Jennifer Greene - Silver and Spice

“Since when have you ever had the least interest in acquiring a house?” she blurted out.

“Never, particularly. I don’t really care where I hang my hat. But you do, don’t you, Anne?”

His words sent a shiver up and down her spine. Her new boots suddenly picked themselves up and took off down the stairs after him. “Jake-”

“The grounds require almost no care. There’s no lawn to mow, since the woods lead right up to the beach. That’s not the reason I bought the house, though. I couldn’t resist that glassed-in room over the lake.”

Not the usual motivation for buying a piece of real estate. Head swimming, Anne stepped through the doorway ahead of him.

The house was built in a basic square, with a kitchen island set kitty-corner in the center of the main living area. Its counter faced the glass-enclosed living area. Two low, well-stuffed couches in cantaloupe faced the lake as well as the stone fireplace. Near the hearth was an area that could serve as a living room, although at the moment there wasn’t a stick of furniture in it. Off-white carpeting ran through both rooms, thick and springy beneath Anne’s feet.

She kept moving, out of the living-dining area toward an open door. The master bedroom was next. Her practical side noted its built-in closets, the king-sized bed and ivory shag bedspread, the need for plants and pictures. Her less practical side kept focusing on the huge, jeweled window. The stained-glass design was a profusion of hyacinths in coral and lilac and ivory. The pastel softness cast a sensual glow of color and shadow on the entire room; Anne could imagine it at dawn and sunset. With her heart racing oddly, she found herself staring, mesmerized…

Then she realized Jake was standing at the door. Anne bit her lip, and ducked under his arm. Too many feelings were flooding her mind; she wasn’t ready to face them yet. She turned the knob on a closed door and felt Jake’s hand clutch at her shirt, plucking her back from a potentially very wet, very cold, most unexpected dunk in the lake. “Our garage,” he said wryly.

A boat was bobbing in their “garage.” No huge ocean liner, but white and gleaming and large enough for a cabin.

“An absolute necessity,” Jake explained. “During Idaho winters, the roads are often impassable with snow around here. The lake’s so huge it rarely freezes over, and there are docks in Coeur d’Alene.”

“I see,” she said faintly, and kept on going.

Beyond his “boat garage” were two spare bedrooms that faced the woods. Both were decorated with nut-brown carpeting and apricot curtains, but they were without furnishings as yet. She found one last room as they finished their tour of the house. It was a study with three long, rectangular windows, half-filled bookcases, an oxblood leather couch and oak desk complemented by warm paneling and dark blue carpeting. In furnishings and mood, the room was completely different from the rest of the house.

“Your office,” Jake mentioned.

Anne’s already well-established case of panic went into high gear.

“You’re looking pale, honey. I’ll get you something to drink.”

“Not alcohol,” she said swiftly.

“Not alcohol.” Jake grinned, her favorite crooked smile. The one that had torn at her heart from the first, so many years ago. “Because they built the kitchen at an angle in the middle of the house, one of the bathrooms on the other side is a triangle. Check it out,” he advised as he sauntered off toward the kitchen.

She did. The tub was in one point of the triangle, a sunken affair, large enough for two to stretch out in…if both were shaped rather triangularly. Not funny, Anne… Melon tiles climbed the walls; gold fixtures reflected back from the mirror. So did Anne, or at least there was some strange woman staring back at her with vulnerable green eyes and a mane of ash-blond hair.

What was he trying to do to her? He hadn’t said one word about the house, not when he was trying to convince her to come west with him, not during the three days they spent in his ghost town. She walked out of the bathroom and turned the corner to find Jake in the open kitchen, holding a cup of peppermint tea out to her. That struck another note of anxiety; so he had stocked peppermint tea. He must have bought it even before the trip. Jake leaned back against the counter as Anne took the warm cup in her hands. He said nothing, as if waiting.

Words struggled out of her dry throat. “This house cost more than a penny here and there.”

“A little more coin than that, yes.” He made a sweeping gesture. “The whole place needs furniture.”

“And pictures.”

He nodded. “White carpeting probably isn’t particularly practical?”

It was terribly impractical. Anne loved the house, though. All of it, from the gleaming appliances and easy-care surfaces, to its impossible-to-keep-clean white carpeting, to the pastel accents, always favorites of Anne’s. She put down the cup and touched cool fingertips to her temples. Her eyes riveted on a tiny patch in the knee of Jake’s jeans and couldn’t seem to focus anywhere else. She couldn’t remember a single time since she’d met him that he hadn’t worn patched jeans.

Gradually, she forced her eyes to stop staring. Just as gradually her gaze made its way past the blue chambray shirt, open at the throat, past lips no longer smiling, past that strange nose of his that gave him such a strong profile. Gray eyes met hers, fiercely concentrating on the fragile paleness of her own face. “There are times, Jake,” she said in a low voice, “when you scare the hell out of me.”

“Then first,” he suggested, “we’d better take care of that.”

He only had to take a step to reach her, to capture her trembling lips with his own. She was so strangely cold, and then not at all. The warmth of his arms was reassuring, welcomed more than she could tell him. Her hands swept up to his muscle-padded shoulders, as familiar as the taste of him, as the feel of iron thighs rubbing against her own. This was Jake, no stranger…

Yet he was a stranger. She’d known Jake the lover forever, but, as he himself had said, she’d never known the man before. She knew the wildly impulsive lover who could buy out a townful of violets on a whim, who wrapped up silver ingots as a surprise, who could stalk her through a crowded room like a silver wolf without another soul guessing what was going on. No woman could resist the fantasy web of magic Jake could weave- but how long had Anne equated the fantasy with the total man?

Only now did she realize the different kind of web he’d been spinning day by day. His cactus salad and threat of yellow-jacket soup-how like the Jake she once thought she knew. Now her heart remembered something more, her response to the very strength of the man, the soul of a survivor who knew his way around the wilderness.

His friends, too… They didn’t live at all according to her preferred lifestyle, but neither were they leading the here-today-gone-tomorrow lives she’d expected. Stereotypes wouldn’t do; they were simply good people, caring people, and the way they cared for Jake had touched her.

His ghost town-and how exotic she’d been afraid that place would be-had turned out to be simply a haven. And his silver-she’d been so sure he’d been taken in by some con artist selling worthless stocks. And last, his house, built half on land, half on water-so like Jake. So very like Jake. Only she was not fooled this time. The house was a clear offer of exactly the kind of security he knew mattered to Anne, and she felt as if he’d spun a cobweb tightly around her like a silken net.

Panic still quickened her pulse, a panic she couldn’t explain. She just couldn’t make decisions right now, not the decisions he wanted from her. Fear warred with a far more primitive, simpler emotion…the need to be held by him. To be held so close she didn’t have to think for a minute. She didn’t want to think. It seemed far more desperately important to let him know she saw the man, loved the man, not just old images and fantasies. A fierce hunger rushed through her veins as his hands crushed her hair, as his lips brushed hers, over and over. He made the foolish mistake of trying to lift his mouth from hers to take a breath. She wooed his lips back to hers, enticing him with a soft, sweet, murmured plea.