Conrad Aiken - The Collected Short Stories of Conrad Aiken

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This indispensable volume, which includes the classic stories “Silent Snow, Secret Snow” and “Mr. Arcularis,” is a testament to the dazzling artistry of one of the twentieth century’s most influential writers. A young woman passes through the countryside to visit her dying grandmother for a final time. A cabbie, exhausted from a long day’s work, fights to get an intoxicated woman out of his taxi. A man on his way to a bachelor party tries to come to grips with the brutishness that lies within every gentleman—and finds that Bacardi cocktails do nothing to help. 
A master craftsman whose poetry and prose offer profound insight into the riddle of consciousness, Conrad Aiken thrills, disturbs, and inspires in all forty-one of these astute and eloquent tales.

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“No, not all of it.…”

“Such as?”

“Oh, you know the sort of thing. At first she pretended to be awfully shy and inexpert—but then, at moments, she would forget herself, and say or do things that made it sufficiently plain that she had been there before. Lots of things; and of the most tell-tale kind. I don’t need to describe them to you. She would be betrayed into doing them by her forgetfulness, and then she would break off, suddenly, and pretend to be terribly ashamed.”

“Oh.”

“And then she’d be histrionic about them, and ask herself and him what on earth could have made her do such a thing!… Have another drink?”

“Thanks—plenty.…”

… A pause. The bells were heard striking the half hour. Ding dong dang doom: doom dang ding dong . It was like the sound of a question-mark, left one suspended. The Englishman said “damn!” and turned on his right side.

“He said he wouldn’t have minded so much, or been so deeply hurt, if she had only been honest with him. But she tried to conceal all this. And consequently he began feeling that there must be a lot to conceal. You know how that sort of thing works.”

“Yes. But just the same I think he was wrong.”

“That may be.”

“He’s just naturally suspicious and jealous, that’s all.”

“Of course, that’s what she tells you . Naturally. But he investigated her and found out a good deal. Got hold of some friend of hers who was on the outs with her.”

“Oh, did he.”

“Yes. And he found out that her affairs had been innumerable. One man after another for ten years. Some of them for a short while, and some of them for longer. All sorts and kinds, too—she seems to have had no discrimination at all. Any sort of man, so long as he made love to her. There was a wealthy ice-manufacturer in New York, an Italian police-sergeant, an officer in the Coast Guard, a college boy from Arkansas—she had pretty heavy love-affairs with all of these.”

“You mean she was engaged to them?”

“Oh, no. Who bothers to be engaged nowadays? I thought you were so modern.”

“Well, I’m damned!”

“And a string of others, including Read, who still hangs on, I believe. T. J. had it out with her. There was a terrible scene: at the beginning she wept and said she was innocent, but at the end she was swearing and throwing things on the floor. All that delightful gentleness of hers, that you talk so much about, went to the winds. She admitted everything, and told him to go to hell.”

“The damned liar!”

“But why should he take the trouble to lie?”

“I don’t know, but he’s lying.”

“No, he isn’t. Here, have another drop?”

“No, thanks.”

There was a pause, the clink of a tumbler, and the sound as of a waste-paper basket kicked over.

“You might as well open your eyes. I daresay she’s a nice enough girl, but you’d better disabuse yourself of the notion that she’s a saint. Of course, that needn’t make any difference to you. Even supposing that she is , as T. J. says, terribly manhandled—”

Damn ation. It’s impossible!…”

“Even supposing she is, it may be that it’s only because she’s played in bad luck. She may, each time, have been sincerely in love, and sincerely in hope of marrying. That’s quite possible, though it doesn’t seem likely. But T. J. thinks she is really, by nature, promiscuous. She basks in the admiration of men, she must have men around her, and he thinks she will be like that all her life. I don’t know anything about her, of course—I’m merely telling you what T. J. said.”

“Very kind of you.”

“Look here, Paul—”

“I know—I beg your pardon. It really is kind of you. But you know I’m in love with her, and this sort of thing is painful.”

“Of course it is. I’m sorry.”

A pause. The Englishman listened. The pause lengthened itself.

“I admit, this shakes me a good deal. To tell the truth, I’ve been having the same experience with her myself, I mean—”

“Well?…”

“About her proficiency. It’s been coming out, little by little, in just the way you described. And it hurts me horribly—horribly. If you knew what it is to be in love with someone you can’t quite trust!… But I’m sure she’s all right—I’m sure of it.”

“Well, if you’re sure of that, then you’re all right.”

“Man-handled!… Good God!”

“Don’t be depressed by it. I daresay she’s all right. If you’re in love with her—”

“But I thought she was so completely innocent! That’s what’s so horrible. And I think she is , fundamentally. After all, what can it matter, if I’m in love with her?”

“But are you sure you’re in love with the right image? I mean the true one?”

“I prefer to think that the woman I’m in love with is the real woman. That’s what T. J. missed—that’s what he would miss. I mean, her central idealism, her essential holiness. Yes, that’s what it is. She has a kind of holiness about her that it’s impossible to describe. And by God, I’ll marry her. And to hell with T. J. and all his damned detectives.”

“Well, if you’re sure of that, you’re all right. Let’s change the subject …”

“We might as well—this doesn’t get us anywhere … Let’s talk about something else.”

“Have a night-cap. In vino sanitas .”

“Thanks—plenty.”

“Water?”

“No … My God, my God, if only I didn’t—”

“What?”

“It’s no use. In vino sanitas … Anything to be unconscious!”

A pause. The Englishman counted sheep. Two-four-six-eight-twenty-two at a time-two at a time-two at a time-wool in the hedge-gaps—wool on the hawthorn twigs—wool on the gorse—

“I hear Peter is back to try again. Poor devil! He certainly sticks at it.”

“Poor devil.”

“Poor devil.”

The bells were heard striking the third quarter: Ding dong dang doom: doom dang ding dong: ding dang dong doom: and again a question-mark was left in the air.

NO, NO, GO NOT TO LETHE

I.

This literary fellow, who was, as a matter of fact, only half literary—his real occupation being that of a teacher of English composition at the college—was named Samuel Pierce Babcock; but he always signed his name S. Pierce Babcock, and managed to have his friends call him Pierce. He disliked the name Samuel, which always seemed to him effeminate, and which in addition had been the name of his father’s brother, whom he had detested. Besides, if one had to have a trade name, for literary purposes (and he was perpetually sending out poems, articles, and stories to the magazines), he thought S. Pierce Babcock was much more distinguished than (say) Samuel Babcock. And he rather liked the “social” air of S. Pierce Babcock. He had even thought of dropping the Samuel altogether; but to tell the truth he was prevented by the thought of the formalities he might have to undergo in order to change his signature at the bank.

He lived in a boarding-house in the charming little country town, in Massachusetts, which contained the aforesaid college (the name of which we had better not mention); he had no living relatives; he was a bachelor, aged thirty-two; he knew himself to be rather charming—one of those fortunate young men who unite the virtues of athlete and philosopher; and he prided himself on his complete independence, both socially and intellectually. He picked his acquaintances carefully, kept them carefully at a distance, used them, pumped them, gave himself to them quite liberally up to a certain point, but when that point had been reached became as inscrutable as the Sphinx. He had never yet encountered a human being who was worthy of his ultimate confidence; to no one had he, as yet, ever made full confession, poured from the heart. He had, moreover, an idea that to confess oneself too readily, or too freely, was, ipso facto , to weaken oneself. Not only was it a shameful kind of self-indulgence, unworthy of a mature being; it was also a definite and horrible draining of one’s spiritual excellence, one’s virtue . And by virtue he meant a sort of magic.

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