Ричард Вудмен - Baltic Mission

Drinkwater thrust his own culpability out of his mind for a moment or two. Although Rogers's absence had compromised Comley in the strict line of his duty, it had given a round to the hands. That much was obvious to all of them as they stood there in the twilight watching. And now Rogers was compromising Drinkwater, for it was clear that the first lieutenant was the worse for drink. In a second Drinkwater would be compelled to take very public notice of Rogers's condition; and at the moment he wanted to avoid that. He affected not to have noticed Rogers.

'Mr. Comley,' he said with every appearance of ferocity, 'I'll not have the ship go to the devil for any reason. D'you clearly understand me?'

His tone diverted Comley's eyes from the person of Rogers to himself.

'Aye, aye, sir.'

'I hold you personally responsible. It's your duty to report such things, and if you can't I'll turn you forrard and find someone who can!' He paused, just long enough to let the words sink in. 'Now have those four men confined in the bilboes overnight and pipe down the watches below.'

'Aye, aye, sir.'

Drinkwater left the deck as Comley put the silver call to his mouth. The captain was raging inwardly, furious with Rogers and himself, himself most of all for his self-delusion that all was well on board. The marine sentry held himself upright at what passed for attention on the heeling deck as Drinkwater stalked past him.

'Pass word for the first lieutenant and the marine officer!' he snapped, banging the door behind him.

Mullender was fussing about in the cabin. 'Why aren't you on deck, Mullender? Eh? Ain't the call at every hatchway enough for you? Don't you hear properly, damn it? The call was for all hands, Mullender!'

'But, sir, the first lieut...'

'Get out!' It was no good Drinkwater making Mullender the surrogate for his anger. The unfortunate steward fled, scuttling out through the pantry. Drinkwater flung off his cloak, massaged his shoulder and groaned aloud. The damp was searching out the old wound given him long ago by the French agent Santhonax in an alley at Sheerness and made worse by a shell-wound off Boulogne. It reminded him that his cross was already heavy enough, without the added burden of Rogers and the fomentation of an exhausted crew. The pain, resentment and momentary self-pity only fuelled his anger further and when Mount and Rogers came into the cabin they found him sitting in the darkness, staring out through the stern windows where the heaving grey sea hissed and bubbled up from the creaking rudder and as suddenly dropped away again.

'Gentlemen,' he said after a pause and without turning round, 'the men are in an evil mood. The grievances are the usual ones and most are justified. Mr. Mount, your own men must be aware of the situation, but I want them to be on their guard. Any reports of meeting, combinations ... the usual thing, Mr. Mount. Make sure the sentinels are well checked by your sergeant, and change their postings. I know they've enough to do watching the specie but I'll not have a mutiny, by God I'll not!'

He turned on them, unwilling to let them see the extent of his anger. A light wavered in the pantry door and Mullender stood uncertainly with the cabin lamps he had obviously been preparing when Drinkwater threw him out. 'Yes, yes, bring them in and ship 'em in the sconces for God's sake, man!' He looked at Mount, 'You understand, don't you, Mr. Mount?'

'Yessir!'

'Very good. Carry on!' 'Sir.'

Mullender and Mount both left the cabin and Drinkwater was alone with Rogers who remained standing, one arm round the stanchion that rose immediately forward of the table.

'Well, sir,' said Drinkwater, looking upwards at Rogers, 'it was ever your dictum to flog a man for every misdemeanour. I have apprehended four men drunk at their stations tonight. Had you been on deck you might have attended to the matter yourself, as you are in duty bound. Had you brought those men to the gratings tomorrow I would have had to flog 'em. But now your conduct has ensured that if I am to flog them I must, in all justice, flog you, sir! Yes, you, sir! And hold your tongue! Not only are you in liquor but you prevented my steward from mustering on deck as he should have done. Why that was I'll forbear enquiring, but if it was to obtain the key to the spirit-room, by God I'll have you broke by a court martial!'

Drinkwater paused. There was a limit in the value of remonstrance with a drunken man. Either rage or self-pity would emerge and neither was conducive to constructive dialogue. Rogers showed sudden and pathetic signs, not of the former, as Drinkwater had expected, but of the latter. Drinkwater had had more than enough for one day and dismissed Rogers as swiftly as possible.

'Get to bed, Mr. Rogers, and when you are sober in the morning, be pleased to take notice of what I have said.'

Rogers stepped forward as though to speak, but the ship's movement, exaggerated here at the stern, checked him and the lamps threw a cautionary glint into Drinkwater's grey eyes. In a sudden access of movement Rogers turned and fled.

Samuel Rogers woke in the night, his head thick and his mouth dry He lay staring into the creaking darkness as the ship rose and fell, riding out the last of the gale under her reefed topsails and awaiting the morning. The events of the previous evening came back to him slowly. The pounding of his headache served to remind him of his folly and, once again, he swore he would never touch another drop. He recalled the interview with Drinkwater and felt his resolve weaken, countered by his deep-seated resentment towards the captain. They were of an age; once a few days had differentiated them in their seniority as lieutenants. Now there was a world of difference between them! Drinkwater a post-captain, two steps ahead of Rogers and across the magic threshold that guaranteed him a flag if he lived long enough to survive his seniors on the captains' list.

It was convenient for Rogers, in the depths of his misery, to forget that it was Drinkwater himself who had rescued him from the gutter. Samuel Rogers was no different from hundreds of other officers in the navy. He had no influence, no fortune, no family. Fate had never put him into a position in which he could distinguish himself and he lacked that spark of originality by which a man might, by some instinctive alchemy of personality, ability and opportunity, make his own luck. To some extent Rogers's very sense of obligation fired his steady dissolution; his jealousy of Drinkwater's success robbed him of any of his own. In his more honest moments he knew he had only two choices. Either he went to the devil on the fastest horse, or he pulled himself together and hoped for a change of luck. In the meantime he should do his duty as Drinkwater had advised and the consideration that he was on a crack frigate under an able officer seemed to offer some consolation. But after that one drink that was all he needed to settle himself, the axis of his rationality tilted. After the inevitable second drink it lost its equilibrium, leaving him ugly with ill-temper, inconsiderate and tyrannical towards the gunroom, cockpit and lower deck.

As he lay in the darkness, while above him the bells rang the middle watch through the night, he knew that some form of turning-point had been reached. Up until that moment his drunkenness had not come to Drinkwater's attention. Until that had happened, Drinkwater was simply the captain, a man of influence and advantage, one of the lucky ones in life's eternal lottery seen from the perspective of one of its losers. Now, however, the captain assumed a new role. His power, absolute and unfettered, could confront Rogers and demolish his alcoholic arrogance with fear.

For although the service had disappointed him, Rogers had nothing beyond the navy. If he was broken by a court martial as remorse said he deserved to be, he would have only himself to blame. The penury of half-pay in some stinking kennel of lodgings alongside the whores and usurers of Portsmouth Point was all that disgrace and dismissal would leave him with.