Tommy Wieringa - These Are the Names

‘And then he said: “I want you to carry my head once I’m dead”? Get off it.’

The man was leaning back in his chair, his eyes travelling across the ceiling.

‘Hey!’ Beg said. He snapped his fingers. ‘I asked you something.’

‘I heard you.’

‘So answer me already.’

‘He pointed him out. With his finger. He burned a big old hole in his arm. You can still see it. That’s the way it went. There’s nothing more to tell.’

‘And who beat his brains in?’

‘It was necessary.’

‘Why?’

‘There was no other way.’

‘Why not?’

Silence.

‘Why not?’ Beg repeated.

‘He had to go so that we could go on.’

‘That’s what you figured? And then you killed him?’

‘No.’

‘So who did? Come on!’

Kurbankiliev shook his head slowly, almost pityingly. ‘I didn’t do it,’ he said, and laughed bitterly. ‘We all did.’

On the morning before the last suspect was questioned, Beg received a call from Inspector Matuszak, and frowned. Because this was also about frontier-running, the fugitives had been reported to the National Investigation Service. Matuszak had wasted no time in jumping on the case. Beg had never thought the service could exhibit so much get-up-and-go.

The inspector wanted to hear all about the fake border. There had been suspicions for a long time: bodies found out on the steppes, some of them kneeling in the sand; others with their arms still raised in supplication to the skies, sculpted in death. But this was the first time survivors had been found.

‘I’ll put in an order to have them transferred,’ Matuszak said. ‘We’ll get them out of your hair.’

Beg said that the woman still had to give birth. The others were sick and malnourished.

‘So when do you think you’ll be finished with your investigation?’ Matuszak asked.

‘Depends,’ Beg said.

He told him about the head, about which he still knew so little. ‘They agreed with each other not to talk about it,’ he said.

He knew what the man at the other end of the line must be thinking: Stupid hayseed, can’t you do anything ?

He didn’t care; he just wanted to get his work done. His life had become bound up with the refugees, with the road they had travelled. They had wandered through the wilderness like the Jews, and like the Jews they had carried the bones of one of their own along with them … Beg’s reasoning came to a halt at the glorious analogy. They had carried a head with them, just as the Jews, three thousand years earlier, had carried the bones of Joseph — Joseph, who had died in Egypt, and was then embalmed and placed in a box.

God will surely come to your aid, and then you must carry my bones up with you from this place.

Hundreds of years went by, but the promise remained unforgotten. A proof of fidelity, the rabbi had called it.

Carry my bones from this place — that was how the history of Beg’s ancestors was bound up with that of a group lost on the steppes.

Three thousand years ago, or the day before yesterday. What was the difference?

The rabbi had said that every Jew, wherever and whenever on earth, had to see himself as a refugee out of Egypt, a wanderer in the desert; that’s how important the escape and the forty years lost in the wilderness were for the people of Israel. Every step a Jew took was a reminder of the exodus, and carried him back to the birth of a people in the desert. That was where God had given them his Commandments, and where their belief in Him had assumed concrete form.

In some mysterious way, the interrogations brought the exodus closer to Beg. History was being projected before his eyes — he sometimes had the feeling that the refugees’ story had been spun specially for him. The Everlasting was so close at such moments that he was seized by joy.

But what did Inspector Matuszak know about any of this? He only did his job; he had no idea what such things meant.

‘In three or four weeks,’ Beg said, ‘they’ll be strong enough for transport. My investigation will be finished by then, too.’

‘Today … two weeks from today, on December 22, I’ll have them picked up.’

‘With all due respect, Inspector Matuszak, the period I mentioned was not negotiable. On January 1, they’ll be all yours.’

‘You have no authority to impose that delay.’

‘You should see them — then you’d understand. Someone here described them as “the Jews in the camp”. Their condition prohibits it.’

Before they hung up, Matuszak said he would call again in a couple of days. And so their first confrontation ended in a draw.

Beg sat in the interrogation room, his arms folded across his stomach. The final prisoner would be brought in after lunch. Beg’s eyes slowly fell shut.

Only now, at rest, did he become aware of the noises in the building. He heard the elevator cables meowing in their shaft, and the gurgling of air and water in the heating. Somewhere, there was a ruffling he couldn’t place. Somewhere else, slamming doors, and voices floating down the corridor. He had been walking around in this building for almost twenty years, but he had never before heard the way it sounded like an organism gasping for breath.

When the final prisoner was led in, Beg awoke from his catnap with a start. As he watched them chain the man to the metal ring, he twisted the top off a bottle of energy drink. He gulped it down. The police guard left the room. The two men were alone.

‘You’re the last person in the group I’ll be talking to,’ Beg said. ‘I already know a lot, but maybe not everything. This is your chance to tell your side of the story.’

When the other man said nothing, Beg slowly screwed the cap back onto the empty bottle and said: ‘Do you understand what I just said?’

The man nodded.

‘Good,’ Beg said. ‘Your name, age, and occupation, please.’

Alexander Haç had left his tiny village in the Urals to find a better life elsewhere. A butcher could get work anywhere, he’d figured. He was forty-seven.

‘You’ve been charged with attempting to cross the border illegally,’ Beg said, ‘but seeing as you were never even close to a border at all, I guess that charge won’t really stick. What will stick is the man’s head we found in your baggage. Murder — I think that’s what the prosecutor will call it. And desecration of a corpse, if he’s particularly pissed off.’

The man shrugged. ‘You know what they say. The law is a serpent that bites only those who have no shoes.’

‘I suppose you’re right, but you’re forgetting the head. You’ll be prosecuted for that.’ He scratched at the little bump on the tabletop. It looked like a clump of dried glue. He looked up. ‘Unless, of course, you tell me that’s not the way it was.’

‘I can’t do that,’ Haç said. ‘I’m guilty. Just like the others.’

‘What are you guilty of?’

‘What I’m charged with.’

‘Accepting the charge is not the same as the crime itself,’ Beg said. ‘What exactly are you guilty of?’

Haç kept his mouth shut. The hair on his forearms was standing straight up. The room was much too warm, but he had goose flesh. He was still nothing but skin and bones, so every trace of warmth flowed right back out of him.

‘You know,’ Beg said, ‘they say I’m a patient person. I usually question people mildly. My colleagues laugh at me because of that. After all, violence is so much more … effective. Soon the National Investigation Service is going to interrogate you. They know what pain is all about. They went to school to find out. If they want, they’ll make you remember the date when your grandparents got married. And then you’ll wish you’d answered me, instead of letting things get to that point.’ He sank back in his chair and laid his arm on the table. ‘What are you laughing about?’ With his knuckles, he began tapping out the rhythm of ‘Chopsticks’.