Kathy Love - Fangs For The Memories

He stared at her, dumbfounded. "You are taking this very calmly."

"Well…" She considered that. "You've bitten me while we were making love, right?"

He nodded, sheepishly.

She smiled at his expression. "It was very nice," she assured him.

He raised an eyebrow at the word nice.

"I think from those bites, I was already crossing over."

Rhys shook his head. "It's not possible. A mortal has to give consent."

She shrugged. "Well, you crossed me over last night."

She had a point.

"Why do you think that?" he asked.

"The bathtub," she said with a small, knowing smile. "I could hear your thoughts. And as a mere mortal, I shouldn't have been able to do that."

That was true. He could often read hers, but not vice versa.

She suddenly leapt off the bed and headed toward the door.

"Where are you going?"

"To consult Dr. Fowler," she called back from the hallway.

Rhys shook his head, falling back against the pillows. He didn't have the strength to follow her yet. He was still too shaken, still too relieved that she'd made it. She'd crossed over.

But Jane was back within minutes, a book in hand. She crawled onto the bed. She sat down beside him and began searching through the index.

"Here we go," she said.

"Crossing over is the term used when a vampire brings a mortal over to vampirism. Generally, the vampire has to obtain the mortal's consent to achieve this goal. But in rare instances"-she turned and gave Rhys a significant look-"in rare instances, when the vampire and mortal are soul mates, consent does not need to be given, and the crossing over will begin from the first bite the vampire gives his mate."

She snapped the book closed, giving him a smug look.

He couldn't help smiling. "Proud of yourself, aren't you?"

"Yes."

He sat forward and kissed her, her lips clinging sweetly to his.

"So you aren't upset?" he asked seriously.

"Upset? Why?"

"You're a vampire."

She shrugged. "It sure beats dead."

He knew she meant the comment to be funny, but guilt weighed heavily in his chest. "Jane, you've been surrounded by death your whole life. Are you sure you won't come to resent this-a state between life and death."

She touched a hand to his cheek. "Yes, I did grow up surrounded by death. I know more about it than I want to. And I also know that whatever we are, it's not dead. I feel like I didn't start living until I met you. How can I ever resent an eternity with you? I love you."

He pulled her against him, his lips nibbling her neck, now healed and perfect.

She turned her head and captured his lips, kissing him back with a possessiveness he reveled in.

But after a few moments, she pulled away. "What-what happened to Christian?"

Rhys looked down at her, mixed emotions roiling through him. "He disappeared. But I don't think he'll be back."

She nodded. "Good. I was afraid you killed him."

That wasn't the response he'd expected. Christian had tried to kill her, nearly did. He couldn't imagine her having any sympathy for him. But she did. It was there in her expressive green eyes.

"I didn't seduce Lilah." He felt the need for her to know that. "She used her powers on me, controlling me. I was so repulsed the next morning with what I did. I'd never hurt Christian that way."

Jane listened, waiting for him to continue, knowing that he needed to.

"She seemed to become obsessed with me, probably because I'd refused her. She wasn't used to that. And she wasn't about to let my rejection go unpunished. One night, she showed up at my room. She flew into a rage and showed me her vampire self. She explained that she'd already made Christian the undead, and if I didn't willingly let her make me a vampire as well, she'd destroy my family."

Jane made a noise in her throat and reached for his hand, holding his fingers, stroking them.

"Even after seeing what she was, I thought I could refuse her. I thought I was stronger than her evil. The next day, Elizabeth fell ill. She had always been a delicate girl, and I initially wanted to believe that she just had some normal sickness. But as the days passed, it became apparent that she had more than a mere cold. I called in doctor after doctor, but they had no answers. Their best guess was consumption, and nothing could be done."

"But it wasn't consumption, was it?"

Rhys shook his head. The image of Elizabeth, small and frail in her bed, was as clear as if it had happened only yesterday. "Lilah came to me again, and she told me she was the one draining Elizabeth's life, and if I didn't cross over, she would kill her."

"So you agreed."

He nodded. "The next night, when I woke in my new vampire state, I went to Elizabeth. She was still in bed, her skin so pale it matched the whiteness of the sheets around her. I touched her, and her skin was icy. I knew then, she was gone. But I couldn't accept it. I couldn't accept that I had given up my soul, and Lilah had killed Elizabeth anyway."

Jane slipped her arms around him. He closed his eyes and pressed his cheek against the top of her head.

"Since she made me, I'd never be powerful enough to kill her. Not in a fight. So I started going to her, pretending that I was enamored with her. She was vain and so conceited, she believed me. And I began to bite her-draining her over and over. Until she literally went mad. It was the best I could do to punish her. But it punished Christian, too."

Jane rubbed his back, comforting him. Telling him with gentle caresses that it was okay. Or that it would be okay.

"You couldn't let Elizabeth 's death go unpunished," she stated.

"But I hurt Christian."

Jane shook her head. "No. Lilah hurt him. You tried to protect him."

His chest tightened. She understood. She believed. And for the first time, he almost felt peace when he thought about his family.

"I love you," he told her.

She kissed him. "I love you, too." She moved her mouth to his neck, nibbling the skin just below his jawline.

She peeked up at him, giving him an impish grin. "Did I mention that I have these amazing new teeth?"

He smiled, amazed by how quickly she could make him feel content, happy.

"Really?"

She nodded. "Now lie back and let me bite you."

As he fell back against the pillows, and he waited for her to taste him, he decided undeath didn't get any better than this.

Jane lounged on the sofa with Rhys, his head in her lap. She lazily stroked his hair, letting the silky strands slip through her fingers. They both watched the flames dance over the logs of the fire.

"Do you think we will ever see Christian again?" she asked suddenly. Sebastian had told them about Christian's reaction to his attack on Jane, and they all agreed that he'd been changed by it. That he'd somehow broken free of Lilah's wicked bonds.

She felt the small shake of Rhys's head against her legs. "I don't know. I hope so. Lilah controlled him for so long, and he did a lot of horrible things at her bidding. That's going to take time to deal with."

"Poor Christian."

Rhys lifted his head to look at her. "I can't believe you can forgive him so easily."

Jane shrugged. "He regretted what he did."

"Almost too late."

"He needs our help-if he'll ever allow it."

Rhys smiled up at her, amused affection lighting his amber eyes. "You may very well be the only Good Samaritan vampire in existence."

Jane stuck her tongue out at him. "And you are such an ogre yourself."

"I try."

Jane smiled. Rhys liked to pretend he was the same aloof, bitter vampire she'd first met, but in truth, he was honorable and good. And she liked to think, with some help from her, he was now happy and able to deal with the past.

Certainly, he laughed and teased more. She'd even caught him smiling occasionally for no apparent reason.