Laurie Horowitz - The Family Fortune

I might have chosen another town, since Hull was no longer fashionable and we no longer owned that house, but I went back to Hull, choosing a cottage that was for rent on a street called Ocean Avenue, a street that ran from the ocean side to the bay side of the peninsula. From the cottage’s upper window, on the ocean side, you could see the Boston skyline.

That is where Max and I fell in love. I drove down there with a pair of shoes from Brooks Brothers. That was my excuse. I needed to replace the shoes Bentley had ruined. The shoes were the most expensive pair in the store. I told myself that it was the least I could do after Bentley and the vomiting incident, but really I wanted to impress Max with my generosity. He said I shouldn’t have done it, that the ruined shoes weren’t nearly as nice as the new ones. (I didn’t doubt it.) He seemed to like them, though I never saw him wear them that summer. That was a summer of flip-flops and shorts.

Max said that I had arrived just in time, because he was going crazy.

“Solitude is great,” he said, “in theory, but I’ve never been so alone in my life.”

“I thought writers like to be alone,” I said.

“They need to be alone. It’s different.”

We walked down to the pier for fried clams. He already knew the woman who served the food from behind a screened-in window and called her by name—Jo, short for Josephine. I was impressed by anyone who made friends that easily, and Max was one of those people. He brought the world in around him so that wherever he was, he was inside a circle.

I hardly left the beach that summer. Max said that it was much easier to work when I was there.

“Isn’t it your responsibility to make sure this thing is a success?” he asked. I was too happy to care about responsibility. A responsible person wouldn’t have slept with the first person to whom they gave a grant. It could come back to haunt me.

Max worked all day, except for the few afternoons we took off to play. I learned to cook and each night served something new and interesting, though not always good. After I worked on it half the day, I was always disappointed when the results didn’t live up to my expectations, but Max didn’t seem to mind. I could have served him macaroni and cheese every night and he would have been just as happy as with my Stroganoffs, bouillabaisses, and risottos.

After that summer, the foundation continued to rent the house for three years, then we bought it. I replaced the old dusty furniture, had the house painted, and put a deck on the roof. From there you could see both the ocean and the bay.

Though it’s been years since I delved into the competition between Euphemia and Isabella, I still like to go and sit on a particular stone bench at the Gardner Museum. Except for the ring of the occasional cell phone, I can imagine myself back in time and hear the crinolines rustling. Euphemia would be happy to know that for all of Isabella’s grand pretensions, the museum is a somber place despite the airy atrium and fresh flowers. It feels as if the color gray has descended on it like dusk. Euphemia would have been even more delighted to know that these days the museum’s collection is sometimes considered second rate.

Upstairs on the third floor, in a corner, is a picture of several women standing together. Euphemia is in the picture, off to the side. The catalogue names her. She has a full chest, a huge bustle, and a receding chin. If anyone resembles her, it is my sister Winnie, who often wears that same air of perpetual dissatisfaction. The painting is known as a lesser work, and that’s where Euphemia is memorialized forever. If she knew of our financial troubles, she’d be so mortified she would probably remove herself from the painting entirely. The next time I climbed the stairs to see her, she’d be gone, hiding in some other picture where no one would be likely to find her.

The morning after the “big announcement” I walked to my office in Kenmore Square. It’s a good walk from Beacon Hill, but on a beautiful day—and it was a beautiful day—I preferred it to climbing down into the subway and rushing around underground like a mole.

Like Isabella, I hadn’t chosen prime Boston real estate for my enterprise. Kenmore Square, near Fenway Park, is an unglamorous part of the city, catering to students and baseball fans. In fact, it is not too far from the Gardner Museum.

I rented the office shortly after taking over the foundation. My mother thought that an office would give the foundation more legitimacy.

A tasteful plaque on the door says “The Fortune Family Foundation,” but I never did much in the way of decorating. The inside of the office looks like it belongs to a low-rent detective in a Raymond Chandler novel.

I opened the door. My intern, Tad, was stacking manuscripts on my desk. He separated the stories into several piles, depending on how much he thought I’d like them. I gave him the coffee I’d picked up at the shop on the ground floor, the shop that had the real teapot spouting steam out front. I’d loved that enormous teapot since I was a child, and maybe that was why I took this office just above it.

I pulled “Boston Tech” out of my tattered L. L. Bean tote and slapped it onto the desk.

“You have to look at this,” I said. Each time I touched the story, I felt a low jolt of excitement.

“Lunchtime soon enough?” Tad asked. He was very serious about keeping the office organized and usually read on his own time.

“Can’t wait,” I said.

“Is this Jane Fortune that I see before me? I think you are—dare I say it—ebullient?”

“Shut up.” I blushed.

“You can only speak to me like that because you don’t pay me,” he said, smiling.

“Just read it,” I said.

He was embarrassing me. I hated to see myself as he must see me, a desiccated old maid with a lonely passion for literature.

He sat at his desk, a big oak block I had acquired when my old school was auctioning off some of its ancient furniture. While he read the story, I looked through the mail. There was a packet of clippings about Max Wellman. I used to pull the clippings myself, but eventually I hired a service. Since Max was the first winner of the Fortune Family Fellowship, I had a responsibility to keep up with him, didn’t I? I had been in love with him—maybe I still was—so I used the clipping service to stalk him, in a genteel way, of course.

The article that arrived that day was a profile of “the author at home” in Vanity Fair. It showed him in his Tribeca loft. He was, if possible, even more handsome than he was when I first met him. I read the article, not just for what was in it, but also for what I could find between the lines.

“So,” the interviewer, a woman, asked, “you’ve been connected with all sorts of women. Do you have anything to say about that?”

“What would you like me to say?”

“Do you have anyone serious in your life?”

“Isn’t everyone in your life serious?”

“You are teasing me.”

“I’m not,” he said.

“Let’s face it, Mr. Wellman, you are known as the Literary Lothario, New York’s bad boy. Casanova with a pen. Do you care to comment on that?”

“No, I don’t.”

“Okay, then. Your first big success. Duet for One . It’s been said that it was based on a true story, that you could never have written it with such truth, such feeling, if there wasn’t something personal in it.”

“I write fiction. It was a story.”

This interviewer wasn’t having much luck with Max. I knew that Duet for One, at least the first part, was about me. I knew it, but since I had been so closemouthed about my relationship with Max, no one else did. Max had re-created the scene in the restaurant with Bentley, the scene in the bathroom when Bentley vomited on his shoes (a scene Max managed to make laugh-out-loud funny), and the trip back to Bentley’s apartment. He had written about my arrival at the beach cottage with a new pair of shoes. In Duet for One, the couple’s relationship hinges on that pair of shoes.