Susan Johnson - Seduction in Mind

"Now?"

"Do you have something else to do?"

Several something-elses-most having to do with beds and the naked Miss Ionides-but sensible of the delicacy of the moment, he smiled and said, "I've nothing I'd rather do. I'll make our excuses to Bertie."

"I'll come with you."

"You're sure?"

"I see you're anticipating some vulgar male response from Bertie. We're going to the exhibition, my lord, that's all. And if either you or Bertie think otherwise, I'll be there to clarify my position."

"He's not always… shall we say, well mannered."

"I know Bertie very well. And if he's not courteous with me, I'll point out his deficiency."

"How well do you know Bertie?"

"How well I know him is none of your business."

He shouldn't care, but curiously, he found he did. "You're highly provoking, Miss Ionides."

"And?" Her gaze was the most ravishing purple, and edgy.

His nostrils flared, but his smile an instant later was enchanting. "And I look forward to understanding you better."

"Understanding?" The single word was uttered softly, insinuation in every syllable.

Sam held out his arm. "Let's get the hell out of here." He was back on familiar ground.

In short order, they were seated side by side in Sam's carriage while the driver navigated the crowded road from Ascot. The viscount was in superb good humor with the object of his pursuit in proximity. Alex was more conflicted, her emotions in flux, and even as she experienced intoxicating desire, she still debated whether she would act on it.

The viscount, more focused, only contemplated the logistics of time and his nearby race box. "Do you actually want to go to the exhibition?" Well bred and courteous, he could have been asking her to partner him in croquet.

She didn't answer at first, struggling against her perception of the viscount and his profligacies, wondering how many times he'd done this before, chiding herself for caring, reminding herself she was a liberated woman unconcerned with prudish propriety. Was she not capable of making a decision based on her own wishes and needs?

"If you're unsure… about-" Sam started to ask.

"Going to bed with you?"

His brows rose. "I was going to say about the exhibition hours."

"The show's open until nine."

"Ah… plenty of time, then," he said affably.

"For what, my lord?"

"Don't get prickly, darling. For whatever you wish."

"I'm not your darling. You already have dozens of those. And I don't do this as a rule and I'm uncertain if I will now, and Lord almighty, Ranelagh, I don't know what I'm doing here. I just met you yesterday."

"If it's any consolation, I told myself the same thing when I couldn't sleep last night-" Her piercing glance stopped him.

"Don't bamboozle me; I didn't keep you from anything last night."

" Au contraire , Miss Ionides. It was a matter of saving face. And I shouldn't have gone."

"Really." Leaning into the corner of the seat, she pursed her mouth and contemplated the folly of believing she'd disturbed Ranelagh's debauch. Even for a night.

Sprawling in the opposite corner, he stretched out his long legs, offered her a surly look, and said, "Really. And I'm wondering why I'm even admitting to such foolishness. I don't know you."

"It's lust, I suppose."

He shook his head. "Lust I know. This isn't precisely it. And that's the problem."

"Does it have to be a problem? Surely, we're both adults."

"So a fuck is a fuck," he said gruffly.

She smiled. "Am I supposed to be shocked?"

He smiled back. "Later maybe."

She acknowledged his remark with a faint lift of her brows. "So our problems are swept aside?"

"I can do so if you can."

"Actually, I'm not sure I'm so cavalier. I've had much less practice."

"Any woman who poses nude for the world to see is beyond cavalier, Miss Ionides. I'd say you're capable of dealing with most anything."

"Including you?"

"I certainly hope so," he answered. "Now, are we going to the exhibition first or afterward?"

"Will there be time… afterward?" Her voice was calm despite the provocation in her query.

"Not if I can help it." He smiled. "I was being tactful."

Her gaze was examining. "Are you really as good as they say?"

"If you're ready, why don't we see? You have my permission to grade me."

"I don't need your permission."

"But you need something else I have."

His grin was infuriatingly cheeky. "Damn you, yes, and I wish I didn't."

He shrugged. "I dislike the intensity of my feelings as well."

She suddenly laughed at their mutual equivocation of everything save desire. "This should be interesting at least."

"I promise to do better than interesting." His voice was exquisitely soft.

"That will be for me to decide," she said lightly.

"If we weren't almost to my race box, I'd show you right now and you could let me know."

She shook her head. "I prefer my studio."

"I don't think so."

"What if I insist?"

His smile was pure seduction. "Insist away."

"Because I'll capitulate to your allure in the end."

"Because we're almost to Fair Grange, and I'll make love to you now instead of an hour from now."

"How convincing you can be." She enjoyed the game, noting how astonishingly beautiful he was at close range.

"You look like a practical woman."

"Or one in heat."

He grinned. "I'm on my best behavior, Miss Ionides. I hope you appreciate it."

"And I hope that good behavior continues once we're in bed. I'm selfish of my pleasure."

His gaze was insolent. "I haven't had any complaints."

"Then I won't be wasting my time."

"I hardly think so. I have more experience than priests or young boys."

Her brows rose. "Are you monitoring my acquaintances, my lord?"

"Lovers, I think, is the proper word."

"I doubt I'd have time to list all of yours, and with that thought in mind, I'm going to insist we go to my studio."

"You like to be in control?"

"Generally."

"That must be why you concentrate on inexperienced men."

"If you'd like to begin comparing the qualities of our sex partners, might I point out you were friendly with Countess Marley and Lady Walker, I believe. And several more in their style."

"Touché." The ladies all had been stereotypically beautiful but simple.

"So if you'd be so kind as to give your driver my address…"

Tipping his head faintly, he conceded, and conveyed Alex's direction to his driver.

Sam brought up the subject of painting on the journey into the City because he was intent on being well behaved and thought it prudent to discuss something of interest to the lady. She obviously wasn't inclined to wanton conduct, or at least not in the carriage, so he gallantly asked questions about her work and listened politely to her answers. He didn't mention the Gérôme painting of her he owned, in case she would take issue with the reasons he owned it.

And maybe Lillie was right. Maybe Miss Ionides could afford to be different. Certainly, she was unconventional, a quality rare in the females of his class. She had almost a mannish independence, a characteristic both intriguing and disconcerting. But any reservations he might have of her unorthodox nature were more than offset by her glorious sensuality.

She shouldn't be so shallow as to fall under the spell of Ranelagh's quintessential charm and dark handsomeness, Alex thought, trying not to stare at him. If she chose to bed him, it should be for reasons other than mere physical attraction. She'd always considered herself an intelligent woman, unmoved by the superficiality of the beau monde, and now she was allowing herself to be charmed by the most profligate libertine in London because she found him overwhelmingly attractive. Such a response didn't bear close scrutiny, and she deliberately set aside her unsettling thoughts.