North River
by
Pete Hamill
In memory of
My brother Joe
who tried so hard
to make the world a better place
Love in full life and length, not love ideal,
No, nor ideal beauty, that fine name,
But something better still, so very real…
— GEORGE GORDON, LORD BYRON, 1818
NOVELS
A Killing for Christ
The Gift
Dirty Laundry
Flesh and Blood
The Deadly Piece
The Guns of Heaven
Loving Women
Snow in August
Forever
SHORT STORY COLLECTIONS
The Invisible City
Tokyo Sketches
JOURNALISM
Irrational Ravings
Tools as Art
Piecework
News Is a Verb
MEMOIR
A Drinking Life
Downtown: My Manhattan
BIOGRAPHY
Diego Rivera
Why Sinatra Matters
DELANEY KNEW HE’D BEEN IN THE DREAM BEFORE, KNEW FROM the hurting whiteness, the icy needles that closed his eyes, the silence, the force of the river wind. But knowing it was a dream did not ease his fear. As before, he waved his bare hands to push through the whiteness, but as before the whiteness was porous and he knew it was snow. As before, there was no horizon. As before, his feet floated through frozen powder. There was no ground beneath him. There was nothing to grip. No picket fence. No lamppost. And no people.
No friend.
No woman.
As before: just the driving force of the snow…
Then he was awake in the blue darkness. A sound. A bell. His hand clumsy with sleep, he lifted the black telephone on the night table. Still dead. Someone at the wrought iron gate below the stoop was jerking the old bell rope, making an urgent ding-dinging sound. A sound he had heard too many times. Shivering in cotton summertime pajamas, he threw off the covers. Ding-ding-DING. The window shade was raised a foot, the window two inches, part of Delaney’s desire for fresh air on the coldest winter nights. Drifted snow covered the oaken sill. He raised the shade and could see the snow moving horizontally from the North River. The wind whined. A midnight snowfall was now a dawn blizzard. Ripping in from the west along Horatio Street. Goddamn you, Monique! Answer the goddamned bell! And remembered that his nurse was gone for the long New Year’s holiday, off somewhere with her boyfriend. Delaney pulled a flannel robe over his shoulders and parted the dark blue drapes, as if obeying the orders of the downstairs bell. Ding-ding. Ding-ding-DING. He glanced at the clock. Six-seventeen. The bell demanding attention. On a day of morning sleep all over New York. He raised the window, its glass rimed with the cold. Snow blew harder across the sill. He poked his head into the driving snow and looked down. At the gate under the stoop, a man was pulling the rope attached to the bell. Delaney knew him. A man who looked like an icebox in an overcoat. Bootsie, they called him. Bootsie Cirillo. Snow was piled on his pearl-gray fedora and the shoulders of his dark blue overcoat. At the sound of the window rising, he had stepped back and was now looking up.
“Doc? Eddie Corso sent me, Doc.” His voice was raspy. “He needs you. Right now.”
“Give me five minutes,” Delaney said.
“Make it t’ree.”
Delaney sighed, closed the window, and dressed quickly in rough clothes. Thinking: These goddamned hoods are worse since the movies got sound. Make it t’ree. Christ, I’m too old for these guys. He pulled a sweater over his denim shirt, added a scarf and a cloth cap with a longshoreman’s pin. A gift from Knocko Carmody of the dock wallopers’ union. Delaney pulled on bridgemen’s shoes and took his time lacing them. Then he pocketed keys, some dollar bills, picked up his worn black leather bag, and went down the hall stairs to go out through the gate under the stoop. The snow hit his face, again like needles. Again he closed his eyes. The dream, the goddamned dream… all the way from the last years of the nineteenth century.
“You took too much time, Doc,” Bootsie said. “This is fucking bad. ” He turned and shook the snow off his fedora and used it to brush powder off his shoulders. Snow was gathering on the roof and hood of the black Packard that was two feet from the curb. Bootsie jerked open the door on the passenger side, gesturing with his head for Delaney to get in, then moved around to take the wheel.
“We’re late,” he said.
“I did my best, Bootsie,” Delaney said, sliding into the front seat and closing the door. The fat man started the car and pulled out, the snow rising loosely from the hood. Bootsie drove east on Horatio Street, the wind whipping hard behind them. There was no traffic. The car skidded on the turn at Hudson Street.
“Maybe I should walk,” Delaney said.
“Eddie’s maybe nine blocks from here.”
“He’s a thousand miles from here if you get us killed, Bootsie.”
The fat man grunted, slowed down. The window was foggy from their breathing, and Bootsie took out a white silk handkerchief and wiped at it. Then handed the handkerchief to Delaney. The doctor wiped at the steamy front window on his side, then rolled the side window down an inch. Bootsie grunted.
“How come you don’t got a car?” Bootsie said. “You could follow me.”
“Can’t afford it.”
“Come on. You’re a doctor. ”
“That’s why I can’t afford it.”
“These bust-outs around here, they don’t pay?”
“They’re poor, Bootsie. They still get sick.”
The fat man turned, made a right and another right, heading toward Little Italy. A few kids were coming down from the tenements. One of them was carrying a surplice, its hem emerging below a wrapping of Christmas paper, the boy off to serve the seven o’clock mass at Sacred Heart. As Delaney so often did, long ago. He noticed that up here the streetlights were still working. Another zone in the city grid. Another world.
“What happened to Eddie?”
“You’ll find out.”
“Maybe I could get ready if you told me what happened.”
Bootsie sighed, pondered this, made another turn through the snow-packed streets. Parked cars were turning into immense white sculptures in the wind-driven snow.
“Mr. Corso got shot, maybe an hour ago.”
“Where?”
“The stomach. Maybe the arm too. And maybe the hand. There’s blood all over his fingers…”
“I mean, where’d it happen?”
“The club. We had a New Year’s party, all the guys, the wives. A band too, and all the usual shit, noisemakers, funny hats. Most people go home, maybe t’ree in the morning. Some of the guys go over Chinatown to get laid. Then there’s a card game, whiskey, a big pot. I cook up some breakfast, scramble eggs, sausage, the usual. Then in the door comes t’ree jaboneys, guns out. They don’t say a word. They just start shooting. Then everybody’s shooting. The t’ree shooters go down, but so does Mr. Corso. He’s hurt real bad, but he says, ‘Go throw these cocksuckers in the river.’ I stay with him while the other guys haul the dead guys away. It’s still dark, see? Nobody on the street. All the lights out. No cops. Nothing. Just the fucking snow.”
He pulled up a few doors from the storefront housing the Good Men Social and Athletic Club. The street was empty. He and Delaney got out. Bootsie knocked on the door. Three fast raps, then two. A sallow man with dead eyes peered out, opened the door wider. Most of the lights were out.
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