Brett McBean - Tales of Sin and Madness

They wouldn’t be so content if they knew about Edmund’s other, secret business , George thought.

George knew, and in truth he wasn’t sure which one terrified him more: the sign on the fence promising to shoot any trespassers ( or worse! ), or knowing what it was that Edmund kept secretly stashed among the piles of rubbish.

Cold beads of sweat trickled down George’s face.

He didn’t want to be here. He wished he was home, relaxing in front of the television, smoking a joint. But he was here for Bobby, he had to remember that.

At least he didn’t have to worry about some vicious guard dog. After Edmund’s last dog, Funky, died five years ago, he had never bothered replacing the smelly old mongrel. Edmund once told George, in a rare instance of conversation, that he could never replace Funky; had no desire to; that another pup would require too much training, too much time and energy, things he no longer had.

George had thought it a pity at the time, but now, on the verge of sneaking into the rubbish tip after dark, he couldn’t have been more relieved knowing there wasn’t a dog on the other side of the gates looking at tearing out his throat.

The gates were shut; locked by a heavy-looking chain. But George was able to force the gates open just wide enough and push through the gap, using one hand to stop the gates from flinging back and crushing him.

Once inside the rubbish tip, George straightened. He eased out a breath and scanned the property, looking out for any sign of Edmund.

The tip looked like every other he had been to: mounds of rubbish, like tall, shaggy anthills, were lit by floodlights perched atop the fence. Over to one side of the property was a long, possibly once white trailer house that sat on stumps with steps, as well as a ramp, leading to the front door. Its façade was grimy, ugly and worn, just like its owner. Lights were on inside the trailer though Edmund’s van was nowhere to be seen.

With any luck that meant he was out and would stay out until George and Bobby had left. But George knew that just because the van wasn’t visible, it didn’t necessarily mean Edmund wasn’t home, maybe he parked his van out of sight, in case some low-life came sniffing around for a quick buck.

As if anyone would want to steal that piece of shit , George thought, and then metal clanging behind him caused his balls to shrivel to about half their normal size.

George whirled around and saw Bobby squeezing through the narrow gap between the gates.

“I thought I told you to wait outside until I said it’s all clear,” George scolded, though he was more startled than he was angry.

“Mojo got lonely,” Bobby said once he was inside the tip. There was a lop-sided grin on his young face, and his doe-eyes seemed to be boring straight through George.

“Fuckin’ Mojo,” George muttered. “Well, Edmund doesn’t seem to be around, so let’s get this over and done with, and then we can go home.”

“It smells in here,” Bobby said.

There was a particularly strong foulness in the air. Aside from the usual rubbish tip stink — a combination of rotten food and mouldy, long forgotten furniture — there was a horrible sweetness that lingered just below the surface: the smell of death.

“Try not to breathe in too deeply,” George told him.

No, wait, we’re here to make sure the kid doesn’t turn into a psychopath. This is like smoking, right? Make ‘em smoke ten packs, one after the other, and then they’ll never want another smoke again, isn’t that the idea? So I should be encouraging him to breathe in deeply, until the stink makes him ill.

“I don’t mind the smell,” Bobby said, casually.

A picture flashed through George’s mind, of Bobby sitting cross-legged out in the backyard, gore-soaked knife in one hand, eviscerated cat in the other.

“Well you should mind,” George said. “It’s a horrible smell. It should make you sick.”

Bobby shrugged. “Why are we here? Is it to bury Mojo?”

George sighed. “You’ll find out soon enough. Come on.” George started forward. Bobby followed, dragging the lumpy, increasingly wet bag across the ground with all the care of a sack full of rocks.

George scanned the piles of rubbish, unsure of what exactly he was looking for. All he saw were mountains of junk, piled high with an assortment of items such as old chairs, toasters, lamps, a few worn sofas, smashed television sets, and, of course, hundreds upon hundreds of rubbish bags.

Is that them ? George wondered. He didn’t think so. He doubted Edmund would risk leaving them out in the open for all to see.

From behind, Bobby said, “Do you hear that?”

George stopped, listened. All he could hear was the thump thump thump of his heart. He turned to his son. “What do you hear?”

“Someone crying. Sounds like it’s coming from over there.” Bobby raised an arm and pointed.

George followed the line of his son’s finger — straight to Edmund’s trailer over on the other side of the property.

George listened again.

He thought maybe he could hear something: a soft whimpering. Sounded like a female crying. But Edmund lived alone, and he had no family.

It’s just the wind howling (but there is no fucking wind). Or…

“A television,” George finished. “Probably just old Edmund watching a movie.”

“Doesn’t sound like it,” Bobby muttered. “Can we go over and see?”

George turned back to his son. His lop-sided smile and wide eyes were reminiscent of Christmas morning and how he looked upon first setting eyes on the presents sitting under the tree.

“No. We shouldn’t even be in here. We’re not gonna go spying into someone’s house and risk getting caught.”

“But…”

“But nothing. You’re not to go near that house, you got me? You’re to stick with me and do what I say, or else you’ll be sorry.”

Bobby’s face turned forlorn, dark. He cast his gaze downward.

“Come on, I wanna get this over with,” George said and started walking.

When he heard no bag scraping along the ground, he stopped and turned around. Bobby was standing with his head still bowed, the rubbish bag no longer clutched in his tiny hand but sitting on the ground.

“Pick up the bag and let’s go.”

Bobby didn’t move.

“Get your arse in gear!” George growled, his voice coming out shaky rather than the sternness he was aiming for. “You’ll get a good arse-whooping if you don’t pick up the bag and start movin’ those skinny legs of yours.”

With a sigh, Bobby bent down and snatched the rubbish bag from off the ground. He began shuffling forward.

George turned and continued walking.

Soon Edmund’s house was behind them and the crying merely a ghost in George’s fragile mind ( had to be the TV, definitely had to be, couldn’t have been anything else…could it? ).

As far as he knew, Edmund wasn’t like Tony, but knowing what he did about Edmund’s secret work, he had to wonder.

Jesus I hope I’m doing the right thing by Bobby here. I hope I don’t make things worse.

But what else could he do? He didn’t exactly have a myriad of options at his disposal for dealing with his son’s problem.

Bobby Fisher wasn’t an idiot. He wasn’t soft in the head or anything like that. He was quiet, always had been. Even as a baby he hardly cried.

Concerned with the kid’s apparent lack of verbal skills, George had taken him to the doctors when he was five. Nothing wrong with him, the doctors had said. He wasn’t mentally handicapped — far from it. He was, according to them, bright for his age. He was just an inordinately quiet kid.