Egor Rybakov - Moscow is silent. Selected poems

And passion, as an addition to anxious happiness.

Love without plans and strategies, just like that,

How angels and children love since birth,

I cursed myself constantly, but alas, there is no turning back,

And our paths and destinies parted, unfortunately.

(from a woman’s face)

As the sun rises, nature blooms

Birds chirp, announcing a new day,

And with warm rays around everything comes to life,

Waking up is so gratifying in the sleepy silence.

And life is beautiful and vacation is ahead,

Work is a joy, we will postpone it until autumn,

And the sea awaits us; worries behind

I ask you not to bother with phone calls in the summer.

I only miss you, my beloved angel,

And my soul in the evening is so sad sometimes,

For a long time I became dear to me, dear devil,

And without you, problems are just nonsense

I didn’t know before how my heart aches,

From parting, longing and bitterness inside,

And forever the heart without you groans with tears,

I look forward to your steps.

You will come to me, my dear and dear,

Tell me how you missed me when you were away

You live and breathe forever only me

You remember separation as a mental anguish.

And you are my prince, and I am the magic princess,

We were born with you from a fabulous country,

And without you I can’t find myself any more place,

We will be together and we are faithful to each other.

Love is like a warm and tender summer

To the sound of water flowing from a stormy stream,

To the mystery of nature waiting for the dawn,

The smell of freshness after a summer rain.

Still so similar to the flight of a free bird,

That rushes in the sky, knowing no obstacles,

For gatherings over the fire right before the lightning,

It is similar in color to lilac, and to grape taste in taste.

To the touch of a mother and a glance of a sister,

What is constantly protected and carefully stored,

Long-awaited coolness from the dry heat

On loving eyes that only look at you.

Why do you come to me in my dreams?

And you constantly disturb my soul,

You drive me crazy all the time

And he destroyed my dreams with his behavior.

I have already forgotten you, like a mild illness,

And threw all your gifts out of the house

And day after day you torment me in a dream

Alas, I can’t get away from such a park.

I beg you, do not even remember in your dreams

And forget all that is good and precious

Fly away to the world of your dreams,

Oblivion has taken possession of you completely.

The world of your fantasies is alien and unfamiliar to me

And all your efforts are surprisingly in vain

The head is filled with an incomprehensible draft

Your enchantment over me has long ceased to dominate.

Before that she lived only in the gloom of the night,

And nothing at all pleased in this world,

I met amazing sunsets outside the window

A constant sadness reigned in her apartment.

I met him on a weekday so accidentally,

And plunged into his eyes as if into the ocean,

And this sensation was sweet in a new way

It was as if light was breaking through the fog.

And she became his fantasy and passion,

Filling his dreams with extraordinary beauty,

And my heart was so torn from a secret attraction,

And since then, her whole attitude has changed.

He created her from his dreams and all his fantasies,

Filling the soul forever with trembling and grace,

And at the meeting he stuttered, and his legs were already trembling,

She resignedly stretched into a gentle embrace.

And suddenly her gray world changed again,

Longing and pain, all worries disappeared without a trace,

And since childhood, no one has treated so well,

His words were like blessed water for her.

She flew up and rushed to him like the wind,

Fearing nothing more in this wonderful world,

And she was amazingly beautiful at dawn

Taking dreams and fantasies like magic.

Wonderful days have passed and autumn is on the doorstep

Rains without interruption, they are no longer pleasing for a long time,

My soul hurts and my heart is always aching with anxiety,

A string of everyday life, everything is like a black and white movie.

And not to see the sun and again the darkness in the soul,

With your departure, everything is gloomy and unpretentious,

I live in a whirlwind, in weightlessness and emptiness,

I seek justice in the stream of false truth.

Days go by and again my thoughts of you

How do you live, what you breathe, believe and call,

And without your love I am completely weak

Tired of unpretentious thoughts and ignoramuses.

And again I listen to the silence

I can easily recognize you by the steps and voice of my own,

I see you again dozing and half asleep,

Our parting mercilessly eternally cuts in a living way.

And every time I call you again before sleep

I can’t find a reason for our parting

I reach for you for light and sincere warmth,

Please and I beg you to return Kristina to us.

Your gentle look warms the soul

Penetrates right into a wounded heart

And I will never destroy earthly paradise,

And you will fill it with wisdom like a baby.

Ask me to hug you tighter

Kiss gently right on my lips

A passionate evening will bloom with love,

And the eternal worries will subside.

And my heart beats, always breaking

From tender feelings and stormy passion,

And every day I enjoy you

From now on, I am constantly in your power.

Your love protects and keeps me

From the imperfection of the world and adversity,

You attract me forever like a magnet

Our sweet sunrise rushes to the meeting.

My soul flies up to the sky all the time

Kristina’s love is true happiness

My princess, you are loved and desired

I was bewitched by a magical passion.

Passions are raging, blood is boiling,

I’ve been waiting for you for a long time, I’m a dear girl,

My love is probably still sleeping

She yawns, stretches herself up.

And may not I warm you in the morning,

You will not tell me your sorrows

I love you like my own sister

Let’s just communicate as in the beginning.

How can you not love such a beauty?

You have always charmed me,

Stay with me, please, do not need someone else’s,

And the hairstyle, look and outfit delights everyone.

Or maybe you will remember me for a moment?

Suddenly your heart will miss without love

Excuse me for disturbing me, by chance I appeared,

I’ll come to you right away, you just call me.

You don’t trust anyone, I understand you

Too much pain, worries and grievances

You always drown from human attention,

Your mobile constantly vibrates and rings.

Dap was anger, envy, misunderstanding,

We were not talking a couple, you are just different,

I was too persistent, I have no excuse

Illuminated my life, I was wrong, wandering in the gloom.

Let go of you, fly my dear dear,

The heart no longer hurts, does not ache, dying,

This is what it is: love-wicked, earthly,

It burns constantly, like ice water in winter.