Sylvia Day - Don't Tempt Me

"The Marquis de Saint-Martin was attacked just hours ago," he said grimly.

"No…" She stumbled as her knees weakened under the weight of her greatest fear. Reaching out, she caught herself by gripping the baluster.

"He was gravely injured. He has since been moved to his home, where he is being attended, but his situation appears dire. Comte Desjardins wanted you to be made aware."

The room spun and Marguerite gasped for air, fighting a tightening in her chest that threatened to rob her of consciousness.

"Made aware," she repeated, her thoughts on the letter sitting on her dining table.

Every instinct screamed at her to go to Philippe, to be with him, hold him, nurse him back to health.

Which was not possible. His wife would care for him, as was her right.

Dear God…

Marguerite sank to the marble floor in a puddle of yellow skirts, her vision distorted by hot flowing tears. The butler hurried toward her, but she halted him with an upraised hand. "Is your cousin still employed at the Saint-Martin residence?"

"Yes, mademoiselle." Understanding lit the servant's pale blue eyes. "I will send someone to learn what they can from him."

"Urge them to haste."

As the courier backed away as if to leave, her attention returned to him. Fury gave her the strength to rise to her feet.

"As for you," she said coldly, stepping toward him with fists clenched. "Return to Comte Desjardins and give him a message for me."

"Mademoiselle?" He shifted uncomfortably.

"Tell him that if the marquis does not survive, neither will he."

He bowed and departed, leaving Marguerite with a life in shambles. For the space of several heartbeats she stood in place, hardly breathing.

How would she survive without Philippe?

A hand touched her arm tentatively. Marguerite turned to find Celie standing beside her.

"What can I do?" the maid asked.

"What can anyone do?" Marguerite replied in a hoarse voice. "Everything is in the hands of God now."

"Perhaps the Vicomte de Grenier can be of assistance?"

Marguerite frowned, startled by the suggestion. She had no one to whom she could turn for help. Her sisters, perhaps, but they had nothing to offer and would most likely believe that such was the fate of fallen women.

"Why would he help me?" she asked.

Celie shrugged and winced.

"Send someone," Marguerite ordered, thinking he would already know about the day's events, regardless.

The maid curtsied and scurried off.

It was a few hours later before de Grenier arrived. He entered the parlor behind the butler looking windblown and handsome, despite the tightness of his mouth and the grimness in his eyes.

Marguerite rose from her seat, expending great effort to ignore how the knot in her stomach tightened upon seeing him. "My lord."

"I came as swiftly as possible," he said, striding up to her and collecting her hands in his.

"I am grateful."

"I went to Desjardins first, to see what he knew."

She gestured for him to sit and he did, choosing to share the small settee with her.

"Was he forthcoming?" she asked.

"He was startled by my involvement, then wary. I believe it was only desperation that led him to speak openly."

Her fingers tangled together in her lap and her breath caught. "Desperation?"

De Grenier exhaled and the sound conveyed such finality, she felt ill. "I have always thought of Desjardins as immovable as a mountain, despite his youth. There are very few people who I would believe above any form of coercion and he is one of them."

"Coercion?" she repeated, the word sticking to the roof of her dry mouth.

"Yes." He paused. "Marguerite…"

"Just tell me, damn you!"

"There is some speculation that a cache of missing and important documents is being held by Saint-Martin in this house."

"Where?"

"I do not know. Desjardins is not even certain the tale is true. He only knows that he has been receiving threats the last three months, all promising harm to Saint-Martin and you, if what the fiend desires is not returned."

Confused, her gaze moved around the room as if she could find the needed papers. "We have been so wrong."

"Beg your pardon?"

"Saint-Martin believed that I was distracting him from his duties to the secret du roi and that is what the grievance was. Neither of us understood how a mistress could signify, but we were unable to conceive of what else it could be."

"You were unable to conceive of it," the vicomte said gently. "Saint-Martin was aware that he had possession of something valuable; he simply did not share the information with you."

Marguerite heard the note of smugness in de Grenier's words and knew he hoped to incite a rift. Such machinations were wasted on her, however. She was a practical woman. She did not find it odd or secretive for Philippe to withhold information about his covert activities from her. There was nothing she could do with such knowledge besides worry unduly about things she had no power over.

"So what can I do?" she asked. "Who is this person who needs these documents and what hold does he have over Desjardins?"

"I do not know." The vicomte leaned forward. "I only know that you cannot remain here, Marguerite."

"Of course not. If they want something in this house, they must have it. We cannot risk Saint-Martin's life."

"They also want you."

She blinked. "Why?"

"Whoever this individual is, they carry great enmity toward Saint-Martin. They want him to lose everything he holds dear, including you. Desjardins is deeply disturbed by the brutality of the attack today. He fears that the next step will be the loss of Saint-Martin's life, despite having been told that death would be too merciful an end."

Pushing to her feet, Marguerite wept openly. "Did he share any of this information with Philippe? Or did Desjardins allow him to remain ignorant of these threats?"

De Grenier rose. "I do nor know, nor do I care. My concern is only for you. You are innocent in this, yet your life has been compromised by association."

"My life is with Philippe."

"And when he is dead?" the vicomte spat out, his large frame tense with frustration. "What then?"

"Are you suggesting that my removal from Philippe's life will spare him?"

"It might. Desjardins believes that he can use your departure to soothe this man he called L'Esprit . It will give him an opportunity to locate the papers and perhaps end this."

"L'Esprit …" Turning, Marguerite rushed from the parlor and crossed to the dining room, where the note from earlier waited. She reread the cryptic words and felt ill. Her hand fell to her side, the paper crinkling within her tense grip.

Large hands settled atop her shoulders and squeezed gently. "Allow me to help you."

"You already have and I thank you." She faced him. "I cannot afford to be any further in your debt."

His handsome features softened and he cupped her cheek. "You do not have the means to extricate yourself on your own."

"I have some jewelry…"

"Mon Dieu!" he scoffed. "You cannot survive indefinitely on so little."

"No," she agreed, "but there is enough to sustain me until Saint-Martin is well and the documents are dealt with."

"If he survives the night, it will be only because of the grace of God."

She felt the blood drain from her face, leaving her dizzy and weary. She clung to the back of the chair, but de Grenier caught her arm and forced her to sit.

"You are not well," he said.

"I must rest. Certainly you can imagine how taxing this afternoon has been."

The vicomte appeared prepared to argue, then he bowed. "My previous offer still stands."

He moved to take a seat beside her. He caught up her hand, which lay motionless on the table surface. She looked into his eyes and saw compassion.