Charlie Smith - Ginny Gall

He could pass — easy, Delvin thought, if he cut off that face.

Morgred kicked and Delvin struck him again on the thigh. Morgred moaned and began to cry.

Delvin got up off the ground and fetched Morgred a kick that struck his bare ankle.

The boy glared at him but he said nothing.

Delvin was ashamed even as he made the kick or at least right afterwards, but he knew he hadn’t been able to stop himself. In disgust, at Morgred, dirty and peculiar and smelling of shit, scrabbling in the muck, and at himself for even being in that backyard, he turned away from the gathering and went down to the wash shed and cleaned himself with water from the big tub.

From the window propped open with a hickory pole he watched them beat the boy with rough straw brooms and with sticks. Bunny Boy and the others and a few of the women were in on it. One woman swung what looked like a white china figurine at him, but she didn’t hit him. Another poked him with a riding crop. Morgred rolled on the ground, crying for them to leave him alone. People called him the Ghost; Delvin remembered that.

“I aint done done it,” the boy cried.

Done what? Delvin wondered and then he guessed it was the peeping that he was probably up to, but how could you tell? It could have been anything, maybe even just an outcast looking for a place where he could be left in peace. He had struck him hard in the thigh and meant to and now he was sorry.

Miss Ellereen came out on the back porch and stood watching the boy get his thrashing.

“Don’t you kill him,” she said.

“You could pinch his head off and it wouldn’t kill him,” Bunny Boy said, but maybe they thought they were about to because the hitters stopped. Bunny Boy’s face gleamed with sweat. The women wrapped their housedresses around them and flounced off, one of them, Aphelia, with a broom twirling on her shoulder.

Avoiding the scene, Delvin crossed the yard back to the porch looking for Kattie, the cook’s helper, but she was gone into the kitchen.

“Don’t you have something else to do?” Miss Ellereen said, giving him a sharp look.

“Yessum, I guess.”

“Then you best haul along and do it.”

For a second he felt it would cost him his life not to peek into the kitchen after Kattie, but he would have to knock Miss Ellereen down to do it so he stepped back and headed around the side of the house, in his chest a scuff of frustration and another feeling like a weakness, some low-water place where nothing was. He stopped to look back and saw the boy Morgred crawling on his hands and knees. Blood dripped from his heavy, listless mouth. The water tossed on him made the pale red dust on his torn khaki shirt redder, its color for the moment deeper even than the blood. His drenched clothes were torn nearly from his body, and as he watched, Morgred’s pink penis swung loose from his mucky torn trousers and hung free. One of the girls on the steps whistled and Bunny Boy and Joe laughed. Morgred reached and fumbled with himself and tucked the member into his clothes but it wouldn’t stay and he had to hold himself with one hand as he crawled. As he crawled, lurching on his knees, the penis began to extend itself in an erection. He had begun to cry. The tears dropped unimpeded into the dirt.

Delvin wanted to run back and put a stop — to what? To the painful feeling, some painful feeling. Make Winston pull himself together. Something in him felt like beating the poor fissle til he quit crawling. Felt like hauling him to safety.

The men walked away from the half-wrecked boy. The women hooted at him from the steps, shaking their flimsy morning skirts.

The boy gathered himself and got to his feet.

Joe stepped up and gave him a kick in the ass, sending him stumbling into a trot that carried him right at Delvin who stepped back to let him pass. As he did he smelled again the odor of shit, now augmented with the wet, sour-smelling dirt.

The boy fumbled at the low side gate of unpainted wood palings that separated the back from the front yard. Delvin came up behind him and snagged the latch for him and swung the gate open. The boy looked wildly at him, his pale eyes blinking in the light that had always seemed too much for them.

“I just wanted to get down in the dim spot,” he said.

Delvin didn’t answer. He didn’t know what to say.

“You didn’t have to pull me out of there.”

“Yes I did.”

With the side of one finger Morgred scratched his eyebrows hard and then he screwed his eyes tight shut and opened them. His eyelashes were orange like his hair.

“You got a dime?”

Delvin started to say no but then he said, “I got one.”

“Let me have it. I got to get me somethin to eat.”

“Way you look nobody’d sell you anything if you had five dollars.”

“Let me have the dime.”

“I tell you,” Delvin said suddenly, and it was as if he had fallen through a shaky patch of leaf shade, “you follow on behind me to the house.”

“To the undertaker? I’m scared to go there.”

“You’re safer there than anywhere else I can think of.”

The boy dropped his eyes then looked quickly up as if trying to catch Delvin in some piddling joke at his expense. Delvin could see he was done in, that he had no other place to go.

“Just lope on along behind,” he said.

He started out across the street and ran along the dirt path that served as a sidewalk in Red Row and turned right onto Sweet August street running fast. In his mind he didn’t know if he was leading the boy or trying to lose him; maybe both. Children played in a puddle under the big gum tree that stretched heavy, grooved branches over the dirt street and humped it up out in the middle with its roots. Delvin gave the children a sharp eye as he passed but still he could hear them hooting at Morgred as he came along. The path went up a plank step to the section of wooden sidewalk in front of New Big Bethel Baptist church. The wooden portion ran along the rest of the block and dipped down again two steps into the street.

Delvin ran steadily and he only looked twice to see if the boy was still with him; he was, both times, straggling but coming on in a half-lame trotting style, holding his pant remnants up with one hand and his pale squinting eyes looking squarely at him.

They came up the alley from wind-flecked Brocade street. Delvin checked off the flimsy leaves of chinese elms hanging over the board alley fence of the Askew house and then the great blanket of cherokee roses sagging from the crumbling brick fence of the Lewis house, running. Then came backyards opening directly on the alley, exposing gray- and yellow-streaked red packed dirt yards stacked with boxes or old horse collars or fragments of no longer identifiable machinery, pump parts or busted forge buckets or pieces of streetcar undercarriage or canvas-covered piles of plaster or old weathervanes — roosters or codfish or racehorses — and, in each yard, lines of washing; raised among these like guardhouses were the neighbors’ wash sheds and kitchens emitting mixed and penetrating smells of lye and raw ashes and boiled pork-fortified greens and cornmeal and brushwood fires. He checked these off and he checked off old Mr. Berke petting his blind german police dog and Mrs. Sanderson accompanying her tiny triplet daughters sitting side by side tied into a little blue wagon and Billy Batts who wore his engineer’s cap at all times and sang sorrow songs as he dug holes in his yard searching for confederate gold and Mrs. Opel and Mrs. Crawford, the former dancing twins, not dancing this afternoon, and a couple of the Pursleys who all looked exactly alike and Mrs. Vereen carrying on a big tray several of the fruit pies she baked and sold at the market over on Leopardi street on Wednesdays and Saturdays, and he checked off Mr. Campson who was home sick from the grocery store he owned at the edge of the chinese quarter, and Biddy Comber, the retired boxer, once a sparring partner for Jack Johnson and father of James who loved only the piano, Biddy standing in the center of his yard staring up into a pecan tree as if from there the Second Coming might commence. Hello and hello and hello. Hidy, yall, he said, checking each one off.