Беверли Клири - Dear Mr. Henshaw / Дорогой мистер Хеншоу. 7-8 классы

I didn’t think that answers to those questions were very important, but I had one question that I wanted to ask. I did it at the last minute when Mrs. Badger was autographing some books that kids had brought.

“Mrs. Badger,” I said, “have you ever met Boyd Henshaw?”

“Why, yes,” she said, signing someone’s book. “I once met him at a meeting of librarians.”

“What’s he like?” I asked.

“He’s a very nice young man with a twinkle in his eye,” she answered. I think I have known that since the time he answered my questions when Miss Martinez made us write to an author.

On the ride home everybody was talking about Mrs. Badger. I didn’t want to talk. I just wanted to think. A real live author called me an author. A real live author told me to keep it up. Mom was proud of me when I told her.

The gas station stopped pinging a long time ago, but I wanted to write about all this while I remembered. I’m glad tomorrow is Saturday and I don’t have to go to school. I wish Dad was here so I could tell him all about today.

Dear Mr. Henshaw,

I’ll keep this short to save your time. I had to tell you something. You were right. I wasn’t ready to write an imaginary story. But guess what! I wrote a true story which won Honorable Mention in the Yearbook. Maybe next year I’ll write something that will win first or second prize. Maybe by then I will know how to write an imaginary story.

I just thought that you would like to know. Thank you for your help. I’m glad I didn’t hand in that stupid story about the melting wax trucker.

P.S. I still write in the diary that you started me on.

This morning the sun was shining, so Barry and I mailed my letter to Mr. Henshaw and then went to see if there were still any butterflies in the grove. We only saw three or four, so I guess most of them have gone north for the summer. Then we walked to a little park and sat on a rock watching the waves. After that we walked back to my house.

A tractor without a trailer was parked in front. Dad’s! I began to run, and Dad and Bandit got out of the cab.

“Bye, I have to go,” shouted Barry who heard a lot about Dad and Bandit and who understands about parents and divorce.

Dad and I just stood there looking at each other until I said, “Hi, Dad. Have you seen any shoes on the highway lately?”

“Lots of them,” Dad smiled, not like his old self. “All kinds.”

Bandit came to me, wagging his tail and looking happy. There was a new red bandanna around his neck.

“How’re you doing, kid?” asked Dad. “I brought your dog back.”

“Thanks,” I said, hugging Bandit. Dad’s stomach seemed bigger, and he wasn’t as tall as I remembered him.

“You’ve grown,” he said which is what grownups always say when they don’t know what else to say to kids.

Did Dad think I would stop growing just because he was away? “How did you find Bandit?” I asked.

“By asking every day over my CB,” he said. “I finally got an answer from a trucker who said he had picked up a lost dog in a snowstorm in the mountains, a dog that was still riding with him. Last week we were at the same truck stop.”

“I’m glad you got him back,” I said, and after trying to think of something else to say, I asked, “Why aren’t you hauling anything?” I think I hoped he would say he had come all the way from Bakersfield just to bring Bandit back to me.

“I’m waiting for a load of broccoli,” he said. “So I thought I’d stop here on my way to Ohio.”

So Dad had come to see me just because of broccoli. After all these months when I wanted to see him so much, a load of broccoli brought him here. I felt mad and hurt. It hurt so much that I couldn’t think of anything to say.

Just then Mom drove up and got out of her old car which looked so little next to Dad’s big rig.

“Hello, Bill,” she said.

“Hello, Bonnie,” he said.

We all just stood there with Bandit wagging his tail, until Dad said, “Aren’t you going to ask me in?”

“Sure, come in,” said Mom. Bandit went with us to our little house and came inside. “How about a cup of coffee?” Mom asked Dad.

“Sure,” said Dad, looking around. “So this is where you two live.” Then he sat down on the couch.

“This is where we live as long as we can pay the rent,” said Mom. “And it can never be driven away.” Mom really hated that mobile home we lived in.

Dad looked tired and sad like I had never seen him look before. While Mom was making coffee, I showed him the burglar alarm I had made for my lunchbox. He looked at it and said, “I always knew I had a smart kid.”

Then I showed him my Yearbook and what I had written. He read it and said, “Funny, but I still think about that day every time I haul grapes to a winery. I’m glad you remember it, too.” That made me feel good. He looked at me for a while and then said, “You’re smarter than your old man.”

That embarrassed me. I didn’t know how to answer.

Finally Mom brought two cups of coffee. She gave one to Dad and took hers to a chair where she sat. They just sat there looking at one another over the coffee cups. I wanted to yell, Do something! Say something! Don’t just sit there!

Finally Dad said, “I miss you, Bonnie.”

I didn’t want to hear this conversation, but I didn’t know how to get out of there, so I sat down on the floor and hugged Bandit who looked happy like he had never been away.

“I’m sorry,” said Mom. I think she meant she was sorry Dad missed her. Or maybe she was sorry about everything. I don’t know.

“Have you found someone else?” asked Dad.

“No,” said Mom.

“I think about you a lot,” said Dad, “especially at night.”

“I haven’t forgotten you,” said Mom.

“Bonnie, is there any chance – ” Dad began.

“No,” said Mom in a sad, soft voice. “There isn’t a chance.”

“Why not?” asked Dad.

“Too many lonely days and nights not knowing where you were, too much waiting for phone calls you forgot to make because you were having fun at some truck stop,” said Mom. “Too many boring Saturday nights. Too many broken promises. Things like that.”

“Well…” said Dad and put his cup down. “That’s what I wanted to know, so I can go now.” He hadn’t even finished his coffee. He stood up and I did, too. Then he gave me a big hug, and for a minute I wanted to never let him go.

“Bye, son,” he said. “I’ll try to see you more often.”

“Sure, Dad,” I said. I had learned by now that I couldn’t trust anything he said.

Mom came to the door. Suddenly Dad hugged her, and to my surprise, she hugged him back. Then he turned and ran down the steps. When he reached his rig, he shouted, “Take good care of Bandit.”

I thought of Dad hauling a load of broccoli across the country and all those places in my book of road maps, and I didn’t like to think of Dad alone on that long haul driving all day and most of the night, thinking of Mom.

“Dad, wait!” I yelled and ran to him. “Dad, you keep Bandit. You need him more than I do. Please take him. I don’t have any ways to amuse him.”

Dad smiled at that, and whistled, and Bandit jumped into the cab as if that was what he really wanted to do all this time.

“Bye, Leigh,” Dad said and started the motor. Then he looked out the window and said, “You’re a good kid, Leigh. I’m proud of you, and I’ll try to be a better Dad.” As he drove off, he yelled, “See you around!” and was more the way I had remembered him.