Caleb watched helplessly, thinking what a wonderful mother this caring woman would make. Somehow he knew that Mia was cut from the same cloth as his mother had been. Mia would welcome a child, make it feel loved, the most important person in her world. Mia would intrinsically know how and when to give a hug. Things Caleb lacked. Because of his father.
âMay I give you some advice?â he asked when he couldnât stand to watch her weep any longer.
âOf course.â Mia blinked away her sadness. Hope fluttered in its place.
âHarlan betrayed you. Thereâs nothing you can do about that. But heâs gone.â How odd it was to advise Mia to do what he couldnât. âIâm sure you did your best to be his wife, but now you have to forget all the whys of the past and move on to whatâs next.â
âWhat is next?â She frowned at him. âI doubt anythingâs truly changed. Iâll continue designing. I like doing that. Maybe Iâll have some repairs done on the house if I can afford it.â
âIs that all?â Frustrated by her simple response, Caleb wanted Mia to widen her horizons, to think about the possibilities that could fill her life now.
âThatâs quite a lot for me, actually,â Mia said pertly.
âBut you could do much more.â Caleb turned off the highway toward Buffalo Gap and Riverbend Ranch. âYou have opportunities now, Mia. You should take advantage of them.â When she didnât immediately answer he glanced her way and found her studying him, a pensive look on her face.
âOpportunities like what?â she asked.
âDo you drive?â
âNo. I donât know how.â She shook her head, her amazing hair trembling with the motion. âMy mother wasnât in favor of me learning.â
âYou were only seventeen then,â he reminded her. âYour mother probably thought sheâd get you lessons later.â
âMaybe. Harlan didnât want me to drive,â she said thoughtfully.
Caleb wasnât surprised by that. Freedom to drive anywhere meant Harlan risked Mia seeing him with Reba.
âWhy did you ask?â She studied him, her head tilted to one side.
âWouldnât now be a good time to take driving lessons? When you get your driverâs license you can buy a car.â Caleb watched her eyes flare, heard her gasp.
âI canât afford a car!â
âI think if you ask Bella sheâll tell you that you can afford to buy a car,â he said, hiding his smile. So she still didnât know. âMaybe two of them.â
âWhy would I need two cars?â Though Mia frowned at him, she was clearly captivated by the possibility of learning to drive wherever she wanted to go. âI suppose I could learn to drive Harlanâs car, though itâs very big and fancy. I wouldnât want fancy. I might ruin it.â
âA car can be fixed,â Caleb said, irritated that Mia was so willing to deny herself a simple thing that would bring her freedom. âIf you like trees and open spaces, you should consider moving to the ranch.â
âI couldnât do that.â Mia looked shocked by the idea. âItâs not mine.â
âIt will be.â He took pity on her confusion. âI did some investigating. I was trying to figure out how to get some money for Lily from Harlanâs estate.â
âOh.â Mia frowned at him, obviously troubled by his admission.
âI learned that the ranch is fully paid for. There is no mortgage or lien on it. Harlan is listed as the sole owner, so it will pass to you.â He paused for a moment. âIf you lived there, you could have Lily visit.â He let out his pent-up breath, hoping she wouldnât be repulsed by the idea of seeing her husbandâs child.
âNo, I couldnât. I could never have Lily visit,â Mia said in a very firm tone.
Caleb stared, surprised by how adamant she sounded. He didnât ask why. Miaâs world had already been turned upside down. He didnât want to add to that now.
âAnyway, I thought you said she was being adopted?â she added.
âActually, I didnât say that. Abby Lebret runs Family Ties. Sheâs the one who will find Lily a home,â he said in his most calming tone. âIâm just trying to help. Donât worry. Sooner or later Lily will have a family.â
âEverything is such a whorl.â Her confusion tugged at him. âNothing is what I believed it to be, especially Harlan having an affair.â She blinked furiously. âI didnât see that coming.â
âBecause he didnât want you to. Because you trusted him,â Caleb said. How could he have ever thought her capable of dissembling? âDonât blame yourself. Iâm sure he went to great lengths to make sure you didnât suspect him.â
âProof that Iâve been living in a fairy world.â Mia blew out a sigh that ruffled the hairs across her brow. âI feel like Alice in Wonderland after she fell down the rabbit hole. Everything is bewildering.â Fear crept across her face. âI should go home and wait until itâs all sorted out.â
âYou canât run away from the truth, Mia.â Calebâs heart ached for her. It had to be horribly confusing to have your entire world turned upside down. âThis is just a visit. You donât have to decide anything. Youâre only going to take a look at Riverbend.â
âI guess.â Mia gazed out the window with appreciation, repeatedly commenting on the glorious colors of the hillside foliage. âI wish I had my camera,â she said wistfully. âIâll never remember these exact shades of red and orange.â
âWhy do you need to?â Then Caleb remembered her paintings. âYou can use my phone,â he offered, pulling to the side of the road. âIâll email the pictures to you. You do have email?â he asked as an afterthought.
âOf course. I have to. Thatâs how I connect with my employers.â Miaâs impish grin made his heart rate pick up. âI donât live completely in the Dark Ages, you know.â
âI never saidââ Caleb took a second look at her face and chuckled. When heâd first met Mia he never expected her to be such a delight.
One that he wanted to know much better.
* * *
âIâve probably drained your battery and clogged up your data space with all my pictures,â Mia said as she handed over Calebâs phone. âBut I just canât get enough of these colors.â
âHow will you transfer them to fabric?â he asked as he helped her back into his car.
âIâm not sure I can.â She smiled, feeling more carefree than she had felt in ages. âBut I have to try. Those brilliant reds and oranges would make wonderful quilts combined with leafy greens and silvers, and those subtle shades of browns. Maybe if Iââ
Realizing she was chattering, Mia went quiet, pretending to ignore Calebâs searching look. He was a nice man, sometimes gruff and grouchy, but she was fairly certain that was a mask to hide his soft inside. She knew no one else who would have dived into her affairs, helped her find a lawyer and then taken her for this ride. With every mile her questions about Caleb Grant grew.
Suddenly Miaâs mind went blank as a lovely log home appeared before her, two stories with fence-post railings and a swing on the deck that exactly matched one sheâd dreamed about in the days when dreams still seemed possible.
âWelcome to Riverbend Ranch,â Caleb said. She felt his stare even though she wasnât looking at him.
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