Federico Parra - A Little Girl In The Middle Of Nowhere Lost Her Happy Thought

by

Federico Parra

Drawings

Anastasia S. Parra

A Little Girl in the middle of nowhere lost

Her Happy Thought

by

Federico Parra

Drawings

Anastasia S. Parra

Translated by: Eva Melisa Mastroianni

Publisher: Tektime

This is a story

of courage and changing.

A fairy tale, a great adventure, a growth.

A nemesis, a social and personal revolution.

Passing through the features of the high-sounding French names,

you will enter in Alice’s Wonderland through its ventricles and narrow streets.

You will meet the Aristocats and then you will go back

to the 101 Dalmatians in a dreamy Paris.

You will encounter distant memories of characters

known only in children’s imagination, and

you will meet other real

but carelessly and unfortunately unknown characters!

In this story, you will cross a good part

of the vast and colorful world of fairy tales.

You will travel with few bags to fill

at every single stop.

Through a small arc of white roses, you will enter

the garden of a faraway fairyland.

You will enter a world that, in some way,

it belongs to us and leads us to the true reality

of our childhood...

When animals and plants were able to speak.

When a small stone could be magical.

And when every happy thought

could also come true tomorrow!

J. D. Goodman

To Joel Buton

When he was still a child.

When you could already see a little glint

If attentively looking into his eyes.

A glint slowly lighting in the darkness.

And from that fragile glint, guessing in him, little child,

the birth of his great dream.

This story begins in Paris.

One night, years ago, a few days before Christmas, while softly snowing and the first lights of the street lamps being powered off by a long candle-snuffer.

- Crazy things! There's people doing

odd jobs for living!

Madame Tussauds thought to herself.

Outside it’s snowing big twitchy flakes,

dancing in the wind and

in the glow of the lights,

before settling on the roofs and

the streets of Paris.

- How cold it is! What a rough night out!

Mary Jane thought, leaning on the fogged glass window overlooking the courtyard.

Facing Ladurée House, the residence of one of the richest families in the city.

And lastly, the street lamps on the luxurious entrance of the villa are powered off, as if even the light felt a certain subjection to the richness.

Coincidentally, the useless person doing an odd job is the one to ensure that eventually, the street lights on the road beneath that window are turned off. Where far away, he - maybe he’s the only one - can see the shape and face

of the beautiful and sad Mary Jane.

So, the last light in Paris remains lit on the landing full of snow

beyond Ladurée’s backyard...

Then there is only night and few stars in the sky.

You can make out a stealthy shadow, fast in the little and only light on. Maybe a thief beyond the gate? ... After an imperceptible second, the shadow vanishes into thin air, and

in the dark of the deep night.

To Mary Jane’s misted eyes it seemed to have bent like a caress or a kiss; she was still motionless in her strong melancholy, watching the snow falling.

Then there was only night and few fragile stars in the sky.

So, the last light in Paris remained lit on the landing full of snow, in

Ladurée’s backyard. Where now there was a cradle at the large gate, lightly resting on the soft

blanket of snow.

Inside the cradle, under a big blanket of heavy wool,

there is a child who screams, cries and

despairs; on the edge of the cradle there’s a name,

written with the painters’ bloody red:

Jane Baptiste.

The sharp crying of the newborn is like a magic flute, like an ultrasonic fluctuating and invisible call.

Lights up and awakens the other houses in the neighborhood.

It’s creating a small gathering of useless and curious people who want to know.

Even Mary Jane comes down and the guy comes up; he who switches off the street lamps with its long iron

now abandoned on the ground.

Oh God! How little is he!

Mary Jane shouted astonished, bringing her little hands on her cheeks.

Surely he was abandoned; let's get him out of the cold into the house!

Mary Jane’s stepmother falsely

ordered the housekeeper.

While she invited the priest to enter the house, looking at him with watchful and vile eyes.

Leaving out the rest of nosy neighbors.

The snow kept falling in large flakes.

Now, in the enlightened hall of the villa there were three people plus the priest and the little cradle.

They were all standing still, waiting for someone to start speaking, a task that was quickly acquitted by Madam Tussauds, resourceful and dictator, but also very scenic and theatrical.

- Insolent peasants! They creep even into

our homes to bring the evil fruit

of their sins! It’s incredible!

Isn’t it, Reverend? They have fun and then

they wash their hands!

Good lord! ... Peasants and poor people are convinced that your money can free them from their mortal sin!

Rev. Dumas said with his hands clasped in a vain prayer.

Mary Jane became all red with anger.

Don’t you think that poor people, the peasants

are just hungry? And they hope that here we could nourish and grow their son?

And who knows why and how much pain they had on abandoning him!

Mary Jane blurted out, nearly in tears,

imploring her stepmother with shining eyes,

who, however, was absorbed by a silent whisper with the priest and had not seen

nor heard the words of her stupid and hated niece, now her

little desired adoptive daughter.

In the meantime, outside it was getting snowed

stronger and the snow was coming down like a white blanket around the chatter of the curious...

It was coming down on the heads and hats of people asking information to the coachmen of the parked cab,

in that rough night out, near Ladurée House.

In the meantime in the glittering salon,

Madame Tussauds and Rev. Dumas

had already decided on where and how

little Jean Baptiste

would spend his first Christmas.

- The orphanage?! ... Oh my God, Madame! ... And you, Mr. Reverend! ... Christ! ... That's a terrible place!

Mary Jane had so voiced her anger, which was now unstoppable.

You should tell your daughter she ought to not use the Lord's name in vain!

Rev. Dumas promptly replied with

this catchphrase.

And you, Reverend Father... Shouldn’t you do good deeds?

The beautiful and brave little girl said with a trembling and fearful voice.

Mary Jane, shut up! Go to your room! Nooooow!!!

Madame Tussauds blurted out, possibly becoming more

ugly than usual and red as a pepper.

Mary Jane, although little, was well acquainted with the nastiness and pettiness of the adoptive Stepmother...

So in a heartbeat, she grabbed the cradle

and ran out!

She ran breathless as fast as she could,

towards the light of the Full Moon.

She ran a long time, without knowing

where to go and not knowing what to do,

nor why she had done

that gesture so clumsy and stupid.

The snow was still falling in white and quilted big flakes, as dancers for a music box overturned in the sky.

Dancers who, with their skirts, cover and swell

of a kind of bridal white