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Source ISBN: 9780008200213
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Version 2017-09-13
For my sister, Celia – who is not bad at all.
Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Prologue: Then
Chapter One: Connie
Chapter Two: Di Wade
Chapter Three: Connie
Chapter Four: Connie
Chapter Five: Then
Chapter Six: Connie
Chapter Seven: Di Wade
Chapter Eight: Connie
Chapter Nine: Connie
Chapter Ten: Then
Chapter Eleven: Connie
Chapter Twelve: Di Wade
Chapter Thirteen: Connie
Chapter Fourteen: Then
Chapter Fifteen: Connie
Chapter Sixteen: Connie
Chapter Seventeen: Di Wade
Chapter Eighteen: Connie
Chapter Nineteen: Then
Chapter Twenty: Connie
Chapter Twenty-One: Connie
Chapter Twenty-Two: Di Wade
Chapter Twenty-Three: Connie
Chapter Twenty-Four: Then
Chapter Twenty-Five: Connie
Chapter Twenty-Six: Connie
Chapter Twenty-Seven: Di Wade
Chapter Twenty-Eight: Connie
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Then
Chapter Thirty: Connie
Chapter Thirty-One: Connie
Chapter Thirty-Two: Di Wade
Chapter Thirty-Three: Connie
Chapter Thirty-Four: Then
Chapter Thirty-Five: Connie
Chapter Thirty-Six: Connie
Chapter Thirty-Seven: Di Wade
Chapter Thirty-Eight: Connie
Chapter Thirty-Nine: Then
Chapter Forty: Connie
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two: Connie
Chapter Forty-Three: Di Wade
Chapter Forty-Four: Connie
Chapter Forty-Five: Then
Chapter Forty-Six: Connie
Chapter Forty-Seven: Connie
Chapter Forty-Eight: Di Wade
Chapter Forty-Nine
Chapter Fifty: Connie
Chapter Fifty-One: Connie
Chapter Fifty-Two: Di Wade
Chapter Fifty-Three: Connie
Chapter Fifty-Four: Then
Chapter Fifty-Five: Connie
Chapter Fifty-Six: Connie
Chapter Fifty-Seven: Di Wade
Chapter Fifty-Eight
Chapter Fifty-Nine: Connie
Chapter Sixty: Connie
Chapter Sixty-One: Di Wade
Chapter Sixty-Two: Connie
Chapter Sixty-Three: Brett
Chapter Sixty-Four: Connie
Chapter Sixty-Five: Connie
Chapter Sixty-Six: Then
Chapter Sixty-Seven: Connie
Chapter Sixty-Eight: Di Wade
Chapter Sixty-Nine: Connie
Chapter Seventy: Connie
Chapter Seventy-One: Brett
Chapter Seventy-Two: Connie
Chapter Seventy-Three: Connie
Chapter Seventy-Four: Connie
Chapter Seventy-Five: Di Wade
Chapter Seventy-Six: Connie
Chapter Seventy-Seven: Connie
Chapter Seventy-Eight: Di Wade
Chapter Seventy-Nine: Connie
Chapter Eighty: Connie
Chapter Eighty-One
Chapter Eighty-Two: Connie
Chapter Eighty-Three: Di Wade
Chapter Eighty-Four: Connie
Chapter Eighty-Five: Connie
Chapter Eighty-Six: Connie
Chapter Eighty-Seven: Then
Chapter Eighty-Eight: Connie
Chapter Eighty-Nine: Di Wade
Chapter Ninety: Connie
Chapter Ninety-One: Connie
Chapter Ninety-Two: Connie
Chapter Ninety-Three: Connie
Epilogue
Author’s Note
Acknowledgements
Keep Reading …
About the Author
By the Same Author
About the Publisher
The heat pressed against her face.
On it. In it. Her cheeks felt like they were burning inside as well as out.
The little boy stood motionless beside her, his scorched pyjama bottoms trailing the pavement. His dark unblinking eyes stared up at the leaping flames erupting from the upper floor, then his attention turned to the bedroom window.
At the man screaming there.
She watched too, unable to drag her gaze away.
The man’s face seemed oddly distorted; like the famous painting she’d seen once: The Scream , wasn’t it? He banged against the windowpane, his mouth opening in a large O shape. The howl coming from the dark hole didn’t sound human. His hands were either side of his dripping face. Was it melting?
He disappeared from view.
The boy’s small hand slipped into hers. She snatched it away, and finally turned from the burning scene to look down at him.
‘What have you done ?’
Monday 5 June
‘All right, Miss. Didn’t think I’d bump into you on the outside.’
Connie froze, the voice behind her instantly cooling the blood in her veins, despite the morning’s warmth. Her head dropped involuntarily, her bobbed, black hair falling forwards, creating a curtain on either side of her blanched face. She could pretend she hadn’t heard, carry on walking, but if she ignored him he might follow her. Slowly, she turned to face him.
The man – wiry, thin from heroin addiction – leant against the wall adjacent to the train station entrance, cigarette in mouth, his eyes squinting through a cloud of smoke.
A thin wisp of air expelled from Connie’s lungs and pushed its way through her pursed lips. Her shoulders relaxed a little. It was only Jonesy. She could cope with him.
‘Oh, hello, Jonesy. How are you doing?’ Connie instantly regretted the open question. She gave an exaggerated look at her watch, then smiled, hoping he’d get the message that she was in a rush.
‘Well, you know how it is, Miss. It ain’t easy, they got me on a short leash, like – but it’s better than being in that shithole I s’pose.’
Connie raised her eyebrows. She was inclined to agree with the last part.
‘What you doing with yourself now you’ve left, Miss?’
She hadn’t expected that question. How did he know?
‘Oh, well … I’ve gone for a change in direction.’ She turned away from him, her attention shifting to the small group of people heading into Coleton station, the low hum of their early morning conversation drifting on the air. She wished she could slide in step with them, get away from Jonesy quickly. She didn’t want to give him any details about her new job, or get into an awkward conversation. He might have done his time, but someone who’d been convicted of aggravated burglary wasn’t a person she particularly wished to converse with right now. She checked her watch again. ‘I’ve got to go; I’m going to miss the train. Sorry.’
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