His breath sputtered, but his eyes stayed closed. Neither of the Vogels would challenge Candy, that much I was sure about. They were old-school New Englanders, reticent and respectful of their neighbors’ privacy. Get Scooter, I thought, but I couldn’t be sure he would stand up to Candy; if she chased him off, I would just lose time. What I needed was someone strong enough both to defy Candy and help me get help for Eddy. I looked out the window toward the mountains. I could think of nothing to do but one thing.
* * *
Without a word to Candy, I lifted TJ from the high chair and slipped out of the house, pulling away quickly in Elias’s Jeep. Gravel crackled like popcorn beneath the tires, and I knew she would hear me, but at least I could keep her guessing about where I was going. It was a burst of luck that the Jeep was even there; Cade had been using it to commute to work ever since he wrecked the Saturn, leaving me carless, but he had taken Leela down to Concord in his father’s truck because there were so many crafts to carry. From the backseat came the gentle sounds of TJ playing with the rattles that hung from the bar of his infant car seat. Knowing he was safe with me calmed my nerves, but only very slightly.
The road wound east through the dark summer woods. The farther I drove, the narrower it grew, until my tires seemed barely to straddle the asphalt while skimming the dust on either side. At long last Randy’s house came into view along the side of the road, the stacked stone rising like a fortress above the green hill of the lawn.
Lucia answered the door, flanked by a pair of her younger children. When I explained to her that Eddy was ill, she simply nodded, instructed her nearest teenage daughter to watch the little ones and hitched her purse to her shoulder. I recognized her truck, the green pickup with mud above its tire wells, from when she had dropped off the plate of cookies months before. She stayed close in my rearview mirror the whole way back to Frasier.
Candy stood at the storm door, defiant. Her long, wavy hair expanded across the breadth of her shoulders, thick as a plank. Before Lucia was five steps from her car, Candy shouted across the yard, “You’re not coming in here.”
Lucia said nothing. Over her shoulder was the strap of a blue duffel bag she had retrieved from the backseat of her truck. She trekked steadily across the soft yard to the porch and climbed its four stairs. Then she stopped and looked at Candy.
“Not in here,” Candy repeated. “Turn right around and go back where you came from.”
“One Christian woman to another,” said Lucia, “if you’ll please let me in, Candy.”
“No chance of that.”
The boys had gathered behind her. Matthew craned his neck to peer over the arm she used to block the doorway, while John came closer, nestling his head against the bulk of her hip. Mark watched from the other side of the doorway, wearing his green army helmet with the crack in it. I could hear the faint clatter of the objects on his belt hitting one another.
“I never did you a wrong,” said Lucia.
“Randy did.”
“Well, I’m not Randy. Come on, now. This isn’t about him. This is about your father.”
Candy’s gaze drifted over Lucia’s shoulder. She was watching, I knew, for Dodge. Then she closed the door in Lucia’s face.
Lucia and I looked at each other. “I live here, too,” I said.
“So let me in.”
Almost fearfully, I jammed my key in the door and pushed it open. My gaze darted around—I was half expecting to see Candy standing there with a shotgun. Instead I heard the water running in the kitchen, and the normal sounds of the boys horsing around near their mother. Candy was pretending she had nothing to do with Lucia and her intrusion. Willfully oblivious.
I set TJ against my shoulder, and Lucia followed me up the stairs. A line formed between her eyebrows as soon as she saw Eddy. She set her bag at the end of the bed, like a country doctor, and gave him a quick examination with her eyes and hands. “How long has he been asleep?”
“Since around seven last night.”
She pulled back the covers and felt around on the mattress. “Dry.”
“That’s good, right? That he still has control of his bladder and all.”
Her head gave a slight shake. “No. It’s kidney failure.” She braced her hands beneath his arms and looked to me to grab his ankles. As I did, I saw the fabric of her skirt pull tight across her belly and realized she was pregnant.
“No,” I said. “You can’t carry him.”
“I carry wood every day. Don’t concern yourself about it.”
I hesitated, then looked toward the steep and narrow stairs. For one long, uneasy moment I tried to accept her reassurance, but all I could think about was the moment I’d come across the plastic hospital-issue bag with my clothes in it from the night TJ was born, the fabric dark and stiffened with blood. One slip of Lucia’s foot could end in a calamity I couldn’t bear. “No way,” I repeated. “If you have a phone, we should call an ambulance.”
“No time for that. Go get Scooter.” I raised an eyebrow, and she said, “Well, he lives right over there. He’ll help, Jill. This isn’t the time for petty loyalties. He’ll know that.”
“All right. Can you handle Candy if she comes in?”
“Of course I can handle Candy. Candy isn’t anything.”
I passed TJ over to her. As she shifted him to her hip with her capable hands, I ran down the stairs and out the door toward the Vogels’ farm. Scooter lived in the walk-out basement, one with a door that was never locked because this was Frasier. My pulse pounded in my ears as I raced across the gray asphalt road and through the overgrown grass, past Sara Vogel’s neat vegetable patch with its pie tins rattling on stakes and strings, to Scooter’s rain-beaten basement door.
Without a knock, I pushed it open and shouted his name. He looked up from where he lay on a battered sofa, playing Atari games on a television three times his age. A few words about Eddy’s state were all I said, and in an instant he had shoved his feet into his boots and was rushing past me out the door, flying across the lawn in his untied boots and unbelted jeans. By the time I arrived back on our property I could hear Candy shouting from inside, and Scooter was shuffling out the front door with Dad over his shoulder in a fireman’s lift. Lucia followed close behind, TJ on her hip.
“Sorry,” said Scooter, edging toward the porch stairs. “Tried to wait for you, but Candy was making a scene. Which car?”
Lucia opened the rear door of her truck, and I helped ease Eddy onto the seat. “I hope he’s all right,” said Scooter. “Poor old dude.”
“Say a prayer,” said Lucia. She passed me TJ and climbed into the cab of her truck, gunning the engine.
“Wait,” I said. “I need the diaper bag. It’s just inside the front door.”
Scooter shook his head. “Stay here and I’ll go with her. I know all his information. You call Cade, get him to come to the hospital.”
His idea made more sense than mine. I couldn’t give proper attention to Eddy’s needs with a baby in my arms, and there was no chance I would leave TJ with an unstable Candy. I stepped back and Scooter climbed into the passenger seat, barely pulling the door closed before Lucia backed out of the driveway.
From inside I heard Candy yelling at one of her boys. I took a deep, shaky breath, then loaded my son back into the Jeep. I could call Cade from the U-Store-It office and give him the news about his dad, then stay there for a while until Candy had a chance to calm down. No way was I about to go back inside. She frightened me now.
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