“Did Crichton yell at you, too?”

“Of course not. He only yells at the ones he likes.”

Ben thought about that for a moment. “Any chance of Dad looking after Angie? It’d be cheaper.”

He immediately wished he could take it back. Her face flattened; her eyes became watery. “Not likely.”

Ben tried to smooth over his unconscionable gaffe. “Must be tough, working full time and raising a baby on your own. How do you manage?”

Before she had a chance to answer, Chuck plopped down at the table beside Ben. “Shelly, have you got that memo on the antitrust ramifications of the Ameritech deal?”

“I-I thought this was supposed to be a no-work-allowed weekend.”

“No excuses. Your memo is overdue.”

“But you just gave me the assignment. And I’ve been buried in—”

“I’m tired of your failure to deliver, Shelly. You’re skating on thin ice.”

“Look, Chuck, I’ll get you the memo by Monday morning. I don’t know how, but—”

Chuck snarled, picked up his plate, and walked away without saying another word.

“What a charmer,” Ben murmured. “Look, Shelly, if I can help—” But she was already gone. She ran to the back of the room and raced up the stairs to the women’s bunks.

Well, Ben thought sadly, at least Chuck left. But before he could derive any pleasure from the situation, Herb took the now empty seat beside him.

“Ben,” Herb said, “I need your help.”

“Why? D’you run out of synonyms for bitch ?”

“Huh?”

“Never mind. What’s the problem?”

“Well, you’ve known that Christina McCall babe for some time, right?”

“Ye-es….”

“So I thought you’d know best what to do.”

“About what?”

Herb leaned in closer. “Did you see her coming on to me?”

“No, I missed that.”

“Oh, man, she was practically panting. Not that that’s unusual, but I thought she was going to rip my clothes off and do me right then and there!”

“Did you really?”

“Not that I would mind, under the right circumstances. She’s a real looker, as I guess you know. Cute legs, boffo boobies. She really turns me on.”

“Herb, I don’t want to hear about—”

“I just wanted to make sure I wasn’t treading on your toes. You know, first come, first served, I always say. Is there anything going on between you two?”

“Well, nothing like that.”

“Then the field is clear. Great! You know her better than I do. What do you recommend? So I can get close to her.”

In a flash, Ben realized that a supremely humanitarian opportunity had arisen, if he could only suppress his nausea long enough to continue conversing with Herb. “If I were you, I’d play hard to get.”

“Really?”

“Oh, yeah. She despises easy men. Be distant. Don’t speak to her. Have as little to do with her as possible. Before you know it, she’ll be on your doorstep modeling skimpy lace from Victoria’s Secret.”

“Wow, that sounds great. You’re a regular guy, Ben.”

“Well, I try.”

Herb pushed away from the table. Ben felt better than he had since he’d arrived; he had done his good deed for the day. He suddenly noticed his new boss at the end of the table. Crichton pulled Ben aside.

“Don’t let the teasing bother you, Kincaid. It’s only natural for the hoi polloi to feel threatened when a man of your stature joins the team.”

“I’ll try to ignore them.” Ben changed the subject. “Shelly seems depressed tonight.”

Crichton shrugged. “What else is new? Like most of her female colleagues, she’s never satisfied. Women fought for years to break into the marketplace, and now that they’re finally here, they realize, ‘Holy shit! This is hard! And I thought it would all just be one blissful enriching experience after another!’ ”

Ben could feel his teeth tightening. “But surely you’ll agree that women should have an equal position in the marketplace.…”

“If I’m being considered for the Supreme Court, yes. If I’m trying to take care of a major corporation, no. Female employees present all kinds of special difficulties, and the hell of it is, I’m not even allowed to ask about the concerns that affect my company most significantly.”

“Such as?”

“Such as social life, marriage, pregnancy. If a woman comes looking for a job, I want to know if she’s on the executive track or the mommy track. But I can’t ask! The labor jocks tell me that if I ask that simple commonsense question about a matter that can have an enormous impact on her ability to perform her job and her likelihood of remaining here for any length of time, I could get slapped with a gender discrimination suit. Can you believe that? Hell, when we put our time and money on the line to train Shelly, we expected her to be in for the long haul. But damned if she doesn’t turn up pregnant. And she isn’t even married!”

“But…she still seems to be working.”

“Sure, sure. But it isn’t the same. She’s strictly an eight-to-fiver now. Complains that she has to pick up the baby at day care. Can you believe that?”

“Well—”

Before Ben could comment, Chuck forced himself into their conversation.

“I was truly moved when you were explaining the Universal Yo!” Chuck told Crichton. “This has been a life-changing experience for me. It’s not often a grown man cries, but when you got to the part about facing the future unafraid, I wept like a baby.”

Ben tried not to gag.

Crichton smiled politely and tapped a spoon against a glass.

“May I have your attention please?” The room quieted in a heartbeat. “Thank you. I want you all to know I was proud of what I saw in the field today. I always say, work hard, play hard, and today I saw a lot of hard play. I think some long-term relationships were forged in the sweat and dirt of those obstacle courses, and I saw some genuine, heartfelt trust during the Trust Fall.”

Ben couldn’t see him, but he could definitely hear Chuck whisper: “ ’Cept for Kincaid. He didn’t trust. He just fell.”

Crichton continued. “Tomorrow, each of you will confront the High Course. For many of you, this will be the greatest physical challenge you have ever faced. Even harder than today’s obstacle course six inches off the ground.”

Is he really looking at me, Ben wondered, or am I just imagining it?

“Nonetheless, I know each of you will meet the High Course head on, with the same spirit of trust, teamwork, and resourcefulness you bring to your work every day. Most importantly, I know you will bear in mind the critical elements of the Universal Yo! an open mind, a willingness to be flexible, and the courage to step out of the comfort zone. And win.”

Ben was missing most of the rhetoric. He couldn’t seem to get past the part about the Greatest Physical Challenge You Have Ever Faced.

Crichton lowered his voice and adopted a sepulchral tone. “Our office has been visited with great sadness this week. One of our own, Howard Hamel, a trusted, faithful colleague, has been taken from us for reasons that remain unclear. And yet, there is always a balance in the universe. For every day, a night. For every birth, a death. For every yin, a yang. And just as we are grieved to lose Howard Hamel, we are blessed to gain Benjamin Kincaid. Ben, stand up for a moment.”