This town was Satoru’s mother’s hometown, it seemed. His grandfather and grandmother, who were farmers, had passed away fairly young, and Satoru’s mother and his aunt hadn’t been able to keep up the farm, so they let it go. His mother had apparently regretted this for the rest of her life.
Especially after Satoru became part of their family.
A hometown where the only thing left is a grave has to be a bit sad for a child. But there were only a few relatives on Satoru’s mother’s side, and they had all moved away, so what could you do?
There are so many things in life that are beyond our control.
Satoru finally straightened his legs, enveloping me tightly in his arms.
‘We’ll be back tomorrow,’ he said, then turned to the van. We drove in silence through the now completely dark town towards our lodgings for the night.
We were staying in a cosy hotel that had a few rooms reserved for humans who had pets with them. It was a very sensible little place, I must say.
Satoru must have been exhausted from all the driving, because he went out once to get something to eat but came back within the hour and fell heavily on to the bed and into a deep sleep.
The next morning, though, he got up early.
He swiftly packed his bags, and when we emerged from the hotel the sun was still just coming up.
‘Darn, the florist’s isn’t open yet.’
Satoru made one circuit of the area in front of the station and seemed at a loss.
‘Maybe somewhere will be open on the way to the cemetery…’
He’d sort of jumped the gun starting off so early, with the flower shop still closed. On the way, he pulled up at the side of the road.
‘Guess we’ll have to make do with these.’
And the flowers he started picking were the purple and yellow flowers that had decorated the road we had been driving on the previous day.
I liked them! They were much more beautiful than any you’d buy in a shop, and Satoru’s father and mother would be thrilled to be given them.
I searched out some wild chrysanthemums with open blooms and showed him. ‘So you’re looking for flowers, too, eh?’ He laughed and plucked the very ones I’d been rustling around in for him.
He gathered an armful and we continued on to the cemetery.
It had been dark yesterday, so I hadn’t noticed, but from the top of the hill you could see the town in the distance. All the way to where the urban landscape became countryside.
The cemetery had a much more cheerful feeling in the early morning than it had the previous night, though, come to think of it, even when we’d visited in the dark yesterday, I hadn’t felt at all frightened. One associates graves and temples with ghost stories, but this place had none of that gloominess, or any sense that a resentful spirit might appear at any moment.
You ask if we cats can see ghosts. Don’t you know that there are things in this world that are better left a mystery?
Satoru, with flowers and garden tools (he must have bought these last night) in his arms, got out of the van.
After cleaning the gravestone, he took the wilting flowers from the vase, changed the water and replaced them with the new ones he’d just picked, their colours bright and festive.
The vase was overflowing now, and half the flowers were left over. ‘I’ll use these later,’ he said, and wrapped them in some damp newspaper and put them in the back of the van.
Satoru unwrapped the buns and cakes he’d bought and left these as offerings at the grave. Ants would no doubt soon swarm over them, and crows and weasels would come and whisk them away, but it was better than leaving them to rot.
Satoru then lit some incense at the grave. Apparently, in his family, it was the custom to light a whole bundle at once. I found it a bit too smoky, and slunk upwind to escape it.
Satoru sat down by the grave and gazed at it for a long time. Claws in and tucking my two front paws beneath my chest, I snuggled up on his knees, and he beamed at me and tickled under my chin with his fingertips.
‘I’m glad I could bring you, Nana,’ he whispered in a small voice that was barely audible.
He sounded really happy.
I stepped away from Satoru and took a stroll nearby, staying close so he could still see me. Below the low hedge that bordered the site, stringy butterburs grew.
And below those a cricket or something was leaping around. I sniffed around in them until Satoru came over.
‘What’s up, Nana? You’ve burrowed pretty deeply into those butterburs.’
Well, the thing is, underneath here is…
‘Something’s in there?’
Yeah, something very nimble indeed. It was just a quick glimpse, but I saw it jump. And it left behind a strange smell.
I kept sniffing below the butterbur leaves, and Satoru laughed.
‘It might be a Korobokkuru.’
Come again?
‘Tiny people that live under the butterbur leaves.’
What? That’s news to me. Are there really weird creatures like that in the world?
‘They were in a picture book I loved as a child.’
Ah – it’s just a story.
‘My parents loved that story, too. As I recall, they were both really excited when I was able to read that book by myself.’
Satoru told me all kinds of things about those tiny people, but since it was all, from a feline point of view, less than enthralling, I yawned deeply, showing my pointed teeth, and Satoru smiled.
‘I suppose you’re not very interested.’
What can I tell you? Cats are realists.
‘But if you do happen to see one, don’t catch it, okay?’
Okay, okay. Message received. If they really are there, I’d be itching to grab them, but out of deference to you, Satoru, I’ll hold back.
Satoru sat down in front of the grave one more time. Then at last he stood up, and said, ‘See you later.’ He looked calm and refreshed, as if he had done what he had come to do.
We drove off again and before long Satoru was pulling up at another grave.
‘My grandfather and grandmother.’
He placed all the leftover flowers at this grave and, as before, he unwrapped some buns and cakes and left them as offerings, then burned some incense.
‘All right. Let’s hit the road.’
The next destination was Sapporo, where his aunt lived.
The silver van was heading off on its final journey.
It happened as we were driving down a fairly nondescript stretch of road.
The road cut through a hill which sloped steeply on either side. Rows of white birches covered the embankments. From halfway down the trunks of the birches, the ground was covered with thick, striped bamboo.
In Hokkaido, this was entirely ordinary, nothing-special scenery.
We were driving along when suddenly Satoru gave a little yelp and braked to an abrupt stop. The sudden halt made me lurch forward and I pressed my claws into my cushion to steady myself.
Hey, what is going on?
‘Nana, look over there!’
I turned to look out of the window in the direction of his pointing finger. And whoa, talk about surprising!
Two large deer, and a smaller one, with spots on their backs. Probably parents and child. With the pattern on their backs, they blended in with the undergrowth. Pretty darn good camouflage.
‘I didn’t notice them at first, but then one of them moved.’
This particular deer had a puffy white heart-shaped bottom.
‘Shall I roll down the window?’
Satoru leaned over to the passenger side, pushed the button and the window began to open with a mechanical whir. And with that, the deer family turned in unison in our direction.
There was tension in the air.
Ah – I get it. These animals are similar to those horses. If you were to divide animals into those two categories, they’re the hunted.
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