Charlie joined the others at the table, where Millie was using her carrot sticks to beat out an interesting rhythm.
Ted put his cutlery down when she approached. ‘Is she okay?’ he asked, but before Charlie could get a reply out George threw his cutlery down hard onto the table, making Millie jump.
‘Of course she’s not bloody well okay!’ George shouted at his brother. ‘She’s never going to be okay. None of us are. What made you suddenly care?’
‘Come on, George, don’t be an arse,’ said Ted as he went to give George a friendly nudge.
‘Don’t shove me! You’re not in charge,’ yelled George, scraping his chair across the floor as he stood up sharply. George stood over Ted with his fists clenched.
‘Hey, calm down. I’m not trying to be in charge. Nobody is in charge any more.’
‘You think you’re the man of the house now. But you’re not!’
‘Technically, I think I am,’ said Ted, standing up and towering over George, ‘but I’m not going to fight with you.’ However, it seemed George had other ideas and launched himself at Ted, pummelling his torso with his fists. Charlie leapt forward but Ted raised a hand to stop her. Instead of hitting back or even defending himself, Ted pulled George to him, enveloped him in a hug and took the blows until George wore himself out. The happy-go-lucky George was missing and an angry boy was in his place, ready to shout and argue with anyone, about anything. Charlie sorely hoped this was a temporary phase of the grieving process.
Charlie looked at Ted, and right at that moment she was immensely proud of him. He’d been up and down emotionally himself, but it was clear he was trying to hold it together for the younger ones. George clung onto Ted until the worst of the crying had left him and then he pushed him harshly away and stormed off. Charlie listened and was pleased to hear his bedroom door slam; at least it wasn’t the front door.
‘Naughty step! Naughty step!’ chanted Millie happily, waving a carrot stick in time.
As Charlie was clearing away the lunch things in an empty kitchen the doorbell rang. Whilst Charlie loved the house, a stuccoed townhouse in the heart of Pimlico, the fact that it was split over five floors could be a pain sometimes. She sprinted up the steps from the kitchen, taking a towel with her to dry her hands. They had a state-of-the-art dishwasher but recently she’d taken to washing up, as she’d found if she kept herself busy it made things a fraction easier.
She opened the door to the hunched figure of Felix, his jacket collar turned up and his hands thrust into his jeans pockets.
‘Oh, it’s you.’
Felix rolled his lips in on themselves like a chimp. ‘Thought I should call round.’
‘A phone call first would have been good.’
‘I lost the number.’ He shrugged. ‘Last time didn’t go well. I thought I should try to get to know the kids a bit better.’
Charlie eyed him warily, stepped outside and pulled the door almost closed behind her.
‘Look, that’s all very well but if you’re planning on buggering off again at a moment’s notice it’s best you don’t bother in the first place.’ Charlie belatedly added a brief smile. ‘I’m really not trying to be unkind but…’
‘It’s not up to you, though, is it?’ said Felix, quickly zipping up his jacket as a light breeze dawdled down the overcast London street. ‘Can I come inside?’ He stepped towards the front door. He and Charlie were now stood very close to each other, he smelled soapy. Charlie held tight to the door. ‘I don’t know…’
‘Please,’ added Felix and Charlie let the door go. Maybe Charlie wasn’t the most tactful of people but she wanted him to understand that she was trying to protect the children.
Ted was sitting at the kitchen table spinning a coin repeatedly and staring at it intently. He picked it up and put it in his pocket as Charlie and Felix entered the room. Ted sat up straight, narrowed his eyes and stared at Felix.
‘It’s very quiet. Have the children run away?’ asked Charlie, as she filled the kettle.
‘Last time I looked they were trying to put clothes on Wriggly for a fashion show.’
‘Not again! Ted, can you stop them, please? Last time he went outside wearing a teddy bear’s Arsenal kit he peed all over it. See if you can interest them in playing something outside with Uncle Felix.’
‘I can try,’ said Ted as he stood up and shrugged at Felix.
‘Best thing to happen to an Arsenal kit,’ chuckled Felix.
‘Arsenal fan,’ said Ted, pointing at Charlie, and he idly swatted at a fly as it flew past.
‘Argh!’ shouted Charlie as the fly flew near her face. She grabbed a tea towel and started wildly thrashing it around her head. ‘Did I get it?’
‘No, it’s gone out of the window. Thank goodness it wasn’t a spider!’ Felix laughed.
‘Spiders I can cope with,’ said Charlie, shuddering as she shut the window. ‘Tea?’
‘Coffee please.’
Felix stood awkwardly by the table, and when the silence got too much he got a yo-yo out of his pocket and started to expertly spin it. Charlie raised her eyebrows but didn’t want to show him that she was impressed with his yo-yo skills, as it didn’t exactly automatically qualify him as a capable guardian.
‘Where do you live now?’ asked Charlie as she passed Felix his coffee and he flicked up the yo-yo and returned it to his pocket.
‘Oh, I’m staying in a hotel for a bit while I’m here. I can give you the details if you like.’
The fact that he had sidestepped the question did not go unnoticed. ‘No, it’s okay. Where’s home?’
‘I’m a bit… nomadic. How’s the job-hunting going?’
‘What the …’ Charlie was wrong-footed by the question and the sound of the tribe hurtling down the stairs thankfully drowned out her other words. Led by Ted the children all ignored Felix and ran shouting and hollering into the garden. Felix stared open-mouthed after them.
‘Are they always like that?’
‘They’re children; it’s what children do. Sure they’re playing up a bit to their new audience, that’s you by the way, but it’s to be expected. What do you mean job-hunting?’
‘I thought…’
‘You thought wrong. Have you met with Ruth yet?’
Felix’s attention was now outside as he saw the shady figures darting in different directions. ‘Yeah, we’re trying to work something out.’
Charlie was getting increasingly frustrated with everyone’s lack of communication. ‘Who is going to talk to the children about that? Don’t you think they should be included in any big decisions?’
Felix briefly looked away from the window. ‘No, not really. It’s not like we’ve got a lot of choices.’
‘Ruth or you, is that it?’ She couldn’t help but think, ‘The devil and the deep-blue eyed…’ But her thoughts abruptly trailed off and he was speaking again.
‘Ruth is keen to be the trustee but I’d like her to do a bit more than just look after the finances.’
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