âIced tea would be lovely. Thank you.â Mia smiled. The warmth in her words reached Hildaâs heart judging by Hildaâs wide smile.
âHave a seat. It wonât take me a minute.â The older woman bustled inside.
Caleb knew Lily would have preferred to follow Hilda, but that would have meant walking in front of Mia, thereby revealing her damaged leg. He felt his heart squeeze with regret, saddened to see the formerly bubbly child now standing silent in the corner, dark blue eyes riveted on Mia. He struggled to find a conversation opener and came up blank.
âItâs a lot of hair, isnât it?â Mia mused aloud, reaching a hand to her head. Though she didnât actually look at Lily, it was obvious the child was the target of her remark. âSometimes I wish it was shorter like yours. Your hair is so pretty. Those ribbons are perfect.â Mia caught her own hair in her hand and tried to twist it into a ponytail like Lilyâs.
âYou look like a clown.â Lily promptly burst into the giggles.
âI know.â Mia pulled out a small tablet and a pen from her purse and began sketching a clown with big curly hair, a bulbous red nose and striped balloon pants. âLike this?â she asked, holding out the pad.
Clever, Caleb silently applauded. Why had Mia been afraid when she was so obviously at ease with children?
Mia held the drawing so that Lily had to move nearer to get a good look, which meant she awkwardly shifted her leg. Mia didnât seem to notice. Instead, she kept drawing, adding to the sketch. In moments Lily was fully vested in the picture, pointing out areas that needed enhancement.
âCan you draw a dog, a brown one?â Lily asked.
âIâll try.â Mia began sketching until under Lilyâs tutelage the face of a chocolate Lab appeared.
âItâs perfect.â Lily grinned. âThatâs the dog I want. And Iâm going to call him Mr. Fudge.â
âThatâs a great name,â Mia said. âWho doesnât like fudge?â
The air left Calebâs chest in a rush of relief. This relationship was going to be a success. Mia would make it so because that was the kind of woman she was: caring, gentle and full of love just waiting to be expressed. Maybe her fear had to do with Lilyâs father, and yet he saw no fear in Mia now, just a sweet spirit that Lily was warming to. Heâd been right to bring them together.
He studied the two heads, one so dark, one shimmering with light, just like her motherâs. He had a hunch that Mia would one day make some lucky child an incredible mother. Some childâlike Lily?
Caleb seldom prayed anymore. God seemed too far away. But this afternoon the soundless plea slipped from his heart.
Can You find Lily a new mom, God?
As Lilyâs giggles filled the air, Caleb couldnât think of anyone heâd rather see her with than sweet, gentle Mia.
Chapter Three
âLilyâs an incredible child.â Mia couldnât conceal how moved she was after meeting her husbandâs daughter.
âYou didnât feel a barrier because sheâs, well, your stepchild?â
âNot at all.â Her certainty surprised Mia. âItâs obvious Harlan was her father. Those eyes and that chin give it away, but Lily is her own person. She isnât responsible for Harlanâs betrayal. Sheâs just a little girl whoâs lost her mother.â
âIâm glad you feel that way,â Caleb said warmly. The admiration and appreciation in his gaze warmed a lonely place Mia always kept hidden.
Perhaps it also emboldened her because she blurted, âWhat happened to Lilyâs leg?â
âA riding accident.â Caleb shuddered. âA year ago she was on a horse for the first time and it threw her. Lily broke her leg. It was a complicated break and hasnât healed well.â
âCan it be fixed?â Mia asked.
âReba told Lara she couldnât find a surgeon willing to try another operation.â Calebâs forehead furrowed. âI havenât had time to check into that. Abby Lebret, the woman who runs Family Ties and is trying to find Lily a home, might have more information.â
âFamily Tiesâoh, yes, the adoption agency you mentioned. So youâve handed care of Lily over to them?â Mia said, not managing to hide her disapproval.
âIt seemed best. Iâm not father potential,â he said, defensively, Mia thought.
âI thought you were very loving with her, exactly as a father would be.â She mentally replayed her meeting with Lily. âShe reminds me of myself at her age.â She didnât realize sheâd spoken her thoughts aloud until she heard Calebâs voice.
âHow is that?â
âI was a sickly child. I missed a lot because I was often in hospital or at home recuperating.â Wishing sheâd kept silent and fearing Caleb would press to hear more, Mia explained, âIt was hard socially when I joined school after the others had already made friends.â
âYou think Lilyâs missing out like that?â The idea seemed to startle him. âIâve been so intent on getting her affairs worked out that I never gave much thought to her social state.â
âShe seems a bit restrained. Thatâs probably due to just losing her mother, but I have a feeling her leg also holds her back from being more outgoing.â Mia shrugged. âI may be way off base. Iâm not a child expert.â She gave a harsh laugh. âFar from it, in fact.â
âActually youâre right. Before the accident, Lily was bubbly, giggling all the time. Youâre the first one Iâve heard make her laugh in ages.â His frown reappeared. âI should visit her more often. Maybe take her out so she doesnât brood. Iâll have to do better.â
Calebâs soft voice, his thoughtful words and the gentle goodbye kiss heâd brushed across Lilyâs cheek all revealed his soft spot for her. Mia found it indescribably attractive that this hard-nosed lawyer became putty in Lilyâs tiny hands.
âThank you for taking me to meet her. Sheâs a darling child. Itâs Harlanâs loss that he didnât really know her.â It was the first time sheâd ever said anything negative about her husband, but after meeting Lily, Mia was annoyed that heâd apparently ignored the sweet little girl, his own daughter.
âYou and she seemed to bond.â Calebâs mild tone made her check his face. Nothing unusual there, but the way heâd said it, almost smugly...
âWho wouldnât bond with Lily?â Mia was immediately sorry sheâd said that because they both knew Harlan hadnât bonded with her. âI wish you the best in finding her a new family to love her,â she added, hoping to dissuade him from considering her as a candidate for Lilyâs mother.
âThanks.â Caleb fell silent.
Mia bit her lip. If Caleb knew about her past, the mistake sheâd made that had cost a child his lifeâshe refocused, saw his face alter into that blank-mask look he favored.
âSo whatâs next for you, Mia?â he asked.
âThatâs the second time youâve asked me that question.â Wondering at the reason for his query, Mia searched his face for a clue. âWhy?â
âJust wondering if youâd come and visit her again,â he said.
Visiting Lily alone was the last thing she could do.
âI have no way to get out here. I donât drive, remember?â The joke fell flat when Caleb suddenly slowed and turned right. âWh-where are we going?â
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