Fanny Howe - Second Childhood

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The new poetry collection by Fanny Howe, whose “body of work seems larger, stranger, and more permanent with each new book she publishes” (Ruth Lilly Poetry Prize citation) People want to be poets for reasons that have little to do with language. It’s the life of the poet that they want.
Even the glow of loneliness and humiliation.
To walk in the gutter with a bottle of wine.
Some people’s lives are more poetic than a poem,
and Francis is certainly one of these.
I know, because he walked beside me for that short time
whether you believe it or not.
Fanny Howe’s poetry is known for its lyricism, fragmentation, experimentation, religious engagement, and commitment to social justice. In
, the observing poet is an impersonal figure who accompanies Howe in her encounters with chance and mystery. She is not one age or the other, in one time or another. She writes, “The first question in the Catechism is: / What was humanity born for? /
is the correct answer.”

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and a little girl

on a purple amethyst in the ocean foam.

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An early scene

innerly seen:

random sprays

of snow across Fresh Pond

(far below freezing

in Fahrenheit)

could be a white man’s torso

who escaped a hospital

and shed his sheet and slid

happily face down on a mud-streaked mass

of ice. Could be cyclamen

with its leaves like violets

or refugee camps in Syria.

I must not lose heart.

It takes sixteen years for

a soul to cross the silvery ice

to the forbidden fields of grace

never knowing if it’s fair

to choose self-starvation over health care.

I was such a cold mother a mineral was a flower.

Dear Hölderlin

(for Maureen Owen)

Years ago in a migration

we each carried our own

rug and pillow,

telescope and strings.

Our tent was portable and able

to be dismantled.

It could be rolled

and stuffed very fast.

Flowers and grass

still grew freely and sea-lilac

had already cracked

the tarmac. So there was sustenance.

At the estuary nearby

two continents had split apart

and a curlew

flew alone and crying.

Carefully a book

would be buried

with iodine and wine

and food that doesn’t rot.

The cross is a good marker

for an avenue and white clover,

trampled where little

sweet pea is growing higher.

Down the hill comes a poet

with ginger hair, he puts

violets inside his hat,

herbs and water and says:

There was once music here,

a round table

and gang prayer,

and an exploding glacier.

Women kept each tent clean

until one cried,

I’m going to take care

of myself.

We heard her packing

the woods into her tote

like a nymph

managing a shipwreck.

After that, for us all

empathy was our only hope.

A Vision

Some old people want to leave this earth and

experience another.

They don’t want to commit suicide. They want to

wander out of sight

without comrades or luggage.

Once I was given such an opportunity, and what did

I find?

Mist between mountains, the monotonous buzz of

farm machinery,

cornstalks brown and flowers then furrows

preparing to receive seeds for next year’s harvest.

A castle, half-ruined by a recent earthquake still

highly functional.

Computers, copying machines and cars.

It was once a monastery and home for a family

continually at war.

Cypress trees and chestnut and walnut trees. A swing

hanging long from a high bough,

where paths circle down, impeding quick escapes by

armies or thieves.

I was assigned the monastic wing that later became

a granary.

Brick-red flagstones, small windows with hinged

casements

and twelve squares of glass inside worn frames.

From the moment I entered the long strange space,

I foresaw an otherworldly light taking shape.

Scorpions lived in the cracks.

I came without a plan, empty-handed except for my

notebooks from preceding days.

This lack was a deliberate choice: to see what would

be revealed to me by circumstances.

I took long walks that multiplied my body into

companionable parts.

Down dusty roads and alongside meadows,

and pausing to look at the mountains and clouds,

I talked to myself.

Mysticism “provides a path for those who ask the way

to get lost.

It teaches how not to return,” wrote Michel de Certeau.

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One day I had the sense that there were two boys

accompanying me everywhere I went.

I could not identify the boy on the left,

but the one on the right was overwhelmingly himself.

Someone I knew and loved.

The other one was very powerful in his personality,

an enigma and a delight.

His spirit seemed to spread into the roads and

weather.

Silver olive trees and prim vineyards.

Now a rain has whitened the morning sky but every

single leaf holds a little water and glitter.

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Mirror neurons experience the suffering that they see.

A forest thick with rust and gold that doesn’t rust.

I saw a painting where the infant Jesus was lying on

his back

on the floor at the feet of Mary

and his halo was still attached to his head.

And another painting where there were about forty

baby cherubs

all wearing golden halos. Gold represents the sun as

the sun represents God.

Outside wild boars were still roaming the hills.

Maize, sunflowers, honey, thyme, beans, stones,

olives and tomatoes.

Rush hour in the two-lane highway.

Oak tree leaves curled into caramel balls.

A Franciscan monk sat on a floor reciting the rosary, a concept borrowed from Islamic prayer beads centuries before.

Figs, bread, pasta, wine and cheese.

These are not the subconscious, but necessities.

People want to be poets for reasons that have little to

do with language.

It is the life of the poet that they want, I think.

Even the glow of loneliness and humiliation.

To walk in the gutter with a bottle of wine.

Some people’s lives are more poetic than a poem

and Francis is certainly one of these.

I know, because he walked beside me for that

short time

whether you believe it or not. He was thirteen.

That night I drank walnut liqueur, just a sip, it tasted

like Kahlua.

The inner wing of a bird is the color of a doe.

And the turned-over earth is the color of a nut, and a bird,

but soon it will be watered for the green wheat of spring.

Flying up the hill on the back of the motorbike in the warm Roman air was like drinking from the fountain of youth.

Umbrella trees along the Tiber.

I walked on the rooftops across Rome, including a grassy one, and one where a palm grew out of a crack in the rocks.

I was carrying an assortment of envelopes containing paintings and notes for my Mass but they could not be managed easily because their shapes were irregular.

Some had juttings, some were swollen, the color red was prominent. They depicted divided cities, divided into layers, not all in a line. A layer cake sagging under the weight of accumulated dust, dirt and now grass.

Each layer had been purchased at the cost of decades, even centuries of hand-hurting, back-breaking slave labor. Caveat emptor!

Broken columns, mashed marble friezes and faces. The triumph of greed

was written across my storyboard. The city was a

mighty and devouring creation,

a creature with a crusted skin.

Even in the city you look for a place that welcomes you. You actually want to be found!

Being found is the polar opposite of making a vow.

You are a pot of gold and not the arc of the rainbow.

When you sit down on a stone, face up to the sun, you can’t help but think, Mine, mine.

And you don’t have to promise anything to anyone in time.

You may be called to a place of banality or genius,

but as long as it is your own happiness that responds to it,

you are available to something inhuman.

Mozart sat at the piano for the better part of every day.

All over the world monks have lived in desert hovels as scribes, prophets, mendicants.

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