David Peace - Tokyo Year Zero

‘The body was identified as that of Abe Yoshiko who was fifteen years old and attended Dai-san Kokumin Gakkō in Hirai. However, investigations revealed she was actually in a fūten group with three other girls who were doing business with American soldiers. The autopsy also revealed that her last meal had consisted of macaroni and sausage, suggesting that she was being given food by American soldiers. There was also a persistent rumour that Abe had been sleeping with a uniformed officer from the Mita police station. As you may know, this officer was identified, questioned and then dismissed because of improper conduct…’

Dismissed and disgraced …

‘However, because of the connection with the Shinchū Gun, because of the possible involvement of American soldiers, former Chief Inspector Mori felt unable to pursue the case and so it was recorded as unsolved and the banner rolled back up –

‘The investigation officially closed.

‘However, on reading through Kodaira’s statements and cross-referencing them with unsolved crimes of a similar nature to the murder of Midorikawa and by further cross-referencing these unsolved crimes with the dates and places Kodaira is known to have lived and worked, Chief Inspector Kanehara now believes the suspect should be questioned about the murder of Abe Yoshiko in June.’

Inspector Kanehara thanks the chief. Then Kanehara says, ‘Kodaira has already denied any knowledge of the murder of Abe Yoshiko. However, earlier this morning, Kodaira’s wife inadvertently told us that Kodaira had mentioned the groups of young women who hang around the barracks and the laundry where he works. It is my hope that we will be able to find a witness who can place Kodaira in the company of Abe on or around the ninth of June this year and then Kodaira will have little choice but to confess again –

‘So our first step will be to trace the other remaining members of Abe’s fūten group. Fortunately, former Chief Inspector Mori interviewed them during the course of the initial investigation and their names and addresses were verified and recorded in the case files. If Abe was familiar with Kodaira then it is also likely one or more of these girls will also have been familiar…’

‘And also,’ adds the chief, ‘there is a slight chance that one of these girls might be able to assist in the identification of the second body we found at Shiba…’

‘Or even be that body,’ laughs Chief Inspector Adachi –

His eyes on me, all their eyes on me now …

I clear my throat. I bow. I say, ‘As you are all aware, as yet we have been unable to identify the body and so I very much appreciate and am very grateful for any assistance…’

The chief nods. The chief says, ‘You will then personally go to the most likely addresses we have on file for these girls…’

They are punishing me, but punishing me for what?

‘You will personally go to these addresses,’ repeats the chief. ‘It is important that you do not delegate this responsibility —’

Have there been complaints about me …?

‘If any of the girls are found at any of these addresses, then I want you to accompany them to Shibuya police station —’

Why not Atago? Why not my room?

‘There you will hand over any girls you find to Chief Inspector Kanehara. After Chief Inspector Kanehara has questioned these girls about Abe Yoshiko and the suspect Kodaira Yoshio, then you and the other men from Room #2 will be able to interview them about the second body found at Shiba Park —’

They are punishing me …

The chief stops talking. The chief looks up. The chief says, ‘We appreciate your hard work in this, detective inspector —’

But for what?

The chief now turns to Inspector Kai. The chief says, ‘Inspector Kai and the First Room will take a description of the victim Abe Yoshiko to the suspect Kodaira Yoshio’s family, to his friends, to his neighbours and to his workmates —’

Questions. Questions. Questions …

Finally, the chief says, ‘Chief Inspector Adachi and his team will continue to work on the case of the journalist Hayashi –

Answers. Answers and …

‘Dismissed!’

Warnings!

*

I take a different route back to Atago. They are punishing me . The restaurant is a shack slapped together from pieces of corrugated metal. They are warning me . They have no white rice, but they have white bread. They are punishing me . They have custard cakes, but they have no white rice. They are warning me . I order a cup of coffee from the woman behind the counter and I squeeze onto an improvised stool. They are punishing me . The young man beside me is still wearing his uniform, his kitbag propped beneath the counter. They are warning me . He has short-cropped hair and smells of DDT. They are punishing me . There are no badges on his uniform and there is no light in his eyes. They are warning me . The woman behind the counter places a doughnut in front of him. ‘You just got back, dear?’

The young man stares at the doughnut and nods his head.

‘Got a wife waiting for you?’ she asks. ‘Your mother?’

The young man looks up from the plate now and says, ‘They think I died honourably in battle three years ago. They received a citation from the Mayor of Tokyo which said Private Noma would forever be remembered and may his soul rest in peace. They were given a small white casket in which the ashes of my body had been brought back to Japan. They deposited the casket in our local temple. They placed a framed picture of me in my uniform on the family butsudan . They lit incense for me, offered white rice and sake…’

I don’t want to remember. I don’t want to remember …

‘They wouldn’t look at my face. They said Noma is dead…’

But here in the half-light, I can’t forget …

‘They wouldn’t look at my feet…’

They are punishing us all …

‘They said I’m a ghost…’

Warning us all …

No one is who they seem.

*

I stand over the sink again. Black bile again . I spit again. Brown bile again . I wipe my mouth again. Yellow bile again . I turn on the tap again. Grey bile again . I wash my face again. Black bile, brown bile, yellow bile and grey . I do not look into the mirror –

Cover the mirrors! Cover the mirrors!

I go upstairs into the borrowed office. Detectives Takeda and Ishida are still out looking for Ishihara Michiko and Ōzeki Hiromi. Detectives Hattori and Shimoda are still out looking for Konuma Yasuyo and Sugai Seiko. Detectives Sanada and Kimura still out looking for Tanabe Shimeko and Honma Fumiko. But Detective Nishi is sat at his borrowed desk in our borrowed office where I left him, where I left him to sit and wait for me. They are keeping me close. Tight . But I am keeping him closer –

‘Wake up,’ I say. ‘Time to go…’

Down the Shibuya backstreets and down the Shibuya alleyways, to knock on the doors of the addresses we have taken from the Abe file, to be given another address and then another because this city is one huge sea of displaced persons, moving from here to there and back again to here, looking for a relative, looking for a home, looking for a job, looking for a meal, a familiar face on an un-bombed street in an un-burnt neighbourhood, selling this and selling that to buy a little of this and a little of that, from room to room, house to house, neighbourhood to neighbourhood, place to place, one minute here and one minute gone, gone and then back again, back and then gone again, tiny, tiny fish in a rough, rough sea –