‘Oh,’ said Felix, looking awkward. ‘I thought the solicitor had explained?’
‘Err, no!’ In her mind Charlie matched Felix to the tall man she’d passed in the solicitor’s waiting room.
‘Can I come in?’ asked Felix with a shudder. What was wrong with him? It was summer, for goodness sake!
‘I think there’s lots to discuss before we spring a long-lost relative on the children.’ Especially one with a record for running off, she thought.
‘Look, I can come back later,’ suggested Felix with a shrug.
‘Fine by me,’ said Charlie quickly.
‘But I thought it might be best the sooner we all talked. Seriously, can I come inside please?’
‘No,’ said Charlie, ‘not until I know what you’re planning to say to them. It’s me who’ll have to deal with the fallout!’ She tightened her folded arms.
‘There are no definite plans as yet, that’s why I thought a chat might be a good idea.’
Charlie heard a faint noise coming from the stairs and she knew one of the children was listening, which in reality meant that they would all know about Uncle Felix within the next few moments anyway. Charlie took a slow, deep breath and tried to calm herself. She needed to have her wits about her.
‘Okay, let’s get this over with.’ She stood back and ushered an apologetic-looking Felix into the hall and through to the living room.
‘Guys, can you come down, please,’ she called and immediately George appeared, closely followed by Eleanor, who was carrying Wriggly. So that was who was listening. George was eager to get into the living room and take a look at his uncle and Eleanor followed behind with her pale face buried in Wriggly’s coat. He was living up to his name and she was struggling to keep hold of him.
Charlie tried to remove Millie’s mask as she marched into the living room but she was not giving it up willingly so Charlie relented. Felix sat down in Toby’s spot on the sofa and Charlie and the children all stood and stared at him as he now removed his cap to reveal a mass of unruly blonde hair and the full might of the Cobley blue eyes. He was by no means his brother’s double; he was younger and more olive-skinned, but the obvious likeness was uncanny and more than a little creepy as he sat in Toby’s place. Millie shuffled a little closer to Charlie and leaned into her leg, even she could sense something.
Felix self-consciously brushed back his hair with his fingers and tried to look anywhere except at the many eyes trained on him.
‘You might want to sit over here,’ suggested Charlie gently as she gestured for Felix to move to the opposite sofa.
‘No, I’m fine. Thanks.’
Charlie gave him a look that communicated that staying seated where he was was not an option. Felix looked around him in bemusement. ‘What?’
‘Please move,’ said Charlie. He sighed but did as he was asked and looked further confused when nobody took the place he had vacated. Millie decided to sit on the rug at Charlie’s feet.
Charlie gave a forced smile. ‘This is … ’
‘You’re Uncle Felix, aren’t you?’ blurted out George and Millie responded with a dramatic gasp and covered Darth Vader’s mouth with her hand. It was one of her favourite things to do at the moment and for once her timing was spot on.
‘Why are you here exactly?’ asked Ted, leaning forward, his shoulders hunched and his hands clasped tightly together in front of him.
‘Well, the solicitor thought we should meet up and…’
‘Not because you wanted to see how we were,’ stated Ted coldly, as his knuckles turned white.
‘Of course I did.’ Felix looked uncomfortable. ‘You’ve changed since I last saw you, Teddy,’ said Felix.
‘It’s Ted. And yeah that tends to happen when you sod off for years. Things change, Felix.’ He emphasised the name before slumping back into his seat.
‘Look I don’t have all the answers and I’m not here to cause trouble.’ Felix rested his hands on his knees as if trying to keep them still.
Millie climbed up onto Charlie’s lap and turned her back on the room. Charlie removed the Darth Vader mask.
‘Why did you run off?’ asked George.
Felix ran his hand through his hair, ‘It’s complicated, mate. You’d not really understand.’
‘You could at least try to explain,’ said Charlie, locking eyes with Felix and she saw a flash of something – anger, irritation? She wasn’t sure.
Felix swallowed hard. ‘Our father died and it was difficult…’
‘Yes, we know how that feels,’ said Eleanor in a soft and genuinely sympathetic voice.
‘I’m so sorry, of course you do…’ Felix looked suitably chastened.
‘Did you kill him?’ asked George, his interest piqued.
‘Err, no. Of course not.’ Felix was frowning and shaking his head but there was something about his expression that worried Charlie. His words said one thing but his face said another.
‘Why didn’t you come to the funeral?’ Ted asked belligerently.
Felix went pale. ‘Your dad and I … didn’t keep in touch. I suppose it took the solicitors a while to find me and by then I’d missed it. I’m … so sorry.’
There was an uneasy silence before Felix spoke again. ‘I’m seeing Ruth later about the guardianship and the trust fund.’
Ted snorted and shook his head. ‘You know the money comes with strings attached and we’re those strings,’ he said, pointing at himself and the other children.
‘Perhaps this was a bad idea,’ said Felix, looking decidedly awkward.
Charlie raised her eyebrows but said nothing.
‘I am truly sorry about your mum and dad. I loved them too.’ He stood and left the room and Charlie felt she should see him out, so she shifted Millie off her lap and followed him.
‘Here, call first if you want to come again. It’s best they’re forewarned, okay?’ said Charlie, handing him the phone number she’d quickly scribbled on the back of an old envelope.
He nodded, turned up his collar and stepped out into a mild summery London.
Felix raced into the small coffee shop and immediately spotted a vaguely familiar woman, who was staring unblinking at the door.
‘Hello Ruth,’ said Felix, reaching forward to air-kiss her. ‘Really sorry I’m late, I was … ’
Ruth recoiled. ‘Yes, well, I still need to be in a meeting at three o’clock, which means we only have thirteen minutes.’
Felix looked longingly at the conga-line queue for coffee and Ruth blinked hard. Felix’s shoulders sagged as he accepted his disappointment and sat down opposite her.
‘I’m truly sorry about your sister. Helen was such a genuinely lovely person, I remember when … ’
‘Thank you,’ cut in Ruth, glancing at her watch, ‘I’ll keep this brief. The lawyers are going to keep burning money the longer they debate how we split the guardian role. I’ve spoken to Social Services and they would prefer us to work this out for ourselves and then they’ll review the candidate. I am very happy to take on that responsibility.’
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