‘On dry land,’ Alex said, ‘we need not cling to the wreckage.’
I look back to Nadja in a mood of Rilke’s, when he saw dead roses, their hereafter now beginning between our favourite pages. Final truths are unreachable, all ends in semi-colons. Nadja was one from the hordes wounded by a terrible century. Love can flourish on memories. For several years I may have helped pull her free. Greater men have done less. I believe that we remain in each other. Her tale is made banal by novels, movies, charity appeals, but for me she is a classic, out of print, but with my own copy periodically reread.
From the Ministry, books, memoranda, requests arrive daily. For respite, I attend concerts, watch birds, inspect swan-ringing, explore countrysides, see herons return, listen to villagers. ‘Small as the scales on a roach,’ a buckwheat seller confided. Far away, a new Chinese cult claims that devotees, for a fee, would find levitation commonplace. A two-billion-year-old nuclear reactor apparently existed in Central Africa. Plans for new Europe promise a supra-national Public Prosecutor. They do not detract from the dusky moment of the white owl and the invitation to translate for a magazine, revived after forced closure, 1939. Aleksis Rannit’s verse restores a summer afternoon on ‘Ogygia’, the sun laying slats of light across dark blue water, Mother, perched on a tree, hat askew, tossing me bon-bons.
Singing unawares! Late streamers
Flutter, swelling in the bay.
Sands and rocks deserted. Headlands dreaming
With distant Calypso. Far away,
Deep inside yourself you hear it – voice of
Far silence. Yet you knew,
You knew and still know; discarding, not resistance,
Makes true your Ithaca.
Fate, the past, should be discarded, like the silvery, elusive lure of distances that might have enchanted Nadja, who had once said that sleeping princesses needed a jolt. And Wilfrid, whose quiet amusement concealed sermons, considered inevitable dangerously deceptive.
Today, a manic cyclist, careless electrician, sex-trafficker threaten more than gauleiter, commissar or prospecting for titanium. Lately, my clapboard room, dusty, stuffy, blazed with a pot of flowers – purple, red, blue – that implies, just possibly, nothing inevitable , that Eeva, in her shrugging, matey way, might suggest we go home. Meanwhile, I must cope with the importunate stranger who regularly stops me in the street. ‘Come for a drink, sir. My treat’, wistful or cunning, lisping. ‘I’ll pay. Don’t worry.’
And then.
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PETER VANSITTART (1920–2008) was educated at Haileybury and Worcester College, Oxford. He taught and lectured on English and history, and he reviewed for a number of national newspapers and periodicals. He wrote more than forty works of fiction and non-fiction, many published by Peter Owen.
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