Sol Stein - Other people

At that moment I heard the key in the lock. Immediately my thoughts were of housekeepers we had had in the past who might have copied the front door key for a friend or someone who paid a commission on his thefts.

Naturally I was stunned when the knob turned and the door swung open.

"Francine!"

"Father. What are you doing with that rifle?"

"Oh Francine," said Priscilla, coming around me and rushing down to her daughter.

It was then we all heard the sound of more than one car, a screech of brakes, raised voices, and in a moment a patrolman was leading young Bill Acton up to the house.

"He was backing his car down to Elm Road," said the officer. "Do you know him?"

I had them both come in and shut the door behind them to cut off the night air.

"I'm sorry," I said. It was at Francine I was directing my words. "We heard a car come part way up the drive and stop. The Watsons were burglarized just last week and I thought — why didn't you phone?"

"It was late," said Francine.

"You always phone," said Priscilla.

"Well never mind," I said. "Officer, we know this young man. He's brought our daughter here. I'm sorry to have called you out."

"It's okay, Mr. Widmer. Better safe than sorry. Good night."

"I'd better go," said Bill. "My car's blocking the end of the driveway."

"We're not expecting any more visitors tonight," I said, trying to lighten the awkward tension we were all aware of.

"I've got to talk to you," said Francine.

"I'm going," said Bill.

I saw Francine whisper thanks to him, and kiss him on the cheek, which seemed unnecessary to me at the time.

As soon as Bill was gone, Francine and Priscilla and I went into the living room, and I turned on the lights. Francine noted our garb and said she was sorry to have gotten us out of bed.

"I'm planning to stay the night," she said. "But I may want to stay a few days, would that be all right?"

"Of course," I said.

"It's just until, well, something is resolved."

"You wanted to talk to us," Priscilla said.

"Yes."

I experienced the kind of preparatory silence during which, out of courtesy, one should not speak. Of course I knew Francine was distraught. She was breathing deeply in what I thought was a conscious effort to control her nerves.

"I've been to Dr. Koch, the police, and the hospital this evening."

"Are you sick?" asked Priscilla.

"No. Yes. Not really. It's very hard to talk about."

"Would you rather I left you with your mother?" I asked, thinking it might be some female trouble she wanted to discuss.

"No. In fact the main reason I came was to get your advice, Dad. It was suggested I see a lawyer. You're the only lawyer I know."

I didn't know quite how to interpret that.

"I've been raped," she said.

Priscilla's face went white. She stood up, her fingertips at her lips.

"By whom?" I asked, standing. "By Bill?"

"No, no, no, no, Dad, please sit down."

I must admit that at that moment I was not thinking clearly at all. I felt anger to the point of outrage as if something of mine had been violated. That was so wrong. I should have felt instant sympathy for her. If she had been hit by a car or fallen from a kitchen chair while reaching for something, I would have thought only of her. Why did I feel as if something had been done to me?

I found myself picking up the poker and stoking the embers in the fireplace.

"Dad?"

I looked directly at Francine, avoiding her breasts. It was as if I was steeling myself from looking further down, as if some great wound might show where her legs met. How absurd our thoughts are!

"Please sit."

I sat back down.

"It was a man who lives in the apartment above me. A married man with kids. He came, pretending to want to borrow a cup of something."

"You fought him?"

"I tried to outsmart him. Then he tied my arms behind my back. There was nothing I could do."

"Are you hurt?" Priscilla asked. "Anywhere."

"My face smarted a lot for a while from a hard slap. My wrists hurt. Nothing serious."

"Thank heaven," I said.

She told us about the hospital, what happened at the police station, and then the strange experience with Dr. Koch. I couldn't believe a psychoanalyst could be so insensitive.

"I'm going to fix up your bedroom," said Priscilla. "Won't be a minute."

"Oh I'll do that, Mother."

"We don't use the linen closet any more. We had a bad roof leak that kept getting everything damp in there. I'll be right back."

When we were alone, Francine said, "Could I have a drink?"

"Of course. What would you like?"

I prepared a scotch and water.

"Thank you. I'm afraid to go back to the apartment. He might try again. There must be some legal way of protecting me."

I was thinking of ways that weren't legal. The poker that I still held in my hands. The rifle leaning against the stairs. I am not a violent man, yet I felt rage.

Though drink late at night doesn't agree with me, I poured myself a stronger scotch than I had poured for her. I wanted to go over to Francine, take her hands, raise her to her feet, enfold her, restore her. Yet the truth is I was thinking she was soiled.

When Priscilla came back down, I thought there might be something the women would want to talk about alone, so I excused myself and went upstairs to put the rifle away, hoping I could put my anger away with it. When I did, I knew I had come upstairs for another reason. It was a vicious thing to do. I felt governed by necessity when I reached among the few books I keep in the bedroom to the volume of outdated procedures that I knew Priscilla would never pick up, and from its pages I took the small envelope that was sealed and marked "private" in my own hand. I put it in the pocket of my dressing gown and returned downstairs.

Francine seemed to have calmed somewhat, whether from the drink or the conversation with her mother I did not know.

"Thomassy," I said. "That's the name of the lawyer who might be able to help you. I don't know how these things work, whose arm has to be twisted, but he'll know. I'll speak to him. I hope he can see you. Meanwhile, you must stay here."

It'd been many years since I'd seen Priscilla kiss Francine good night.

"I'll be right up," I said to Priscilla, but I knew I could never resume what the sound of the car had interrupted. Francine was about to follow her mother up when I said, "Could I have a word with you?"

I sat two or three feet away from her so that I would not have to raise my voice.

"Thomassy is a very busy man, mainly because he's the best we have in this county at his kind of work. I mean criminal law. You'll have to be very candid with him. Are you prepared for that?"

"I was candid with the hospital and the police and it got me nowhere."

"That's not what I mean. Francine, the man who — that man, is it possible you did something to entice him?"

"Of course not!" Her face flowered in a blush.

"Are you sure?"

"Oh, Dad, what do you think I am?"

"I once thought I knew."

I took the envelope out of my pocket, opened it where it'd been Scotch-taped down, and took the photograph out. It was a Polaroid picture of Francine completely nude, stretched out like an odalisque, posing.

"Who took this?" I asked, handing it to her, remembering both the anger and excitement I had felt when I first came upon it.

"Where did you find this?"

"Thank God I found it and not your mother. Who took it?"

"It's really not your business."

"You are free to do whatever you like, Francine, but anyone who will pose for a lascivious photograph like that could have a very difficult time persuading the authorities or a jury that she was innocent of enticement. It wasn't taken by a woman, was it?"