Naguib Mahfouz - The Seventh Heaven

“But …,” I tried to interject.

“It was a mistake to focus suspicion on me,” he interrupted swiftly, “because of an absurd letter lacking even a signature.”

“It wasn’t because of the letter, but came out of a most unusual investigation!”

“By concentrating on me, you let the real criminal slip out of your hands!”

“Was it unreasonable to connect the testimony of the eyewitnesses to the exotic nature of these acts?”

“My dear professor! Is there a human being devoid of contradictions? What’s so strange if I feed cats while kicking a sick one that attacked me? What’s so peculiar if I grow friendly with one man, while shunning another due to his nasty character? And what’s new when one is sober at a certain moment and then relaxes by drinking to excess the next? Does this mean that I would poison children and go around setting murderous fires?”

I kept silent, both wary and reflective at the same time. Then he continued, “By the same logic, my dear friend, the identical accusation could be directed at you.”

“Me?” I chuckled.

“Why not?” he retorted. “The crimes continued despite the increased guard and heightened vigilance of the informers. How did the culprit penetrate the well-mined district? He must have been confident that no one from the security forces would have suspected him. Terrific…. Who could this be if not the man in charge of surveillance? In other words, you.”

I laughed harder and taunted, “And the incidents in Tanta?”

“The incidents in Tanta definitely happened, and so did your trip to that city. Whether your travel there came before or after these phenomena, I have no idea!”

“Great,” I said, still laughing. “But what was the motive for all this mayhem?”

“The same one that, buried deep within the criminal, you wore yourself out completely trying to uncover.”

“To my mind, he’s insane.”

“And is it impossible that you’re insane?”

“Have you found anything in my work to make you doubt my sanity?”

“There are different kinds of insanity,” he said. “The crazy person is the last one to know.”

I guffawed to prove my contempt, but his speech had hurt me. What hurt most was that he was serious, so much so that I imagined for a moment he was making an actual accusation not only against me, but against all humanity. Then he smiled, and the gleam returned to his broad countenance.

“We’ve settled that now,” he said, adopting a new tone. “Let’s get back to work.”

What a perplexing person he is! Without any doubt, it’s a remarkable coup to be managing his affairs — while his personality is far too sublime for any possible involvement in such monstrous crime.

Why, then, does the inner certainty that he is guilty never leave me?

The hotel manager recalls, like a photo he can never forget, how one day a woman came to take a room for just twenty-four hours. The time was exactly 10:00 a.m. The sight of such a stunning member of the opposite sex approaching him, utterly unaccompanied, made him stare at her, intrigued. Equally unforgettable: she seemed a lady of formidable influence — obvious in the firmness of her build, the fineness of her features, and the sharpness of her gaze. She stopped at the front desk, standing bolt upright in her red gown and white hat. She had no personal identity card, and was neither employed nor married. Most likely she was divorced or a widow. Her name was Bahiga al-Dahabi, coming from Mansura in the Delta. The man recorded all the necessary information, before pointing her toward a bellhop. The bellhop walked ahead of her, carrying her bag — one heavier than he was used to, leading her to room number twelve in the little hotel.

The bellhop returned after a half an hour, an amazed look on his face. When the manager asked him what had happened, he replied, “She’s a very eccentric woman.”

“What do you mean?” the manager wondered.

The bellhop said that she’d asked him to strip the coverlet, blanket, and sheets from the bed and to put them in the corner of the room until nightfall. As for the bed itself, she requested that he move it outside the room altogether, with the excuse that she could not sleep so long as there was a space beneath her large enough to conceal a man. He told her that her fear was groundless, that there had never been any kind of incident in the hotel since its founding. But she insisted, so he bowed to her will.

“You should have come back to me immediately,” said the manager.

The bellhop apologized, saying that while her request was peculiar, it did not exceed any of the duties the hotel was bound to fulfill. Then he resumed his story, that she had ordered him to open wide the doors of her wardrobe— and to keep them open. The bellhop could tell from her voice that she was afraid a stranger could hide within it if the wardrobe were closed. So he carried out her command, he said, smiling as he did so.

“The amazing part is that she seemed so strong and brave,” remarked the manager.

He thought for a bit longer, then asked, “Did she cough up a tip?”

“A whole half-pound,” bragged the bellhop.

“She’s certainly not typical, but there’s no harm in that,” the manager replied.

“I was passing by her locked-up room on my way to the laundry, when I heard a voice speaking very excitedly inside,” said the bellhop.

“But isn’t she by herself?”

“Still, she was talking angrily and her voice kept getting louder, too.”

“A lot of people do that,” the manager said. “Just because you talk to yourself doesn’t mean that you’re crazy.”

The bellhop shook his head without saying anything, so the manager asked him, “Were you able to make out anything she was saying?”

“No, except one expression: ‘It’s not important.’”

The manager signaled firmly that he wanted to end their discussion. Then, as he was writing in the register, he added to the bellhop, “Be ever more vigilant — that’s our obligation, in any case.”

Thunder sounded, and the manager looked at the sky through the window and found it thickly overcast with clouds. The weather was very cold, with occasional showers of rain. At exactly 1:00 p.m., the woman telephoned from room number twelve.

“May I order lunch?” she inquired.

“We have no food in the hotel, but there’s a restaurant close by,” the manager told her. “What would you like, ma’am?”

“Mixed vegetables with chicken,” she answered, “plus rice with minced meat and onions, a kilogram of assorted kabab, a set of oriental salads, a loaf of bread grilled with lamb, soft pastries, and two oranges.”

The manager ordered all that she requested. Yet he was astounded by how much food she’d wanted — especially the meat. That alone would have been enough for six persons!

“She’s crazed not just with fear — but with gluttony, too,” he said to himself. “Most likely she’ll leave the hotel during the afternoon, and I’ll be able to get a look inside her room.”

The food arrived, and an hour later the man from the restaurant returned to collect the tray and china. The manager couldn’t resist looking at the plates — and found them all licked clean, except for the remains of some bones and congealed sauce. He decided to put the whole business out of his mind, but nonetheless found that the woman — the strange way she looked and acted — kept pursuing him, pressing in upon his thoughts. He couldn’t say that she was beautiful, yet she had a kind of force and attraction. There was something frightening about her, along with things that aroused curiosity and even submission. And though he’d seen her for the very first time that day, she’d left an impression of familiarity that comes only with faces that have embedded themselves in one’s memory from days of old.