Кристина Гроф - Жажда целостности. Наркомания и духовный путь

Плывя по течению жизни, мы чувствуем волны спокойствия, приятия и радости. Мы возвращаем себе ключ от дверей рая и, отворив эти двери, вновь обнаруживаем свой дом, который имели и прежде, но не знали об этом. Мы понимаем, что тщетный, мучительный и разрушительный поиск смысла жизни во внешних вещах был неправильной стратегией. Ведь мы, не зная того, все время носили в себе все наши вопросы и все ответы на них. Кабир пишет:

Все наше путешествие по жизни, ведущее к дому, – это путешествие героя. Возвращаясь к Истинному «Я», мы осознаем, что предмет наших поисков всегда был рядом с нами. В конце своих приключений мы вполне можем вернуться туда, откуда начали свой путь. Т. С. Элиот в своей поэме «Четыре квартета» пишет:

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