Darren Shan - Procession of the dead

I wandered further along and found the killer Paucar Wami, as well as Ama Situwa. My heart lurched when I found her puppet-it seemed I cared more for her safety than my own.

I was looking for more when I realized the puppet in my right hand-the mini me-was ticking. I held it to my ear and detected a thin, metallic heartbeat, as regular as the real thing. I raised Adrian's model but it was silent.

I returned the puppets to their rightful resting places before The Cardinal returned. I decided it was wiser not to ask about them. There was something ominous about them which disturbed me greatly. The Cardinal had been incredibly open with me, but I had a feeling his mood would turn in an instant if I quizzed him about the puppets.

He dismissed me shortly after he came back. I emerged from the room in a daze, head spinning from our conversation and the discovery of the puppets. On the one hand I was delighted-The Cardinal had singled me out for potential succession-but on the other I was fearful. He'd spoken of prices to be paid, sacrifices that must be made. What had he meant? And why did he have my effigy pinned to the wall? And why had my breast ticked and not Adrian's?

Ford was waiting downstairs. "Still alive?" he grunted.

"Seems so. And I think I'll be around a while longer. He's preparing me to take over from him." I had to tell someone.

Ford's eyes were black. "What about me?"

My face dropped. I'd just shown my hand to my main rival for the post. Ford was a lot more powerful than me. He could make me disappear in a minute.

"You think you can crowd me out?" Ford growled as I flustered. "You think you can brush me aside without a fight?"

"I didn't mean… maybe he was talking about something else andI…"

He laughed aloud and the darkness in his eyes faded. "Don't worry, kid. I've known for a long time I wasn't going to be stepping into his shoes. He told me back in the early days. Made it clear I wasn't the kind of man to run his empire. Which is fine. I'm happy where I am. This way I don't have to worry about young punks like you coming along to knock me off. There's much to be said for playing second fiddle."

"I'll look after you if I get in," I promised.

He chuckled bloodlessly. "I admire your optimism but you need to trade those rose-tinted glasses for another pair. In the first place, I'll be an old man with a cane and a bladder problem by the time you'll be in a position to follow on from The Cardinal. He's older than me but still hungry. He'll go on another twenty years, easy. I won't be there when he drops. You might not be either. You're not the first successor he's lined up and you won't be the last. He's been looking for one ever since I can remember. Picks a fresh face every couple of years, gives them the rigmarole, raises their expectations, then dumps them when they don't measure up to scratch. No one has ever satisfied him. I don't think anyone ever will. The man who fills his shoes will just happen to be around when he topples. It's all a matter of timing. You're well on your way but it can end in a second."

"Like it did for Y Tse?"

"Who?"

"Y Tse Lapotaire. Inti Maimi?"

He shook his head. "Don't know who you're talking about. Any case, it doesn't matter. They're all the same. Front-runners one day, fish food the next. Don't get carried away. You only need to make one mistake, then it's over."

"Thanks for the pep talk," I said sourly. "Can I go now?"

"Yeah. Get out of here… boss. " So Ford wasn't going to mention Y Tse either. Not surprising, given he'd always hated him and had probably fired the bullet personally. What was I going to do about Y Tse and Adrian? I wanted to find out why they'd vanished and make the bastards who'd killed them pay. But if those bastards were The Cardinal and Ford Tasso…

There was Ama too. I'd planned to squeal on her. I would have, I think, if I hadn't discovered those damn puppets. They'd thrown me all over again. I wanted to be The Cardinal's chosen one, but I wanted to know what was going on too, why Adrian and Y Tse had disappeared, who Ama was, what the Ayuamarca list was, why I couldn't recall my past. I could live with failure but not with uncertainty.

I decided I'd go to Pier 15. Hear what she had to say. Find out who these Ayuamarcans were. Maybe even track down Paucar Wami and see what he had to say on the matter. After that, when I knew where I stood and why I was there? I'd cross that abyss when I came to it.

I left the car in the middle of the city-I didn't want Thomas seeing where I was going. I walked around a while, trying to determine whether or not I was being tailed. I didn't know how closely The Cardinal was monitoring me. I didn't think he was having me shadowed, but I wasn't about to chance it.

I entered a phone booth for privacy and began dialing on my cell. I could remember the name of the man I wanted but not the firm he worked for. It took a while but finally I found the right company. He was off duty and the operator didn't want to divulge private information, but I persuaded her to connect me with the manager and sweet-talked him into patching me through. I told him I worked for The Cardinal and had left some papers in the taxi, papers he wouldn't want his firm to be associated with. Railroading people is easy if you speak sharply and threaten vaguely.

"Who is this?" the cabbie snarled when he came on the line. "And don't give me no secret papers shit. Did Margaret put you up to this?"

"Mr. Mead," I said, pleased to hear that snapping voice again, "my name's Capac Raimi. You don't know me but you've given me lifts a couple of times. I lied about the papers but I do work for The Cardinal. I need your help."

He said nothing for a moment, pondering my words. "What do you want?" he finally asked warily.

"You mouthed off about The Cardinal a while back-"

"So what?" he yelled. "You gonna kill me for that? Fuck you. Come and try. I don't care shit for-"

"Mr. Mead," I said, "I need a ride."

"What?"

"I have to meet somebody and if The Cardinal finds out, I'm in trouble. Can you help me? It's dangerous. You'd be risking a lot. If you don't want to hear any more, I'll fully understand."

He said nothing for a few seconds. "You want a ride?" he asked in the end.

"Yes."

"Why the fuck didn't you say so in the first place? Where do you wanna be picked up?"

I leaned my head against the wall of the booth, thanked the gods and told him where to get me. He drew up to the curb smoothly half an hour later, appearing out of the fog like a ghost. He glanced around suspiciously. I sidled up to the back door and slipped in. "You Raimi?" he asked.

"Yes. Nice to meet you again, Nathanael. I'm grateful to you for coming. It means a lot." He had a wool cap pulled over his ears and dark glasses. "Nice disguise," I joked.

"No sarcasm in my cab," he snapped. "Where are we going?"

"The docks. Pier 15. You know it?"

He snorted derisively. "You wanna go there quick or slow?"

"Normal. I don't want to draw attention." He nodded and set off briskly, barely allowing for the fog, cutting across traffic without a second look.

I kept peering out the back window, searching for the cars I was sure must be following, in the throes of a paranoia attack. "Do you think we're being tailed?" I asked.

"In this fog? I doubt it. Besides, unless they put up a neon sign, Iwouldn't notice. I'm just a cabbie. I don't know shit about cloak- and-dagger."

The fog began to thin as we got closer to the docks and it became easier to spot mysterious followers. There weren't any. All the same, I had Nathanael drop me at Pier 16 as an extra precaution. "You'll wait here for me?" I asked.

He tapped the running meter. "Take all the time you need. I can wait. Got the radio and my papers-what more is there in life?"