Anne Tyler - The Tin Can Tree

'All right.'

'Least I can do.'

'All right.'

'What's the matter with you?' he asked, and reached finally for the sugar bowl. 'You mad I'm picking tobacco?'

'No. I think it's the best thing you could do. Don't forget to tell James he won't need to work today.'

'I thought you'd do that,' said Mr Pike.

'You can.'

'You're not working today; you can spare a minute.'

'No, I'd rather you do it.'

'Oh now,' Mr Pike said suddenly. 'You two have a fight?'

Joan took another sip of coffee. It still had no taste. A hummingbird swooped down to the window and just hung there, suspended like a child's bird-on-a-string, its small eyes staring curiously in and its little heart beating so close and fast they could see the pulsing underneath the feathers. Mr Pike gazed at it absently.

'I never did hold with long engagements,' he said.

'What?'

'Longer the engagement, the more time for fights. Shouldn't allow it, Joan.'

'I'm not engaged,' Joan said shortly. 'And anyway, it's none of my doing.' Her uncle looked away from the hummingbird and frowned at her.

'I don't know about that,' he said. 'And I'll tell you. Some men need a little shove.'

'I don't believe in shoving.'

'Only way, sometimes. I ever tell you how I came to marry your aunt?'

'I'm not in the mood for that,' said Joan.

'I was only going to mention.'

'No, I don't want to hear,' she said, and pictured suddenly her aunt, no longer young, lying so still upstairs. 'You go tell James,' she said.

'Aw, Joan.'

'Someone has to.'

'Aw, Joan, you know how it is. I'll go over and there will be Ansel, all talkative and cheerful. Cheerful in the morning – can you feature that?'

'Maybe he's still asleep,' Joan said.

'Ansel? No. I heard him come in long after midnight just singing away, and I reckon he sang all night and is singing still. Where's Simon?'

'In bed.'

'Been days since I seen that boy. Send him over.'

'He won't go either.'

'Look,' said Mr Pike. He stood up, jarring the table, and the hummingbird flew away without even preparing to go. 'I can't see Ansel today,' he said. 'I don't know why but he gets under my skin nowadays. Will you please go?'

'Oh, all right,' Joan said.

'All right, that's settled. Thank you very much.'

He sat down again, and Joan went back to looking at the patterns in the kitchen. Everything she saw made her homesick, but not for any home she'd ever had. The sunlight on the linoleum reminded her of something long ago and lost; yet she had never lived in a house with a linoleum kitchen, never in all her memory. She kept staring at the design of it, the speckled white floor with bars of red and blocks of blue splashed across it, and the sun lighting up the dents and scrapes made by kitchen chairs. Finally she looked away and into her uncle's frowning, leather-brown face, but her uncle only said, 'We need the money,' so she looked away again. Her coffee had cooled, and the surface of it was greasy-looking. She drank it anyway.

When her uncle was through with his coffee he pushed the cup toward the centre of the table and rose, clamping the mesh cap on the back of his head. 'You can take care of things here, I guess,' he said.

'Yes.'

'I'll be running along, then.'

He clomped off toward the front of the house, swinging his boots in that heavy way that Simon always tried to copy. His steps made the whole floor shake. She heard the screen door swing open with a twang of its spring and then slam shut again, rattling on its hinges. Then the clomping continued across the porch, and she waited for the extra-heavy sound of his boots descending the wooden steps to the yard but it didn't come. 'Joan?' he called.

'What.'

'Joan!'

She rose and went out front, wondering why men always had to shout from where they were instead of coming closer. Her uncle was standing on the edge of the porch with his back to the house and his cap off, scratching the back of his head. 'What is it?' she asked him, and he turned toward her.

'Well, I already informed your aunt,' he said, 'but I'm not certain she heard.'

'Informed her about what?'

'About my working. But I'm not certain she heard. Will you tell her again?'

'All right,' said Joan.

'Say we need the money, tell her. Say I'm sorry.'

'All right, Uncle Roy.'

'I can't sit looking at trees all my life.'

'No, I know,' said Joan, and reached out to give his shoulder one gentle push so that he would turn and leave. He did, still frowning. Then halfway across the yard he slapped his cap back on his head and thrust his hands in his pockets and began walking more briskly, getting ready to go out into the world again. Joan watched after him till he was out of the yard, and then she went down toward the Greens' end of the porch.

Ansel was in his window, chewing sunflower seeds. He looked very happy. He spit the hulls out on the porch floor and then leaned over, his hands on the windowsill and his elbows jutting behind him like bird wings, and tried to blow the hulls all the way across the porch and into the yard. Joan wished he would fall out. She stood over him with her hands on her hips and waited until he had straightened up again, and then she said, 'Ansel.'

'Morning, Joan.'

'Ansel, will you give James a message?'

'If I can remember it,' said Ansel. 'My health is poorly this morning. Seems to be growing worse and worse.'

'Doesn't look to me you could get much worse,' Joan said.

'At least you noticed. James just don't even care. He's in an ill mood today.'

Joan gave up on him and stepped over to the door and knocked. For a minute Ansel stared out his window at her, puzzling this over; then he shrugged and withdrew. He came to the door and opened it with a flourish.

'Morning, Joan,' he said.

'Where's James?'

'Ain't seen you in a long time. James? He's in the back yard, emptying out the garbage.'

'Will you tell him he doesn't have to work today? Make up your mind, now. If you're planning to forget I'll just do it myself.'

'Oh, I'll tell him,' Ansel said. 'Come in and set, why don't you. Old James'll be back any minute.'

'No, thank you,' said Joan.

'Well, suit yourself.' He yawned. 'Saw your uncle go off to work this morning,' he said. 'Seems kind of soon for him to be doing that, don't it?'

'No.'

'Well, I just thought I'd point it out.' He yawned again and fished another sunflower seed from the packet in his hand. The shirt he had on was James's, she saw. It was a dark red plaid and hung too loosely on him. She stared at it a minute and then, without a word, turned and went back up the porch. 'Hey!' Ansel called after her, but Joan was inside her own parlour by now, letting the door slam shut behind her.

Upstairs, Simon was sound asleep, with his pyjamaed legs sprawled and all his covers kicked loose from the foot of the bed. Joan went over and touched him gently, just on the outflung, curled-in palm of his hand. He stirred a little and then mumbled and turned away from her.

'Get up, Simon,' she said.

'I am up. I am.'

'Come on.'

‘I’m half dressed already. I got my -'

'Simon.'

He opened his eyes. 'Oh light,' he said, and Joan smiled and sat down on the bed beside him.

'I got something I want to talk over,' she told him.

'Okay.'

'You listening?'

'I just can't find any clean jeans,' he said, and closed his eyes and was asleep again. Joan picked up his hand and shook it, but it hung loose and limp.

'Simon, this is about your mother,' she said.

'I'm listening.'

'I think your mother should start working today.'

He turned over and squinted at her, through foggy brown eyes. 'What at?' he asked.