Louis Maistros - The Sound of Building Coffins

“Nope. Ain’t nobody’s mama, and that’s fer sure.”

The voice sounds kind, but Malvina learned long ago not to trust untested impressions. She’d been tricked many times by kind voices in her life, had even tricked a few people with similar deceits of her own.

“Kill me then. I know who you are, Coco Robicheaux. Know why ya come. Get it over with and be done with me.” She pushes herself up on trembling legs, her free hand covering her eyes, not wanting to see the demon’s eyeless face so close. Not wanting to see him at all.

Another gentle laugh. “Open your eyes, little mother. Probably not who you think, mayhap. I mean you no harm.”

“I ain’t afraid of you, trickster.” Defiance.

“Well, if yer so all-fired brave then look at me already. I ain’t as ugly as all that, now. Keep it up and you’ll wind up hurting a person’s feelings.”

Malvina takes one quick step back before removing her hand from her eyes. The man only smiles at her, hands in pockets. Not a bad looking man, this Coco Robicheaux demon. Her eyes widen with recognition.

“I know you,” she says.

“Mebbe so, mebbe so,” says the man who is not Coco Robicheaux. “Who might I be, then?”

Malvina crinkles her brow. “Can’t be who I think-bein’ that somebody’s long dead.”

“Talk sense, old woman,” the man says impatiently. “You are of the understanding that this is a dream, ain’t that right?”

“Well, yes. I mean it would have to be. We’re under water for Pete’s sake.”

“Well, then. Why would it trouble you to know I am dead? Why not talk to a dead man in a dream? Folks do it alla time-ain’t that right?”

Malvina takes a cautious step forward. “Well, of course they do. But it’s just that…”

“Yes?”

“Well, you look so…so… solid .”

“That be so, dear. In this place I’m plenty real. Realer than you, statement of fact. Looky here…” The man holds his hand out towards Malvina. The warmth of his voice tells her it’s all right, and she places her hand in his.

“See that?” says the man.

Malvina stares at their clasped hands. His hand is solid, firm and opaque-her own is…not quite there. Transparent by comparison. “Well, I’ll be…”

“Interesting, wouldn’t you say, dear?” There’s warmth in his touch, and he gives her hand a squeeze. “You see, things ain’t exactly how you might think ’round here.”

“How so?” Malvina is still eyeing the contrast of hands.

“Rationally, you’d think since I’m the one dead, that I’d be the ghost here. Well, that would be true in your waking world, but this ain’t no air-breathing, hard-living world we’re in at the moment. This is the Spiritworld. And in the Spiritworld, it’s the spirits who are solid and real. When living folks show up, it’s they who are ghosts. That’s because they’re not really here. They visit this place only when they dream.”

“I’m a ghost?” says Malvina, organizing her thoughts.

“Down here, yes.” The man’s answer is firm.

“So…you’re just a real live dead man talking to a living ghost?”

“Ha! Ain’t quite thought of it that way,” he laughs.

Malvina is smiling now. “I’m sorry I never got to know you better while we was both living, Noonday.”

“That’s all right, Malvina. We traveled in diffn’t circles, you and me. Me bein’ a Christian and you bein’ a hoodoo mambo and all. Wasn’t till I passed on that I realized it’s all part of one big circle after all.”

“Well, there are similarities,” Malvina doesn’t quite follow Noonday’s meaning.

“No, not similarities. It’s the same. ” He looks at her directly, but she is looking past him.

Her eyes have wandered about ten yards beyond the spot where he stands; there is a man and a boy there, they are playing. The boy is on his knees, stacking innumerable buttons into clever, intricate, and recognizable structures; a chapel, a plantation house, an automobile with wheels that turn-all made from various buttons of stone, metal, cloth, and wood. The man laughs and jumps, shadow-boxing near the perfectly balanced button-structures, pulling his punches just short of toppling them over. The boy looks mildly annoyed but grins as the man skillfully endangers but never destroys.

A beautiful young coffee-skinned woman watches the two play; her sweet smile dances below troubled eyes. The boxing man is her brother, the young boy her only child – both having been so devastatingly lost to her; and now: so wondrously found. Still, her eyes speak of a deep hole that remains unfilled. Someone important is missing – the love of her life. A vivid memory of her lover’s eyes – boring into her own in her moment of dying, angry and hurt – weighs heavy on her soul. She bears him no ill will for having removed her from the world of the living, for having murdered her – only wants for him to rejoin her and their child, to see that everything will be all right and always has been. It is not yet his time, she understands. He has a certain penance to pay above before he can be received below. Such effortless wisdom and spiritual clarity are newly acquired by Diphtheria in death – they do little to ease her longing – but she allows herself comfort in the knowing. In the Spiritworld there is a different kind of faith; and that is the blind, baseless belief that the living will somehow, and against all odds, find their way to redemption.

“I know these two,” Malvina says, pointing towards the man and boy. “These faces I know.” Malvina is trying to place them in her mind. “They’re beautiful.”

“Thank you, dear. They’re my kin. My youngest son and my only grandson. Dropsy and West. And the pretty young lady is my daughter, Diphtheria.”

“Of course they are,” she says with a smile. “But why here? They all so young-”

“Miss Malvina, I’d like you to meet my oldest son, Typhus,” he interrupts. “Today is his first day in this place. And I’ve got a special surprise waiting on him-just like the surprise I got for you a bit later on.”

“We’ve met,” Typhus says with a cautious smile. “In the shop. Miss Malvina comes in regular.”

“Hello, Typhus,” says Malvina, unable to pull her gaze from the amazing button structures of West Bolden. “Can this be?” Her eyes are full of wonder.

“Now comes the good part, and I’m glad you could be here to bear witness. It is a moment my family has long waited on.” Noonday has fixed his stare on a swirl of motion from a nearing river cloud, his eyes brightening steadily. “And there she is, the one and only love of my life.”

“Typhus,” a breathless female voice can be heard. “Typhus, come here to me.”

Typhus’ eyes go wide. His freshly unencumbered heart is melting fast.

A woman is walking towards them from the murk, her arms extended.

“Mama?” It’s the first time the word has ever passed his lips in the presence of the woman it was made for, but it won’t be the last, not by far.

The woman Typhus has only known as Lily for so many years is smiling at him, her deep brown eyes clouding the water about her drifting hair with trails of lilac tears.

“As beautiful a sight as I’ve ever seen,” says Malvina, enjoying the spectacle of mother and son united in death. Then, in a whisper; “Noonday, how did Typhus die? I didn’t even know he was sick.”

“Wasn’t sick a’tall. I killed him myself, just this morning.” Noonday says this with a tone of fatherly pride that Malvina finds both distasteful and inappropriate. He ignores her reprimanding stare and continues: “Now, just look at them. Both dead, both happy.” His voice takes on the rhythm of a sermon: “So long in pain before today. No more, no more; Praise Jesus, no more, and amen!”