Ann-Marie MacDonald - Way the Crow Flies

“Did this man you saw in the market, the engineer — did he beat prisoners? Did he personally order any hangings?”

“I know this Kapo would have killed me if it had not been for him.”

“He saved your life? How?”

“The engineer points at the Kapo . The guards take him and hang him over his machine.” Jack waits.

“You see, the engineer knew I am skilled. The Kapo was sabotaging a valuable worker, so the engineer points at him. Whenever the engineer points, the guard takes the prisoner away, and one morning soon you will meet that prisoner again, at the mouth of the tunnel, when you walk beneath his feet. I saw him point many times. Once when a prisoner offered him a cigarette. Once when one said, ‘Good morning.’ So when he hangs the Kapo , I do not say thank you.”

“… Henry? Are the police still looking for this man?”

“No. I told you, they don’t believe me.” Froelich’s eyelids are heavy, his mouth stained purple.

Jack stands, reaches for his hat. “I believe you.”

Froelich gets up and takes his hand. “Thank you, Jack. For everything. This is my country now. I will call up the newspaper, I will tell them what I have seen and who is living in this free country with us. I will tell how the police persecute my son, and I will have this man to prison.”

“What does your lawyer say about all this?”

“My lawyer?” Froelich rolls his eyes. “He says, ‘Keep quiet. You prejudice the case.’ I don’t think he believes me either.”

Jack pauses halfway to the door, remembering the money, changed to large bills and weightless in his pocket. He puts his hand inside his jacket and removes a small brown pay envelope.

“What is this?” asks Henry.

“Please accept this—”

“No, no I can’t.”

“A lot of good men have contributed. I can’t go giving it back to them.” He places the envelope on the table, among the bills.

Henry stares at it. “My lawyer says, even if it is true, my son appears more guilty with this alibi since I have claimed to see the same car.” He takes a big breath. “When I think through the eyes of strangers…. They do not know my son. They don’t know me. We are from … elsewhere. His alibi, I think … it sounds like a Märchen —a fairy tale.”

Jack clicks his tongue. “You’re probably right, Henry.” He sticks his hands in his pockets and with a shock he feels the lone car key.

“I think I take my lawyer’s advice,” says Henry.

“He’s the expert.”

“Then afterwards, I tell the newspapers what I have seen. And this air force man, whoever he is, I make him to feel it.”

Henry walks Jack to the door. “I never forget a face, Jack. In April the Americans came. I remember a soldier who reached down his hand and I think every day, I hope this boy has a good life. I hope he has children .”

“Henry, I’m sorry.”

“For what?”

“Making you — stirring up all these memories.”

“Ibergekumene tsores iz gut tsu dertseylin . Troubles overcome are good to tell.” Froelich smiles and the twinkle returns to his eye. “My grandmother used to say this. She was ‘typical’ Yiddish.”

Jack steps out into the night, the key closed in his hand, digging into his palm. Across the street, he sees the light in his kitchen window. He feels suddenly sorry for his wife — pictures her at the table with a cup of tea, poised to turn the page of a magazine, waiting for him. As though he were away at war — although, if he were, the picture would not seem so sad. Add a child drinking cocoa at her side, and the caption, “What did you do in the war, Daddy?”

The lights of a car catch his eye as it turns onto St. Lawrence. Karen Froelich is coming home, alone. He turns and heads back between the Froelich house and the one next door — he will take a shortcut through the park to the station. It would be quicker with his car, but he doesn’t want to alert Mimi, cloud the situation with explanations. She will assume he is still at the Froelichs’.

He jogs past the swings and teeter-totters. Is it possible Simon knew all about Fried? Jack quickens his pace, running as much to dissipate the adrenalin spurting in his gut as to reach the phone booth in short order. Fried is a killer, a man who concealed his past and switched loyalties when it suited him — why would he not do so again? How likely is it that Simon would knowingly recruit such a man on behalf of the West? Jack is about to emerge from the park when he notices something hanging from a backyard tree — rope and pulley. What’s it for? He slows to a walk now that he is back under street lights.

A man like Fried would besmirch the jewel of Western science: the space program. He’d put into disrepute our fight for missile supremacy, and play into the hands of Soviet propaganda. The Soviets are ahead because they coerce their people — their entire country is a concentration camp. Jack loosens his tie, cooling his neck, and crosses the county road, passing under the wing of the old Spitfire.

Up Canada Avenue and past the hangars, he slows to a walk. The darkness thickens ahead of him, where the mown grass on the far side of the runway turns to weeds obscuring the lip of a dry ditch. He would rather not be out of earshot of his family at night — although whoever did this thing is probably miles away. Like the McCarrolls themselves, in Virginia now. Loved ones filling a suburban living room. Framed photographs. Sandwiches and tears. So sorry . He crosses the runway and takes the key from his pocket. He raises his arm, poised to throw, and is shocked by his next thought, which arrives without remorse: better his child than mine —because in this instant Jack is certain that it would have been his child, had it not been for McCarroll. As though one child was demanded by something. A sacrifice. To what? He hurls the key into the darkness.

The phone booth shines across the parade square. He runs, pushes through the glass door and dials zero. He hears the phone ring in the darkness at the other end of the line.

“Operator.”

Jack takes the scrap of paper from his wallet, reads out Simon’s night number and listens as the digits are dialled, clicking like the tumblers in a safe. He looks up at the frank sliver of moon through the glass of the booth and realizes something: Simon is still on active duty. He hasn’t lived in peacetime since 1939. He has gone from one war to the next. Jack is grateful not to have his job — even if Simon is still “flying ops.” And while this mission cannot now be called a success, it has not been entirely futile if Simon’s task included depriving the Soviet space program of Fried’s expertise. Even if Fried is shipped back when the truth is out, the Soviets are unlikely to return him to work. It’s more likely he’ll be executed. Jack feels no twinge of pity for the man, but his next thought chills him: perhaps Fried is actually a Soviet spy. He takes a deep breath — no point getting ahead of himself. He listens to the phone ring somewhere in Washington.

Madeleine tried to stay awake but sleep overcame her, invisible magic wand — why is it we can never remember the moment of sleep? Now she has awakened with no sense of what time it is, merely the knowledge that it’s late. Her father must be home by now, and she needs to ask him the questions before school tomorrow.

She creeps into the hall. A stealthy push at her parents’ door reveals the room. Bed made. Her heart leaps — her parents have gone away! Of course they haven’t. They are staying up late, they are grown-ups, they are allowed.

She pads to the top of the stairs. There is a light downstairs, coming from the kitchen. She descends, one cautious step at a time, until she sees her mother alone at the kitchen table. She is still dressed, a cup of tea in front of her and the cards laid out. She is playing solitaire. Madeleine watches as her mother places one card on top of another. The kitchen is neat and clean. Her red nails stand out against the silver flecks of the tabletop. Smoke drifts up from a crystal ashtray.