Marjorie Liu - Within the Flames

Anger filled Lyssa, and disdain. But after a moment, confusion crept upon her, as well.

Lyssa stared. “You knew she killed Estefan?”

“We discovered his murder just before we started looking for you in New York,” Roland said.

She took those words in. . and turned to look at Eddie. Searching, stunned. He did not hide from her gaze, but his eyes were filled with regret.

“How could I tell you?” he said softly. “How, when we first met, could I have said those words?”

“You could have,” she whispered, even though she knew he was right. It stung, though, that he had kept something so large and important from her. It hurt worse than she could have imagined. Tears threatened, but she pushed them down — and shook her head at him when he moved to touch her.

Eddie stilled. Lyssa summoned up all her strength and met Long Nu’s cool gaze.

“You,” she said in a hoarse voice. “I know how much you value your own skin. I suppose that’s why you didn’t come looking for me yourself. You always had such little faith in my mother. . and in me.”

Lyssa glanced at Eddie. “She sent you. . someone who would be a temptation if I’d gone bad. If you lived, she’d know I wasn’t entirely dangerous. If you died, she would have had another answer.”

His jaw tensed. Roland spun away to stare out the window.

Long Nu smoothed down her sleeves. “It was the only way to be sure about you. Perhaps you don’t remember the days of the old Cruor Venator, but I do. I would do anything to make certain that we not live through another genocide.”

“I would, too,” Lyssa whispered.

The old woman gave her a mirthless smile. “Then kill the other Cruor Venator. Do it fast, as you should have when you had the chance. And then never have children. So when you die. . finally. . it will be over. All of you will be gone.”

Lyssa stared, stunned to hear the vicious clarity of those words.

Eddie stepped forward, his eyes consumed with fury. Flames erupted over his arms, hot and crackling. The firelight reflected off his eyes, turning them briefly golden.

He reminded her, in that split second, of Lannes — when the witches had threatened his wife’s unborn baby.

Her belly clenched. No condoms this morning. She’d known what she was doing and hadn’t cared. She still didn’t. If she was pregnant. .

I’ll do what my mother did. I’ll love my baby. I’ll teach her love.

That was all anyone could do. And she would protect that child with her last breath.

“Stay the hell away from her,” growled Eddie.

“Yes, I made a mistake with you,” murmured Long Nu, unflinching as she met his enraged gaze. “I had no idea you would bond as mates. A Cruor Venator shares her protection with her blood match. It happens upon first meeting. I could feel it on you like slime when I saw you together in that elevator.”

Roland stepped in front of her. “Stop talking and get out. Get the fuck out, and don’t come back. I mean it. You’re no longer welcome here.”

She seemed truly surprised. “We have an alliance.”

“We don’t have shit now.” Roland leaned in, his big frame rigid and strained. Lyssa smelled whiskey on his breath and noted his rumpled, slept-in, clothes. “You manipulated me and people I care about.”

He stabbed his finger at Eddie. “This boy is like my son. He is one of the finest people I know. That’s a line no one crosses. And if he vouches for Lyssa Andreanos. . then I don’t care if she has flying fucking monkeys coming out of her ass. You leave her alone. ”

Lyssa raised her brow. Eddie stared at Roland with a look in his eyes that was heartbreakingly vulnerable.

Long Nu backed away. “You’ve made an odd decision today, Roland. Not entirely practical. Or wise.” She gave Lyssa a long hard look. “ Your father was equally foolish.”

She started forward, but Eddie held her back. “Go to hell. He loved us.”

“Love is rarely enough,” replied the old dragon.

Without another word, she turned and walked down the corridor. The elevator opened for her, she stepped forward. . and in moments was gone.

Lyssa let out a shaky breath and collapsed into the nearest chair. Eddie sat beside her, with a wildness in his eyes that felt too familiar.

Roland bowed his head, rubbing his neck.

“Both of you,” he said gruffly. “Tell me everything.”

Eddie found Lyssa on the roof of the old building, watching the city come alive in light.

A fire burned in the copper pit, and her feet were propped up on a wooden bench. She held a bottle of water in her left hand, and her right — ungloved, exposed — hung loose off the arm of her chair.

The wind was sweet. Eddie took a moment, watching her, soaking in the miracle all over again.

I hope I never screw it up.

He ventured close. Lyssa did not turn around but she set down her water. “I smell pizza.”

“There’s an Italian restaurant downstairs. Roland has them on speed dial.” Eddie sat beside her, sliding a box across the small table between them. “Meat. A lot of it.”

Lyssa’s mouth quirked, but she looked away at the city. “This has been a strange couple days.”

He stared at his hands. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about Estefan.”

She sighed. “If you had. . I would have run like hell. I wasn’t ready to hear that news. You were right.”

“Still,” he said. “It bothered me, keeping that from you.”

“I called his wife.” Lyssa glanced at him, and tears glittered in her eyes. “Josie was glad to hear from me, I think. But she didn’t know who killed her husband.”

“Did you tell her?”

“I told her. . I took care of it. That it was a shape-shifter thing. And she believed me.” She rubbed her eyes “I don’t want to be a good liar about things like that.”

Eddie stared at the city, then the burning fire. Without quite realizing what he was doing, he found himself reaching out — sticking his hand into the flames.

He felt nothing. Just a tickle. Movement of air over his skin.

“What Long Nu said,” he murmured, “about children.”

Lyssa tensed. “I want them. I didn’t before. . but I do now.”

She sounded defensive, but Eddie breathed a sigh of relief. “I do, too.”

“With me?”

“Of course. Who else?”

She smiled, but it was tremulous. “You looked at me as if I were an idiot for asking. I like that.”

“Good.”

“But I had to ask. This has all been so fast. We didn’t. . talk about that.”

“No, we didn’t. Like I told you, though. . I like surprises.”

“I like you, ” she said, and all that good heat spread through him like the sun was blooming in his bones.

Eddie pulled his hand from the fire and reached for her. Lyssa met him halfway, and he could see in her eyes the weight of the day bearing down on her. This was his home, not hers. She had been wrenched across the country, away from what she was used to — forced to deal with people she hated, people who were grieving — just as she was grieving.

He hauled her into his lap, holding her tight in his arms. The sky was darker, the city brighter. Her hair smelled like woodsmoke and something sweetly indefinable. . maybe his shampoo.

She buried her face in his neck, and her body slowly began to relax. His did, too, and after a short, very comfortable, time. . he began to drift off.

Until his cell phone rang.

Lyssa flinched. Eddie briefly considered not answering until he looked at the screen.

“Mom,” he answered.

“Matthew Swint,” she said, and dread splashed him cold. “He was here.”