‘Go!’ Emir said, and still he could not look at her.
Amy knew why. He was resisting his need for her, refusing the comfort that was within his grasp.
‘Go and spend time with the twins.’
‘I’m going now to pack,’ Amy said. ‘I’ll spend the afternoon at the airport.’
There was nothing left to say to him, no point pleading with him, nothing she could do for the twins. She was an employee, that was all.
But she had been his lover.
‘We both know why you need me out of here today, Emir. We both know you’d be in my bed tonight, and heaven forbid you might show emotion—might tell me what’s going on in the forbidden zone of your mind. You can stop worrying about that now—I’ll be gone within the hour,’ Amy said. ‘All temptation will be removed.’
‘You flatter yourself.’
‘Actually, I haven’t for a while. But I will from now on.’
Amy had once read that people who had been shot sometimes didn’t even know, that they could carry on, fuelled by adrenaline, without realising they had been wounded. She hadn’t believed it at the time, but she knew it to be true now.
She packed her belongings and rang down to arrange a car to take her to the airport. There wasn’t an awful lot to pack. She’d arrived with hardly anything and left with little more—save a heart so broken she didn’t dare feel it.
And because it was a royal nanny leaving, because in this land there were certain ways that had to be adhered to, Emir came out and held Clemira while Fatima held Nakia.
Amy did the hardest thing she had ever done, but it was necessary, she realised, the right thing to do. She kissed the little girls goodbye and managed to smile and not scare them. She should probably curtsy to him , but Amy chose not to. Instead she climbed into the car, and after a wave to the twins she deliberately didn’t look back.
Never again would she let him see her cry.
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